IPKKND/Mysticaldivine[Old ArshiHamesha]: EPISODE 190-191 [ Part 2]

EPISODE 190-191

Part 1

Arshi's Marriage...SPECIAL

Destined to be...

"Tum tumhari behen ke liye kuch bhi kar sakti ho...Right"[You can do anything for your sister...] ASR is challenging Khushi how far you can go in scarification of your beliefs and values to save your sister and here he is also going against his beliefs and norms.A person who never believed in marriage is going against all the odds to save his sister's life and marriage by marrying her and so is Khushi who is ready to get stigmatized by going forward setting new norms to be challenged at each step to sake of her sister. Khushi knows because of her ,Payal's marriage was destroyed and today she can't let that happen again.She has no way out bringing her sister from that misery but this time that decision is in her hand but with a big price and she accepts that over her own happiness. This is very same when a 14 years old child couldn't stop his sister's life to be shattered along with him on one night but now " sab mere control main hai...aur hamesha rahega"[Now everything is in my control and will]

Arnav drags troubled and struggling Khushi to their Eternal Heaven [poolside] and demands ,"tum apni behan se kitna pyar karti ho ..uske liye kuch bhi kar sakti ho right..." [how much you love your sister ,you can do anything for her right...]

A confused and heedless Khushi replies,"Haan..." ASR strides with his next move,"tumhain mujh se shaadi karni hogi ...abhi ..issi waqt.."[You have to marry me right now]...ASR moves forward and then puts the six months contract marriage proposition .

Displeased Khushi not only dumbfounded by this shock but also stumbled with disbelief."shaadi ...chey maheeney keh liye..yeh aap kya bakwas kar rahe hain Arnavji..." [marriage , for 6 months..what rubbish you are talking Arnavji] ...She refuses to even consider it, she strides to leave by trashing his offer but Arnav pulls her towards him by tugging her hands at her back and demands the answer,"Haan ya naa...".A dismayed Khushi silently look at him and firmly states ,"Nahin...Khabi Nahin..." , separates herself away from his clutch. Tears flow down at their own will and follow the down hill of her cheeks as her dreams are bringing her down on a reality check. Khushi with broken heart asks how could he even think like that...and my grabber is she is at the point on opening her heart , her expectation ,her love for Arnav while Arnav interrupts her to think again ..When he sees Khushi is at the point of rejecting him again he turns her around roughly and shows her the mandap and starts black mailing her about Payal and Akash marriage..

There is no question ASR with gelid exasperation was adamant to seal this deal of his without being soften on Khushi's withdrawn ,confused and hurt was the stealing moment .Khushi's repressing moment for almost confession of her love was my grabber .That shows her shattering point where she is clouded in between her Rajkumar and Shaitan.

A heart rendering Khushi begs ,"Arnavji,..aap humari itni pariksha kyon ley rahe hain..." but Arnav with inexorable and grimy attitude ignores her plea shows her his affirmative intentions in this matter. Arnav commands for six months marriage rages and she simply refuses,"hum nahin kar sakte.." [I can't do it] Arnav retorts with anger that you should be ready to wipe her sister's tears .

Arnav follows with his bluff to stop the wedding and Khushi realizes the consequences in this breaking alliance of Payal which happened before and she can't allow that again. Khushi impulsively stops Arnav. Arnav turns back and comes to her for her reply .He stands with his piercing gazes gauging and discerning her.A broken khushi accepts his terms after a short pause. Arnav relaxes slightly in his muscles yet his eyes reflects the pain he is causing Khushi.Khushi promises to follow all his terms and conditions,"aap jo kahin gey hum karaingey ...bas humari Jiji ki shaadi ko mat todna..."[I will do what ever you say but don't break my sis wedding] .Khushi shatters completely while afflicted Arnav keeps watching her state as he is unable to console or comfort her. She covers her face with her crushed soul, refusing to show her defeated spirit.

Today Khushi is not late reaching in for the completion of Payal's wedding.During wedding her teary eyes and her inner term oil is not hidden from him at all but rage and ego is making him today to be adamant at his own POV.He turns his face for not facing his weakness, her tears...She bows to the master and walks out but the master takes the lead with her.

He halts his SUV in front of the temple and my grabber is he looks at the temple first and here comes his words..."I make my own destiny and I don't believe in God..."

Credit to nnks

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Khushi tries one last time to plead her not to do this before he pulls her out and climbs the stairs of the very same Mandir where he climbed to bandage her finger without knowing fate and Almighty powers have woven his destiny with her already .They both look at Devi Maiyya as he is going to shake her in her beliefs like what your DM can do to stop me writing this destiny and her strong belief looking at DM is she will not do any harm to her child as she never let her down.

He garlands her with his strong shell of safety by putting Manglsutra around her neck and then turns around and gets ready to mark her his for forever by giving her his beliefs back by putting sindoor in her forehead,"tumhara inn cheezon peh bohat vishwaas hai na...tou yeh raha mangalsutra and aur yeh raha Sindoor..."[You believe in these things a lot...so here is mangalsutra and here is sindoor]...Holi Mantras and wedding bells join the holy ceremony under the stars and Almighty as witness...

She closed her eyes with her total defeat as her last hope died at that instant .He imposed his ultimate decisions and terms..."Ab tum meri patni ho ...par sirf Duniya ki nazron main...na main tumhain apni patni manooga aur na patni ka darjah doonga..."[Now you are my wife ...but only for the world ...as I will not give you my name or status as my wife]...

Remember those scenes: Arnav and Khushi's first wedding in the mandir

Khushi looks immediately at DM after his registered decision.She totally collapsed in her palms and melts completely with shame while her Dupatta rages over on his face as it's not happy today at all with him and has fire within .He holds it but he is not coming out of delusional image of hers which is taking over him right here.

ASR did humiliate her today and showed her he writes his own Destiny and her DM couldn't do anything about it...Devi Maiyyah is smiling today at her fav kids today one who knows she never lets her down and on who is stubborn and has the audacity to challenge her.Little did he know that this is all destined and indeed written by DM.

My grabber is, he did humiliate the very existence of Khushi's holly and strong belief on marriage.He did prove her his "Dheela character" in her eyes ,He did show her his beliefs for relationships that he makes em for his own good.{ I did put my thoughts couple of days earlier but I think I am surfing alone with it but as a stubborn lady I am going to stick with these]...That day after the bandage They didn't get the blessings together from the family or Almighty...and today is the same...

Later he will be in Mandir taking blessings from family and DM regardless for Khushi but "beta kaboo main ayega..."...as Patience is a virtue...

One thing is evident he took every step of this journey to this mandir while fulfilling her wishes and destined rituals which he knows very well as he reminds her later each one of em.Khushi indeed has entered in a safe heaven with him regardless it's on flame yet FIRE is a source of reincarnation...Birth of new beginning with a CURATOR...

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EPISODE 190-191

Part -2

Silence...Khamoshi...

Khamoshi, [silence] has it's own voice, unheard yet very loud and has a power to create a tremor in its surrounding .That's what Khushi and Arnav is showing here .Their silence is the indication of upcoming storm which will definitely disturb the nature of every relation around em as well as in between em.

Nuptial game start after marriage ceremony ends .If this side the newly wedded pair is coming closer by opening the tied knots together then the other side the other recently untangled knotted pair is coming towards them.

My grabber is Arnav's wet and dismal look seeing family's happiness and at the top facing the reality.He is not shaky yet he needs to hold on to something and that is His KHUSHI... just like her clutching her Dupatta in fear as she needs something to hold on to because she is enslaved by this moment ,hesitant and troubled to face the tremor with teary eyes .The moment he takes a step forward and realizes that Khushi is not keeping pace with him .He turns to look at her , holds on to her hand and pulls reluctant Khushi inside the house. Regardless he is dragging her she is still putting her second hand on his as an affirmation , as a trust , as a hope."aap sab theek kar daingey.."comes later yet it is budding here.

Anjali is the one who notices first,"Chote.."Then the whole family notices the newly wedded couple and becomes dismayed and confused stunned seeing them like that...

The grabber is they are standing side by side holding hands to face the family's wrath with teary averting eyes as their actions aren't helping them to meet their eyes..

A totally shocked family stood up and astounded Buaji breaks this silence of lambs first,"what is this joke...NandKishore..." followed by mamiji,"Definitely It is a big joke with us.." Buaji comes up to her Titliya and asks for an explanation from a trembling Khushi followed by Garima to find the reason of this which is not making any sense to them. Nani is the first one who demands an explanation from Arnav.Silence and only silence is the answer she gets from him.My grabber is when Nani promptly questions Arnav again,ASR fixes his daggers straight at Shaym he answers arrogantly yet composedly and calmly ,"Jawab wohi hai jo dikh raha hai...hum ney shaddi kar li hai"[The answer is the same what you are seeing...we got marrried].He doesn't take his eyes off of him but Anjali diverts his silent daggers towards silent remorse as it is she who wants to know the reason for the hasty wedding ..."shaadi kar li...chup ke...par kyuon...?"

Arnav's pain seeing broken and dishearten Di doesn't allow him to answer his Di's questioning eyes and faces her.My grabber is Anjali walks backward as this distance is increasing .Nice hint...Arnav is helpless here knowing that the truth will kill her just like Khushi who couldn't bear Anjali's tears while holding her Mangalsutre .In this sense both of them are right & wrong and same in many ways.

When this side is burning in silence ,other side is airing this silence flicker to turn into a flame .Garima and Buaji start grilling Khushi to to confirm this shame and after battering down, Khushi answers in yes,"haan...". She receives an earsplitting slap from Garima and her petite body submerges in Arnav's broad chest.

my grabber is his strong hold on her and daring glare at Garima for treating his Khushi like that but looks away quietly the moment Khushi looks at him by ignoring her plea.If a merciless slap couldn't break the spell of the silence of this side then Nanji's defeated attempt getting info from didn't make this colossal fall on knees either...must say Arnav's pain is excruciating as one side his Di and her silent pain is killing him and the other side ignorant yet suffering Khushi is piercing his heart but his mind is standing tall to be adamant at his own actions as "main wohi karta hoon jo mujhe sahi lagta hai..." Khushi is facing the wrath of her family who are adamant angrily with shame and humiliation, in tears demanding an explanation but Khushi can only suffer in silence as she has no answer of any question for herself. My grabber is the continued silence of Khushi will help Arnav to understand Khushi's silence in Shyam's matter later ..

Naniji reflects the shame,the tension and the astonishment and hope to be out of this traumatized dream.Her disappointed anguish and need to find solace was at the peak seeing Khushi's silence..My grabber is His turn look to Khushi for not opening her mouth after so much drilling and slap. A momentary , silent communion between the tormented souls ...her questioning yet painful eyes meet with her Rajkumar's icy ones yet full of anguish and guilt . Trust is taking its shape in this matter .She will never open her mouth and he will never in her case.Aapas ki baat hai...

Today he is not saying anything by saying everything and didn't stop Garima but later he will not only grab Buaji's heavy weight hand but also be ready to take care of Garima only stopped by Khushi.Dadi or anyone had no courage touching his Khushi.

Garima is not her real mother but she loves Khushi from the bottom of her hear and after sometimes Khushi was her fav chutki...when she wanted to sacrifice herself by hiding from Dadi .Buaji fights with Dadi for Khushi too.

Arnav breaks the silence and answers Nani's leading question,"aapn aur nani yehi chahte thai keh main shaadi kar loon tou kar li...Baat khatam... ..."[you and Nani wanted me to marry so I did it.That's it]...This is my grabber as a young boy that's the most truthful and straight forward answer anyone can deliver especially when that young man is angry and hurt.

Arnav tries to leave but Anjali stops him who is gauging his face which he can't meet and she knows there is a reason for his move."Kaha na Di aap ne kaha tha kar lo..."She insists to know but he remains in silence with a pause behind his closing eyes Arnav walks past Anjali and ASR with a jolt of his emotions ,changes with his BG score when his eyes fall on Shyam.There is no question he warned him loud and clear with his gaze and the twitchy spider stumbles on his weakly woven web by getting the heat of that threat. I loved this scene here where ASR begins to ascend ,begins to tower while Shyam is way below...

Today Arnav couldn't the meet the eyes of Nani but he was the one who spoke his marriage ideas so clear in front of her that he is good with live in...Later he will be the one who will explain all to Nani first about Khushi and Shyam during the revelation.

Arnav did not defend Khushi, he stayed true to the character today but later during Shyam's revelation he will slap him for Khushi...without thinking about Anjali...

Arnav climbs up the stairs to his room while Anjali keeps following him desperately to find the answers. Arnav shuts the door on her face and bows his down with teary eyes standing against the door ,"I'm sorry Di par iss keh elawah koi aur rasta nahin tha..

Akash quietly comes and takes Anjali away from Arnav's room without interfering .She turns back for one last look but the door remains closed too good .If he didn't defend Khushi ,he didn't explain Di either.

My biggest grabber is the moment of Khushi and Shashi.While everyone are demanding to know the reason from her angrily , without even thinking of her state or willing to give a thought to her fragile emotions,it is Shashi who is ready to give her a chance without accusing her.The brief exchange of glances between Shashi and Khushi was very powerful.Must say Sanaya conveyed her sadness and plea during these epis is fab.

Anjali comes downstairs and joins the ladies in this grilling process but must say sahe was sober even in her pain but Nanji is way too hurt to back down over this issue. They were confused how did he do that and how come Khushi went along with him

Khushi breaks her silence in the defense of her family when Mami starts her taunts and begins to humiliate Gupta's but her family do not want to have anything with her .They quickly disown her and get ready to deart by giving all the blessings to Payal.

Khushi runs behind her family members but suffers her first shock when her loyalty is questioned by Buaji .A desperate Khushi goes to Amma who angrily orders her never to call her Amma again ... Khushi is being abandoned again. Her last attempt , she seeks solace from her Babuji's lap ... as Shashi assures her of his love, his unconditional love and his support for her ...and Gupta's leave rejecting and disowning Khushi...

A broken shaky Khushi yet holding on to DeviMaiya stumbles with the door as her fate has collapsed with it. She walks slowly inward with her shuffling mind which is echoing the words of the man who has showed his claim to her in front of his family but at the very same time has rejected her rights on him while marking her his. Khushi walks in holding that claim and right as a flicker of hope which is the only protection she got right now. Her sister Payal embraces her and wants to know what she couldn't disclose to her but she becomes hurt when stubborn Khushi remains silent. Payal hurting words seem as if she is venting out her own wounds caused by Khushi at this auspicious moment.