Episode 181

EPISODE 181

Face Himself...

Realization of hidden fondness ,love , tenderness ,warmth , devotion , endearment ,caring and attachment is the main reflection of this epi which has a deep connection to the future.The war of Dil and Dimagh is merging today at one focal point on both sides.Arnav/ASR and Khushi found their way of heartbeat together at the same moment by motility of their inner desires...to be in each other's vicinity while being far... far away.Telepathy comes later with strong belief yet has been titillated today with its tiny yet tender steps within pure hearts...

Arnav who is pacing with his dark fears while remaining in dark.The only thing is reflecting his convulsive and dreadful state in dim light...The paroxysm of the frenzy moment flashes in front of his eyes when he was running behind the ambulance while calling his life line...KHUSHI!!!

A girl who makes no difference to him made the great Arnav Singh Raizada paralyzed at the moment where the whole universe got frozen for him..."Mujhe laga mein ne tumhain kho diya hai...What if I've lost you?" ...[I thought I lost you..].and that's exactly what Khushi asks him,"agar aisa huwa bhi hota tou apko iss se kya farak padta hai..."[What does it matter to you if it would happened even]

He gulps down this dark truth which is coming to the light now for him...love the way he goes back...from darkness to light on his face...

 

Arnav closes his eyes with the brimming reality and that takes him with the past with the jolt which his Di tried to make him realize "Dekhna jiss Din who Ladki tumhari zindagi mein who ladki ayeigi na..jiske bina tumhari dadkane ruk jaeingi...jisske bina tum ji nahin paogey.. tumhain aisa lagega jaisey who tumhain na mili tou tumhari sansain hi ruk jaiengi...

Translation:Just wait and watch..one day a girl will come in your life without whom your heartbeat will stop..it will be hard to live without her and you will not be able to breath ... Di's words are making him face this truth...that indeed he couldn't breath in those moments with the fear of losing her...

A perturbed and restless ASR walks towards the window where he faces his true reflection...light towards his golden heart of Arnav which ASR always avoids to peep in...Brain and heart is joining today as brain is detecting the heartbeat..really proof of vitality within him and it's vital reason.It's emoting all the tender ,caring , and loving desires with its integral and intrinsic REASON which is important for the survival of both ASR and Arnav...and both whisper that reason...KHUSHI!!!...with one solid voice...

There are only two spots where ASR really reflects his own actions and looks back...One now and second when he realizes how his hasty actions has made khushi go throw hell..Today he is meeting with his dual nature to merge at one focal point ..KHUSHI and that day he will be facing again dual nature of him for KHUSHI..but today is realization and acceptance to embrace his love and that day is realization and redemption of his actions towards his love.BUT one thing is done so beautifully and that is the merge of ASR and Arnav...They will always be intact together in case of Khushi...He will be Arnav dominating ASR for his Khushi...reverse role in all time...

That solid loud voice of his reason reaches to his other half who holds her throbbing heart tightly with the hand which has "His Name" and the bangles which are binding her with him...meaning he is listening her heartbeat...and today from here, she is starting her journey towards realization...how he was worried and concern about her but why?.."woh ghussa kyuon thay.."[Why was he angry?]...She is trying to put two and two together regardless the signatured feelings confirming this thought but still non registered echoes still reverberating the mix sounds around here to distinguish the facts. 

She is unable to decode this fact that great mighty ASR gave him bangles...and that thought evokes a hidden sweet smile on her face...and she touches those bangles with her most inner desires imagining as she is caressing his face...Sweet smile changes into enchanted tinkling one along with the bangles sound as his name is awakening an immense joy in her and spreading in her fragile visage...She is sharing her happiness with the stars and he is sharing his merging elation with em too...

 

The marriage preparations are at the peak while Anjali remembers the Shagun and bridal outfit to be taken to Gupta's house on time.Again two beautiful are going to face to face for this "yudh" [fight] but this time The King takes out his sword first"mein bhi ussi tarah ja rah hoon..." to vanquish the ravan of his Love Lanka...Honestly I just love him here...so cute... 

But he is totally unaware of lurking Basilisk's intentions...who is making his circles narrower to squeeze the souls of innocents.

He is loosening the nuts of car so it can keep running to take Rani Sahiba's life.What a nut case he is?

Arnav comes to Gupta's house with Payal's bridal outfit which brings smiles at house ladies.My grabber is Buaji calls him "Nand Kishore aiey gaye..."[Nanda Kishore has come..]...Indeed He is the chosen one ...who is the protector and the Horus of All...

The eyes of the King is only searching for his queen who is no where to be found.The disappointed heart and thirsty eyes were ready to leave when Krishna finds the location of his Radha.The glimpse of his queen spreads a peaceful smile on his face.The queen is busy with her relishing food and cooks.The moment Khushi comes closer to place the disposable plates.His presence pumps out of her heart.She clutches her heart with closed eyes as she never want to let go of him.He watches her with proud knowing his effect on her.Her eyes locates her desirous man which spreads smile on his face . 

This is the first time when both smile at each other with springing love and affection.My grabber is they both are walking in the same direction just like in Durgah and in temple after bandagement.The only difference is this time their gazes are fixed at each other despite the fact they have distance in between em.From now on they will always be keeping an eye on each other no matter what. They will be in the vicinity of each other no matter how much distance they have in between em.In Durgah they were walking parallel, in Temple they were walking parallel and here again but with acceptance of each other.In Durgah...he gave her the key of his heart ...the shagun,In temple he bound her with him by Roca...and today he is stepping ahead accepting her as his other half and they both finished their loving journey with desirous and longing eyes at each other. 

They are so lost in each other's eyes . Both couldn't take their eyes off from each other for a single moment. Both of them seem lost in the world of ebulliance. Cow's mooing gets Khushi back from her Arnav Land Where she discovers that she was feeding the cow with "patals"[leaf plates.]... Oh god what I just did.

She is miffed at her carelessness. She accuses Arnav,"Sab apki ghalati hai.."[It's all your fault..]Arnav steps down to her,"Excuse me. You fed the leafs to the cow, then how it is my fault?"...Impulsive Khushi without thinking,"par dhiyan tou..."[But my focus was...]That makes Khushi out of words with quivering lips. Khushi diverts herself thinking about the half-chewed plates and guests but a softly persistent Arnav comes towards her and inquires her again ,"Khushi tum ne bataeya nahin meri kya Ghalati hai"[You didn't tell me what is my fault?]..Khushi begins to get upset and bewildered. seeing the gathering agitation, Arnav calms her down seeing her disquiet.He is there as always to take her out of her distress even if he has to buy the "patals " for the whole city.He is true King to his queen...My grabber is Arnav comes down from the corridor steps and stands at her level to help her as from now on he will always be there whether in hate or love...but Khushi will remain his first priority as always. 

He said RELAX twice...today...instead of Tum Theek Ho...and that is the indication towards that realization...