EPISODE Part 177-178

EPISODE Part 177-178

Fire Within...continues

"Agar tumhain lagta hai keh mujhe tumhare hone na hone se koi farak padta hai...then forget it...you don't even exist for me do you understand..."[if you think your presence matters to me then forget it...]...Arnav is standing in the middle of the road with these reverberating words...holding her broken bangle in his fist hanging in air ,constant embracing with his fingers...feeling her presence ,her touch, her essence .with barren eyes, dry lips ,blurred focus ,numbed senses, unable to verbalize ,moves back and forth with sigh.He pleads, enrages ,yet does not receives any answer of his prayer...His haunted words today makes his heart bleed while holding her so tight in his fist not to let her go away with closed eyes just imagining her...till his depleted soul gets a spark...through her red broken bangle ,touching his red oozing blood by connecting their hearts...

Naniji also tells Khushi later when Cote can't do anything for someone he loves then he punishes himself...[after Khushi's dream during kidnapping] today he is paining himself for not being there for her.

Arnav runs back to his SUV with Raba Ve in the BG ,and the moment he is ready to put safety lock on his life line,a strident voice breaks the ice of paralytic moment by stirring his senses.His eyes follow the voice slowly with fear and a blooming hope..and stay still in that lethal moment on that mirror...there she is totally unaware of his malignant moment wrapping all the innocence of the world around her.He does not blink with the fear of losing her and then releases himself from the dreadful moment by resting his head on steering wheel.

The moment he comes out of his clutching blaze,anger sinks in his veins clutching fist by changing object of desire into object of fire through mirror.His rage was ready to throw all the searing onto Khushi to spare him,to plunge him from all the incineration of the moment of her separation.He comes out of his SUV furiously and Khushi who was bust bargaining jerks up with the familiar banging door sound.The moment she turns towards the bang,her bargaining days gets numbered.An alarming terror appears on her face with the up front sight of fury,her ultimate protector who could be a safe heaven for her from all the evil of the world yet unable to insulate her from his own excruciated blaze.

Khushi couldn't pull her off from the strong gravitational tug of him.

A raging Arnav marches towards Khushi and without thinking or hesitating grabs her arm before pulling her towards him.Arnav without caring the surroundings pors out his anxiety"Samjhti kya ho tum apne aapko...apna phone bhi gahr pe chod diya and aur raste mein mujhe yeh mila" ...This is a very same Arnav who don't use words without putting em in a row, now stumbling his devastation in front of Khushi.He grits and slits out by exposing all of his desolated fears and feelings when he thought she was in the ambulance."Do you know what I'm going through...mujhe laga mein ne tumhain kho diya hai..."

He pleads in his scream while holding stunned Khushi's face , "agar uss ambulance mein tum hoti tou...What if I've lost you ..."Khushi was very prudent at this moment in front of his scattered state yet gets overwhelmed and touched by his concerns and his right over her like this yet snotty ,"agar aisa huwa bhi hota tou...humara hi accident huwa hota tou ...aapko iss se kya fark padta hai..."

Arnav in his deranged state without thinking ,divulges his right,"of course farak padta hai...Dammit"....Khushi continues tightening the circle of her assurance,"kyun ...farak kyuon padta hai..."...Arnav blurts out "kyuonke..."till realization hits him to step back yet his eyes refuses to let her go off his sight.Both shared an intense gaze and then he grasps the furious intensity of the moments in which he's been going through but still unable to absorb the reality and very much reluctant to accept what he told his Di"Bata deta agar mujhe..."...which he can see and can feel clearly yet neither meet the eyes of Khushi nor accept it himself...

 Unlike last time When Arnav finds out Khushi's engagement,he groans with anger ,humiliates her,and ends up making hasty decision to engage with La as quick as possible...This time he does not degrade her but feels the need and urge to answer her questions,to let her use her right on him the way he was practicing on her and that thought makes him stop and think over his actions.Today he is doing what Naniji asked him in epi 7..."sirf agey nahin nazar ghuma keh peeche bhi dekh lijiye..."[not only see your front but also your back too] and today he is doing exactly ...he stops and reflects back at his actions...to get the real feel of it yet EGO is always standing in front of him...and he ends up with incomplete sentence again...which will he finish with"Because I luv u Dammit! "on SR...

 

Khushi wants to hear his possessiveness just like couple of hours ago

she was expecting him to take charge to take her with him instead of NK..I must say her anxiousness to hear those words was at the verge of spitting some Fire yet interrupted by NK.Before Arnav would welcome his smile...vendor asks for money and he gives him money as this is his right by throwing a frenzy look at Khushi.Arnav diverts Khushi's question into acrimony over NK's presence,"Where the hell were you??".NK politely explains him the reason that because of the car issue and walking Khushi broke her bangles and sadels...Arnav throws a quick concerned look at Khushi's state.Again his stare asks her "tum theek ho..." as he feels the audacity of his over reacting...Nk didn't forget to inquire him "Arnav tum yahan kya kar rahe ho..."[Arnav what are you doing here...]...He deflects his question with his own question,"tum ne phone kyuon nahi uthaya..." [Why didn't you pick up the phone?]

 

Nk replies that he left the phone in the car but didn't forget the ghee. Arnav raises his hand yet Khushi takes it from NK quickly. Arnav gives her a frenzied look and keeps it piercing on her face till gets another punch from NK and his surprise.If looks could kill ,NK would've been flat at this poing.Arnav was throwing daggers at his envisaging and daring to gift his Lady Love. The moment Arnav tries to snap him out, but gets lost in Khushi's curiosity and captivated state over the gift.He gets shocked seeing her happy and antagonizes over the fact that NK's smallest step made her happy as he wants that reaction on her face because of him...

Arnav rules out with the dragon card in this duel by telling NK to bring car home and then orders Khushi,"aur tum mere saath chalo..."[You, come with me..]Khushi impulsively,after sensing extreme alertness ,insists staying with NK yet Arnav barges in while gritting ,"tum ne suna nahin mein ne kya kaha hai..."[did you hear what I said?] NK by smelling the fragility of the moment tells Khushi the same.Khushi proceeds with crudeness and walks towards the SUV ,away from him ,opens the door and sits in while shutting the door behind her.Arnav who tried to open the door and all for his Lady ,watched her vehemently and furiously outside the glass window but did not say anything .He walks towards his seat and does not forget throwing his dragon like zealous looks to her.Khushi's khushi rests in ignorance and miffed face.

Khushi's silence gets unbearable for him as he keeps throwing his embittered looks here and there at her but maintains his silence.He knows she is highly agitated with him but her continued peace out mission was not that peaceful for him.He wants to hear her as her blabbering is his life...He wanted it to be ended in no time without losing this duel with her.He thinks a way to tick her off ,"Khushi tumhari seat belt .."[Khushi wear your seatbelt.]Khushi acts as a stone deaf and keeps her face straight.Arnav by scolding,"Khushi kitni bar kaha tum se keh seat belt pehno..."{how many times I have to tell you,wear seatbelt] ...Khushi ignores him completely which ticks him off in return..."Khushi jab mein tum se baat kar raha hoon..."Khushi with her extreme anger yet calmly removes her Dupatta and shows him her double fire dragonet duel card by stamping her success on him.Arnav drives away from her green signal after getting penalized but with acceptance...What a change?He is accepting his defeat so calmly...nah...he will get her...reminding me the cold war of two super powers.

 

Silent duel masters keep continued their journey with their huffs and sighs yet her each move was under his radar orbs.His darting eyes notices the bangles in her hands.He grips the wheel tightly with annoyance and anger when a smile spreads on her lips while trying em on.He looks to the other side with displeasure but his brown orbs gets a spark of conceited smile finding out the wrong size of these bangles for his Lady.He brags like a teenager,"Oh ,so Nk does not even know the size of your wrist..."...[mean teenager... ]This acts as an oil splatter...and she tries to put on bangles hastily and sighs with great pain...which makes him halt in the middle of the road...