Wednesday, December 23, 2020

Episode 289-290

Episode 289-290
Do You Have a Proof??...


I am watching 289-290 and honestly always got stuck to this when Arnav says "Do you have a proof? or when Khushi says Just believe me...Why on earth she has to say this to Arnav after everything has happened in front of his eyes.Why on earth Arnav was damn quiet all this time??Why?


Just for the sake of his di?as everytime he wanted to open his mouth for the rubbish Shyam was saying, he wanted to jump with his gritted teeth yet seeing his di's condition he stopped.I guess,He was giving Khushi a full chance to bring Shyam's true face out and Di was still important because he still has to realize Khushi's love and sacrifice which felt totally unnecessary at this point.I was recalling those days and many rumors and news were out that Arnav had put his papers down to quit, Daljeet wanted more space as the promise of her character had been taken so I guess this was going towards Di ki saut or whatever was initially planned.Whatever it was, it ruined the whole taste in me.




Arnav and Khushi climbed up the stairs holding her so gently and she stops when he tries to ring the bell."Arnavji I need to tell you something...Khushi confirms Arnav again that Shyam is behind the kidnapping. But Arnav asks her is she sure. And she replies with confidence that Shyam is reprehensible. He wants to know, does she have the proof. Khushi says nothing, but her eyes glint with confidence.
Inside the house, nefarious Shyam has already arrived with his new clever ploy. Anjali is dressing his wound. Is she a dumb that after hearing his intention to divorce her,she is still taking care of him! To be honest I never understood her character after this. Sometimes shallow and pointless and sometimes so miserable and hopeless totally disconnected to the initial IPK stage. Not the same Anjali.,

Shyam played innocence; he says it's just a simple wound. But she hushes him, doesn't want to listen;being over possessive to him. Mami wants to ask but Anjali stops her admonishes her "No, I don't want to hear anything" That proves how weak Anjali is.She has no courage to face the truth.The same sister who was caressing her brother, getting worried for his state showed no interest or even asked seeing Khushi's bloody state and her wounds.She completely forgot about even Arnav and his state when her belief system shook and her hubby was thrown out.I can understand that it was a shock which makes anyone stops in their tracks instantly but my brain is not accepting and settling over this poorly portrayed episodes.Period.Many loopholes, away from reality like even Khushi who couldn't climb upstairs was perfectly normal to have this fight.You gotta be kidding??

    

Inside the house, the family was around Shyam when the door opens and Khushi enters... Everybody is surprised to see her wounded state. Shyam gives her a sideway glances and looks back at Anjali His look says that he is guilty. Payal panics and asks her what's happened. Nani is also dumbfounded in pain, how she got hurt? Mami looks a bit suspicious though; is she thinking whether Khushi and Shyam were together as both are hurt. Very much!
Shyam comes to Khushi and asks her what's happened with her? So as Nani .But Khushi glares at him and he also throws a nasty warned look yet Mami notices everything which makes Shyam alerts...

        

Before Khushi can answer anybody Arnav enters the house. Everybody is flummoxed to see his dirty, smudged, wounded face and clothes, and his disheveled state.Mamiji first reached him and hugs him , then Nani asks him the same, "First Khushi and now you too..." I must say three wounded people and if I were there it was an easy guess that three of them were together.Duh!

"Chottey" Anjali is bewildered and runs to him and so as Mami.


"Arnav bitua, how are you? Are you fine?" She hugs him in relief. Because she knows where he is coming from?
Nani starts to cry, "Chottey how did it happen to you? And Khushi too!"

Payal asks "Khushi?"


Arnav's anger rises to see Shyam's audacity and playful acts after committing a cardinal sin. He gives him a contemptuous and a killing look. Without talking further all the family members bring him in the living room. Maim asks him, "how did he escape?"
My surprise that no one asked him or Khushi even a glass of water after seeing them in such state???WTH...
Anjali is awe-inspiring, "what do you mean by escape?.
and Khushi Manorama tells the truth to everyone that Arnav was kidnapped and never reached to Scotland. Everyone is shocked, Anjali asks Arnav whether it's true or not. Arnav says Yes but he's fine. Khushi also says he did get kidnapped. Akash says how is this possible and is upset because Manorama didn't tell the truth even after knowing. Arnav says to leave it.. it's a long story. Manorama says she wanted to tell but every time Khushi stopped her. Manorama says she was even helping Khushi in finding Arnav but then she found out some truth which changed everything.
Akash who kidnapped him and how is this possible that only Khushi knew about it and no one else. Arnav says it's because kidnappers didn't want anyone else to find out about this.I like this as he didn't like questioning over Khushi's character.


Manorama asks why they kidnapped him in the first place. They didn't even ask for money. Khushi says they never wanted money, their intentions were some other and she didn't tell anyone. Khushi says she didn't tell because it could risk Arnav's life.

Anjali is confused and says she is not understanding anything. She again asks Arnav what they wanted from him. Khushi interrupts and says they wanted to kill Arnav. Anjali hugs Arnav.


Manorama asks Khushi if she knows this much then who were the kidnappers..Bang as she turns then Khushi answers and says that person is right here, in this room, in front of everyone.


Turns to Shyam and says" Haina Shyami ji? " Anjali is shocked and staring at Khushi.

Now the Shyam's court starts and damn three days long...
Will be back...with Arnav- Khushi Hamesha

Tuesday, December 22, 2020

Episode 288

Episode 288
Two Hearts One Beat...




Two hearts, Who learned to beat at one Rhythm intrinsically, the melody and the tune of their love are beating every drop of blood which is only carrying the vitality of their existence being together either in one frame or miles away . They sense each other's presence through this melody and through every element of this universe as Human itself has been created by God with every element ...air, fire, soil, and water...A calling of the soul by saying each other's name and touching each other's soul which is everlasting and present like Hamesha...Their heartbeats are so protected within and runs the reason of their life to be with each other.

"Yahan na sahi , shyad aur ek duniya hogi jahan tum aur main kabhi alag nahi honge
This is what DeviMaiya promised and arranged for her favorite children.

Arnav's fear losing his soul, his Khushi on the day of Heer Ranjha, on the day of her making an attempt to suicide brings a total devastation on his face...A silence prevails in his soul with a sinking heart ...When her hand limps ...lifelessly giving him first sign of fear that something is wrong...she was not able to create the same rhythm which always creates havoc in him and hers being in each other's proximity...she was not picking up the beat and his heart was sinking with it...The first indication..."humari Dhakanain ek ho jati hain...[our heartbeats become one]...and that brings a layer of deep fear within...He assures her that he is fine...everything is fine...and then he demands her..."Say something dammit, baat karo mujh se...This is not funny" [Talk to me ]...but nothing in return..
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Unlike Nainital where he lost Khushi and he threatened her with a slight lining of fear as it wasn't joked then or now...because when her hands slip from his,...he knows something is not right...Her hand which always holds on to him even in her unconscious state...Hamesha...His heart knows it and she knows it even they both were in denial...since from the beginning...from the day he called her with her name"Khushi!!! ...with the fear ...of her safety...in those shaking walls of guest house...where he sends her...,or with the fear of her well being in Nainital when she gets a fever because he leaves her out in that dark room ...in that cold night ...No matter what he did , her faith and hope never lost the rhythm of him being her protector..."Aap sab sanmbhal lainge...sab theek kar dainge...[you will take care of everything by making it right... ]...dreaming of him caressing her face ...yes her dream seeing him as her prince...which she never shed and he never stepped back from his protective side for her...even in that darkest night...he was her protector...per DeviMiya's wish...


Arnav tries desperately to resuscitate her ...He pleads her...but it changes into a command "Please ...Just breathe...I'm telling you to breathe...Damn it...!!!'



This is the moment when he is just Arnav, a 14 year old in a grown up body whose biggest fear ...losing his loved ones is becoming a reality...There is no driven Ego like he had during Nanital or Guest house...


But today,there is a huge difference...in between Heer Ranjha and now...He wished for another world where he and she will be alone and will remain together Hamesha ...But today he wants her here , present with him...in his world...in their world...which will change into their "Choti si Duniya"...[their small world...]...Where.." Arnav aur Khushi khabi alag nahin ho sakte..."[ Arnav and Khushi can't be separated...]


He remembers her words "jab aapke liye sab se achi aur Ranjhe ki sab se buri ghadi ayegi...Hum mar jayengey...Samjheye hum bhi ek tara bangey...raat main dayain se teesra...jo sab se ziyada chamkta hai..."[ I will die...just think I became a star ...third from the right side...in the night which sparkles the most..]...He shakes his head with tearful eyes but in determination.."No Khushi!! No!!..." He can't let that happen...He won't ...regardless these stars always show them the way to each other...and hold so much meaning for them...But he tells her...NO...You can't go..."Khushi!...tum mere saath aisa nahi kar saktin" {u can't do this to me ]...His first touch in months ...his lips on her forehead and are no willing to let her go...Tears streaming down his face...venting out every emotion...he begs, pleads, orders, commands, cries, fears, ...without losing determination...His every words comes back to haunt him..."iss pyar main sahi aur ghalat ka koi matlab nahi..." [there is nothing right and wrong in this love...]...the only thing would be wrong if he lost her..."Khushi main tumhare bina..."[Khushi me ...without u..] and he can't complete it...he doesn't want to complete it...He is Arnav Singh Raizada who writes everyone's destiny...and he will write hers today...



He found a hope on Holi...and that became a vital connection in between them...and they always hear and feel presence of each other..Hamesha...
Khushi.."Kya aap sun sakte hain ..humare di ki Dhakan...
Arnav answered...Hamesha...
Yes he can hear her and she can hear his...They are one in this ...the rhythm of this melodious life is one...His last hope ..."Jab tum mere paas hoti ho, tumhare saath saath mere dil ki dhakan bhi taiz ho jati hai...humari ...dhakanain ek ho jati hain..."...[ my heartbeat goes faster along with yours...when you are with me...our heartbeats become one...]


She has to hear him...


"Love is the voice of silence,a hope in fear, the strength so strong mere force is feebleness: the truth more first than sun, more last than star..." ~Cummings~


He brings her hand to his heart ..the very same way he did on Holi...Their soul Touch...Which their soles can recognize from miles...Which always ignites the flicker of this rhythmic reaction of Faith and togetherness with hope ...as always...


The melody of this "Atoot Vishwas..." starts its movement...Dhak Dhak Dhak...and picks up speed...While holding her head so gently ...with closed eyes...behind tears...and she reciprocates with this beat of love and life... he calls her name...again...Khushi!!! ...

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She hears it...finally she hears it...He opens his eyes...her sweet voice mingles with Sweet Rabba Ve in the BG...She breathes for him...his sinking heart picks up it's pace ...seeing her breathing and moving in his arms...


A smile appears behind cloudy eyes...and he holds her closer to his heart...with a promise that he will never let her go...and she makes it sure that he believes it too...she calls his name..."Arnavji!!!..."


"shhh" ...he whispers as always he does by holding her..."Kush bolne ki zaroorat nahin hai..."...[There is no need to say anything] ..Yes their heart have already confessed their solemnity ..no need of any word...



She holds his tearful face ...his wounds to sooth em...and he kisses her palm with deep love...the very same Palm where she has written his name..."A"...Both fills each other's heart with the desirous rhythm of love and care ...While DeviMaiya drapes them with her love ...he drapes her with her Duppatta...Yes she is his...with divine forces' permission...and blessing...by any means...they are one ..for eternity...




She tries to get up but she can't ...he leans to scoop her up ...and He smiles lovingly and proudly seeing her hand on his shoulder and holding his vest as always ..it's right place...

This completer the circle of eternity in their life...with full awakening for both of them...Where every doubt and misunderstanding has been removed with the restoration of Faith and Love...

Eyes get locked together ...and he carries her without losing his gazes...being lost in each other..as she kept cupping his face...while he carries her locking her eyes with him without blinking, assuring his heart, yes she is his, she is in his arms, assuring her, everything will be alright...
it seems yesterday when he did carry her from Devi Maiya's temple ...with his right on her "Zabardasti utha keh laijayenge..."..[u will take me forcefully...]...But even then their hearts knew this rhythm despite their minds were in denial..but hearts found the beat on Holi and.Today Finally Two hearts were together ...united for eternity...

Sunday, December 20, 2020

Episode 287

Episode 287
Don't you dare...



Khushi!

She always hears him whenever he calls her name, either near or far, in the middle of the night, in his sleep or in a dark room, "Can you hear me!."
Same today...lying there being tied she could hear him calling her name...and the moment he turned his jeep, a horrified layer of fear sinks in eyes...

She sees him coming towards her, the fear she was feeling since the last couple of minutes lying there...His hands rolled down the steering wheel but still, the jeep was so close to her but he doesn't care about himself and hit his head in the sudden impact.She closed her eyes, his eyes were closed for a couple of seconds due tosudden impact of the accident ...A moment comes when both look at each other...


Eyes met like two souls were meeting being born again...He sees a fear in her eyes, he never likes anything in her eyes but a smile...Her eyes were filled with tears, shattering his soul...



Coming towards her his feet get halted by the noise of intruders. He looks at them and then her, but their warning noise of bikes seemed a challenge to him. Yes, street goons were picking a fight in a street style. Perfect shot scene and must say, this episode was all Barun and his expressions.A Sheer Brilliance !!!

His eyes met them, setting a warning itself, Don't you dare but his heart was with her, she was still on the ground, how can he let anyone touch her?He made her unconscious in the hut so no one could even think to harm her.How could even bear the intruding eyes on her and thinking to lay fingers on her, oh, he would cut each hand if he had to...

He quickly leaned towards her to lose her rope yet men held him in their clutch...It reminded me of his punches to the guy when he just walked towards her in that captive place and today, it felt natural when he was keeping them busy but at the same time, his hands and arms never rested reaching her to free her.


Men pulled him back but somehow he becomes successful taking them off of him by the help of jeep.In between, he falls flat on the ground, seems like losing energy for a while yet seeing him on the ground she gains energy and frees herself...

Arnavji!


His name becomes a source of life, the wind was the carrier...she is here and he has to win this for her...He won't let them harm her...echoing this thought in his head his moves make it clear beating them badly, Rabba Ve tunes in with a challenge and a warning itself.

When her uncomfortable muffing sound of pain reaches him and eyes find Lalan's hands on her. His anger was throwing a tremor...I love this scene. Searing anger flares through his nostrils yet no harm should be around her, he asks with a voice layered with anger, threat and a plea "chor de ussey, I said let her go,"

His eyes watch her at gunpoint, Lalan next to her holding her maliciously.He goes through with an excruciating pain through punches, kicks, just for the sake of her...
She watches helpless, Sad Rabba Ve excruciates the pain of hearts.Seeing him getting beaten by them she retaliates.Freeing her hand she moves forward calling him, "Arnavji when one strong pull by Lalan imbalances her and she loses her stand...
Arnavji...


She calls him...as always.His eyes witnessed her falling backward, Dupatta was flying helplessly itself...calling his name

His eyes hold a terrified look...She still falling backward getting closer each second to the cliff
A mournful melody walks in...gosh, My heart sinks with that music seeing her falling and him going through with this...
A flash of their moments passes by
She falls in his arms in the Sheesh Mahal...Rainy night when He pulled her into his arms safely saving her from a car one rainy night,
She was still falling, today, he was unable to pull her towards him..How was he wishing that a this moment?
He bandaged her wound, a small cut and today, he was unable to save from those bruises and wounds showing off through every inch of her skin...
He cleared and removed the dust, removing her discomfort...but today, she was lying there, he couldn't save her from the filth she was going through all this time just to save him...and now she was falling from this rusty cliff
Her foot at the edge...oh she is about to fall, once he let her fall releasing his hand in teh office , oh how he wishes to catch her hand to save her at this moment...
Her foot half way down.Her anklet is blinking reminding him off
He made her wore her anklet, caressing her foot, soft, feeling her ...today, he wanted to feel that she is safe from all filth and dirty eyes...filthy hands...but he was helpless
Now she is at the edge
Arnavji...one last call
He had made her his...he put sindoor and tied Manglasutre...She is his, his Khushi...
Khushi!He calls her name, like he is saying don't you dare Khushi leaving me like this...
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She falls down and her Dupatta surrenders her fight still calling his name as always, touching his soul.It was the first time when it touched his face, making him familiar with her touch...her essence, her fragrance...I felt like pearls were scattered again today...once he broke that dori of her but he kept those safe in his palm, her anklet in his hand, feeling her close, as always but today he was not feeling, he was feeling like he has lost her
What if I lost you...he said once and he is feeling worse than ever today.
Coming to senses, He beats the goons and reaches to the edge
Calling her over and over. Once he was calling in the woods not feeling her behind him in Nainital, today was no less.
Dupatta disappears and the goons held him once but not now...Now my love is not with me, I won't spare...don't you dare.Eyes made it clear...Don't you dare
Gun in his hand,pointing at Lalan's forehead
eyes spitting a threat, Don't push, He could go any length for his love
A man to man talk...delivered the true tremor
Message was delivered shivering spines of the evil
They left him and he made Lalan flat on the ground. Himself reaching to the edge.



he stood there, under the sun ...
Whenever I said bad
it means nothing
Whenever I did bad
It means nothing
in this LOVE
There is no meaning of right or wrong
The only thing matters that
I always always...
That I always Love you...
Main tum se Hamesha Hamesha
Arnav- Khushi Hamesha