EPISODE 194

EPISODE 194

Obstructed whispers ...

The unheard whispers of hearts are echoing the walls of RM yet obstructed by many minds to deny their existence.The pure heart has gotten the permission to enter this house of glass but she is still not welcome to the one whose heart is her real place .Yet Obstructed and sealed mind is not able to deny the tiny whispers within him at any cost either and that's the mere power of love.

The episode starts with Shyam to toy Anjali's emotions convincing her to refuse the alliance of Arnav and Khushi.He did slip Arnav's name in rage instead of Sale Sahib...Anjali accepts his commanding wish and asks him to gather everyone in the hall to take a valid decision of this hasty decision of Arnav...Shyam leaves to fulfill his I mean Rani Sahiba's wish to dismantle this newly built castle of ARSHI.Everybody gather in the hall where Shyam's annoyance and disbelief was at the peak.

Love Nani and Arnav sitting opposite and he can't even meet the eye of her and her sniffing to show the anger to her fav grandson was worth watching .Khushi joins them and my grabber is she stands beside Arnav without hesitation as she knows her place is right next to her partner, Arnavji. Shyam's gloating smirk at Arnav gets quickly deflated when Anjali crushes his hopes and announces the conditions for the validation of this marriage .Khushi's hurt looks after rejection changes into a thankful relief as she has found a new family and new home .Khushi turns her look immediately to Arnav for permission while receiving Bridal attire which makes Arnav befuddled seeing her in tears.Their silent confused whispers are conveying mixed messages in between them.Love the concerned look of NK during rejection of Khushi which turns into a happy one for his friend .Really nice touch .

 

Khushi is in her room on her bed clutched by her fb memories of marriage.She is caressing her Bridal attire but her mind is collecting the whispers of her dreamy Rajkumar which she has shared before marriage with Payal who is near to her more than anyone and her whispers ends with Arnav making her his as he lives in her heart .My grabber is she has accepted her destiny, her place as Mrs Raizada as she is sitting very comfortably on the bed. The most touching scene was when Garima was explaining Payal and Khushi the various facets of marriage . She explained the two impt things. One is when a girl meets her Rajkumar and lives happily ever after and that is when Payal opens the window of future and remembered Aakash. And  today, she got married with her Rajkumar and has started her own life. The other thing is when Garima said that you can only know your Rajkumar while spending your entire life with him."Khuch Rishte jee kar hi pata chalet hain..." and that where Khushi is standing now and she will realize this destined relationship after sometime.

Today, Khushi needs to live the lesson given by her Mother, Garima.Khushi really got married to her Rajkumar in a gif of a second but she is still uncertain whether life is really fair to her or not. Her dream of a perfect marriage is shattered but like her Amma said "Koi farak nehin padta jeevan saathi aacha hona chahiye". [It doesn't matter just life partner should be good]Khushi wil get her answer in due time. Yes, marriages are made in heaven and Arnav and Khushi are destined to be together. The loop is closed.

She remembers her Amma's words and thoughts about marriage as a sacred relationship with La and gets hurt as her wish of a respectable marriage is not fulfilled..

 

Her real Rajkumar walks in while her tears trailing down her cheeks which pauses his feet for a while. A whispering guilt makes him embarrassed in his eyes .Arnav seeks a barrier of Laptop in between him and Khushi by ignoring her yet keeps hawking her with his corner eyes .Khushi who keeps watching him few minutes and has had enough of it ,decides to make him meet the reality .The moment  she barges towards him, Anjali's whispering knock halts her on her path .Anjali gives her  jewels  and announces, both  are being expected downstairs .She doesn't forget to give a quick side eye to insure them her state of mind .Small exchange of glances between the couple also assures the anger in between em.

Khushi comes out after changing , sits by the dressing mirror , while Arnav's reflection whispers anger through it with clenching jaws. He pretends busy in work yet his fidgety  state is not gone unnoticed by her. The slightest tinkling of bangles tightens his muscles but when she  gives out a cry while wearing the neck piece, he reacts immediately for her help without thinking twice .

I wrote in 192 that Arnav and Anajli's past wound is not heeled and that's why Arnav reacted abruptly after the Terrace scene that the consequences are affecting everyone's lives. His imagination of Khushi as a traitor every moment is making him hate himself and his own life even more than her.

 

The day he bought bangles for her ,they both were experiencing their budding feelings for each other. The realization of losing someone so close to his heart made Arnav to fulfill all the wishes of Khushi. He wanted to gift her his first desire to own her and make her his; his first desire to see her smile just for himself; his first desire to fall in love and experience the taste of it. Yeah, that day he loved the "Tinkling" sound of these bangles. He loved her admiration of his his gift. It was the first experience of love without putting each other in any challenge or deal.

Today that first memory of togetherness has started haunting them. Khushi was wearing the bangles one by one as if she is ripping his heart of layer by layer . Their tinkling sound was reminding him losing her and there after he finds his love for her, his heart beat .But he is unaware that she is recollecting the same moments of love and she doesn't have a clue of his strange and anguish behavior. They both are suffering from their worst imaginations . My heart went out to both of them in this scene .This loop supposed to be closed with Mom's Kangan .

The winning look of Arnav was creating this rivalry cold war in between Shyam and Arnav is creating new hikes.

  

Arnav  awaits by the door for his bride curiously as his eyes never lowers down.Khushi comes in, a bit timid yet looking like dazzlingly gorgeous princess "Rajkumari.." ,A perfect match for Rajkumar.  Khushi pauses and looks at him with troubled eyes with questions.He turns away as being unable to answer her.However he cannot resist her allure and tempted beauty for long and his eyes automatically sways towards her and never leaves her as always but the hate jerks his head out from this allurement. Khushi comes and  stands beside him  and they look deeply at one another... his eyes holding  a hint of admiration, distance and besieged anger over her questioning ones.

Love these touches where one sister doing the Aarti and the other is in tears of joy that her sister got a new home with respect.While Khushi and Arnav look at each other with quizzical eyes for putting up with this faade.He has a hint of remorse while she has tears of confusion.

It seems yesterday,Anjali is the one who asked her put her right foot in first time and today again she is giving her permission to enter.

Anjali orders Arnav to follow the ritual of Raizadas to  welcome the Bride in by carrying her after the Aarti. A scorching Arnav lifts  Khushi and pauses while  Khushi  cringes as she is  very well aware of that she is not welcome in his house or heart. Khushi looks at his face warily to find some softness or assertion but in vain. She slowly trails her hands up to holds on to him  nervously while  Arnav carries her among the family by marking her as Raizada 's Bahu, as his Bride and his companion.Khushi's whispering visage is welcomed into the house of glass  but not in his obstructed heart.

 

Pause here:They both are  standing together side by side as aacouple.Their position grabbed my eyes as Anjali is blocking Arnav-Khushi from Shyaam who was looking towards the three. It will be one day when Arnav will have his two important women beside him.

The shot of Arnav carrying her and walking ahead past Shyam , suggesting he will always be protector of her and will not allow Shyam to imbalance his or her world.

Arnav quickly drops her after the ritual and quickly pushes her hand away from his coat as her touch is intolerable for him.He is  ready to leave her proximity but  fate has something else planned for them. Khushi's earrings gets stuck on his  blazer and Khushi is unable to remove . Love him here as he clasps her gently  and delicately removes the earring by taming his anger.That hints he will reject her first but will never shirk from his responsibility to protect her, to take care of her, or to let her go.He will always be there to assuage her. She steps away immediately nervously and  he walks away leaving  her alone in the hall

 The first heart beat she hears in her Laad Governor's proximity and that day he removed gently her earring and today he is angry yet again gentle.In Future on Karva Chauth he will do it with Love and care.