Episode 198

EPISODE 198

  A Ray of Hope...

Spunky and chirpy Khushi is back in action..A girl who's been carrying a guilt on her shoulder without doing any crime  is taking an oath to win hearts again as those heartbeats are the reasons of her smile. She knows to pick out the smallest possible goodness in every bad situation. Every sound of Lakhmi confirmed as her affirmation in Khushi style.She indeed doesn't no how to say or hear"NO".Arnav will teach her later but in vain. She surely will win everybody's heart again as she is honest and had trust in DM. Love her optimism as Her first step towards her goal is her Jiji. One of The best scenes in today's epi is Khushi's scene with Payal which not only portrayed her never dying spirit but it helped to accentuate the softening of Payal towards her sister.Payal's cold attitude is melting eventually towards her sister. Today she could not help but speak up and react to Khushi's determination in winning her loved one's over.The bond they shared has to be revived first.Later her affection was apparent as Buaji rejected her eager Khushi as well as her eyes searched for her sister to be with them and they portrayed her conflicted emotions very well.. highlighting her awareness of the pain being inflicted upon Khushi...

Buaji's affection seeing Khushi for the first time instantly changed into a harden attitude after remembering her actions which inflicted upon their family was wonderfully done. Later The reaction of Buaji and Amma also shows that under the layer of that anger,a bestowed love for Khushi remains intact as ever.Khushi will win them over too with her persistence and with her unbeatable spirit ...

Today ASR witnessed his wife paying the consequences for his actions.. first, she was isolated among his own and now he observed the refutation of her own family has imposed upon her.. I loved how he stopped the minute Buaji who bit back her emotions the minute she was reminded of the shame they faced due to Khushi refused to take her along.. He looked on mutely unwilling and incapable of demanding justice..because he knew he was the one responsible for the current situation the guilt will slowly gnaw away at him overcoming his hatred for the deception he believes she is responsible for. It was apparent as his eyes followed a dejected Khushi up the stairs with her cheeks wet with tears.. there was a softness upon his face as he noticed her crying alone by the poolside..  She was sitting at the pool all alone trying to figure out the reason for his punishment. The guilt was sinking in the step by step when he was watching Khushi all deserted by herself. 

Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada didn't even bother to inform Khushi as to why is she being punished but he was speculating on the consequences of his decision.His tolerance is showing how cruel his past was which has left him that resistant to the situations.He's been watching the ruthlessness of both families and still standing on his feet and at the top seeing his love bearing that torture but the thought that his love, loves someone else is providing enough fuel for him to survive through this.

That scene depicted their current situation both are isolated from their own loved ones.. and only have one another for support.. for consolation yet refuse to allow the other to get close..

Anjali showed a different angle today. Since Arnav got married she is ordering around in her self centered and polite way but wanting things her way. Everyone is just following her as Mamiji said I accepted the Greh Parvesh as you wanted it. [Now I understand her behavior and can connect this one with the later one...she is stubborn in her way] She doesn't care or let anyone want to do what they want, simply it's her way or no way.

The car scene is so beautifully portrayed as it was the poignant moment  in between both of them.It was more painful for Arnav than Khushi. A moment which brought back memories to both .This scene was similar to bangle scene during Payesh wedding  but in the opposite way.

That day, Arnav experienced the joy and happiness of loving someone so dearly and he also experienced the feelings of almost losing someone so close to his heart too. When a single "sound of pain" from Khushi made him immediately halt his car in the middle of the road. He became all worried of the piece of bangle that might again harm her as he can't afford to lose her.  His only fault in that moment was he never tried to get a confirmation of whether she loves him or not. He understood her importance that day and after that all he did was forcing his emotions on her but whenever she asked him for the reason of his affection, he backed off as he was not sure about his "Kyun farak padta hai"... until Anjali reminded him to speak his mind of. Love needs a trigger to express but for that there must be a flame of trust and understanding.

IF he might have tried to open his heart to her, as love always two sided, the situation could've been different. It is very important to express your love before someone snatches it away. For, what he felt that day, is purely his responsibility and not Khushi's. How will the trust be built if the foundation itself is based on imagination and not trust and there is no TRUST in his eyes.

I loved the last part of the episode. It was so hard for him to see and sit with his love who loves someone else.Period...  When Khushi was adjusting the bags, the tinkling sound of the bangles made him look towards the bangles in her wrists and not at the woman gracing them. His memory is still haunting the first gift of their affection, the pain of almost losing her, the little wrinkle in time where Khushi's constant inquired questions made him almost accept. He became determined and strong dejecting himself from those whispers and started to focus on the work ,his di insisted to be fulfilled and again in the middle of the road, he dropped her.  That day her one scream made him stop the car and today he didn't even look at her because her look makes him weak. He had to bear the pain that he fell in love with a woman who loves someone else.  He started to curse his momentary weakness that night that he bestowed upon her and she stood still in the middle of the road perplexed, confused, in the change of behavior within days because she will start chasing the reason for the present situation and her punishment and above all the cause of his pain.

 I loved the moment he stopped the car exactly when he realized that he did open his heart and he indeed bought the bangles for her. This was best shot here with the perfect camera angle. Same as before. Today, the reflective image shows his crushing the piece which depicts his internal and external turmoil. Internally he is broken that he is inflicting pain in her and felt helpless and at the same time externally he cannot even see her in pain and tries to inflict pain in himself. The second shot was when he closed his eyes in pain and he remembered the reason on why he bought those bangles. "Kyun"?...Her question which he couldn't answer. He snapped out of it and the rear view mirror reflected only his internal anguish and it seems as if he is making a promise to him for not loving her any more. He opens the window and threw his feelings for her out of the window in the "Middle of the Road". He closed the window but not fully like the SR night when closed the door completely on Khushi.This shows  there is still hope somewhere in his heart and as if he is doing all this unwillingly. Yes, there is still HOPE for love never dies and for somewhere in his heart he knows he didn't do justice with her and that if she'll ever forgive him for.

Today in this epi the war has started between a cheater and a dejected lover and the thought of home wrecker has been thrown out of the window.

But can he?Nah!

Edited by Mysticaldivine - 1 years ago