Episode 75

             

DISCLAIMER:DON'T COPY MY WORKS AND CONCEPTS WITHOUT GIVING ME CREDIT 

YOU HAVE SEEN MY HUMBLE SIDE. TRUST ME YOU WON'T LIKE THE OTHER...

Love and hate are two sides of the same picture as these both emotions are associated with the deep inner desires for someone who is way too close to your heart.Arnav and Khushi are going through the same phase right now at this stage  they both are burning in love with each other immensely and the intensity of this burn is creating havoc desires which looks like hate but that  is another shape of acuteness, deepness, ferociousness , strength ,keenness , and agitation of this impulse known as LOVE.

King and Queen - Round 4 [good part NO Slithery Rook in this epi]

Defending each other.

Khushi's respect towards Arnav shows how unintentionally she gives him prominence . She will never complain about Arnav to anyone .She always treasure him for that and especially now when she knows how does he feel and care about her regardless of his rage and animosity.She diverts Naniji 's concern for her as she knows She will not spare him.

Pause here:She never say a word against Arnav no matter how much he hurt her.From Forced marriage to every fight in between them.Poolside fight where Shyam and Anjali comes after their severe fight is one example

Poolside the place where they met first time when he held her after she saved him from falling and they both marked it as theirs.Today Queen is in King's den ,in her place as fate has written it as  their  Eternal Heaven."Mehsoos" feeling of each others' presence and pain is getting intense as she knows he is here right behind him and he knows her pain as he is the cause of it.He is apologetic and wants to alleviate her pain "Khushi whoh tum nain..."[Khushi you...] No anger just disconcertion is all over as his voice modulation with discomfiture is speaking volume and with his attritional eyes 

Queen is in no mood,"Bas humain aapni aukat keh bare main aur khuch nahin sunna"....[I don't want to hear anything about my status anymore] and turned her face with anger and ire and here she feels a tug in her Dupatta."humara dupatta choriye"[leave my Dupatta] as she assumes he got her Duppata.She is breathing heavily with mixed feelings which changes into rage and as his mind does not work in anger so is hers .While throwing hot tea on Arnav,"aapki himatt kaise huai"[How dare you?] 

Pause here: He is not angry.Arnav Singh Raizada is not angry with his Khushi as he 's been through with the same pain as she is .She went through hell because of him,as he threw her out of her home and then her car.He threw her respect in muddy water by throwing money at her first,then throwing her in the list of gold digger,and when all this did not throw a moment of peace at him he literally threw her in muddy slush.When in return she threw some slush at him in the form of juice of embarrassment in her melodious way ,he threw the daggers of his peace of mind by calling her low cheap liar full of deceits .He knows the meaning of those tears which she had shed in these couple of hours which splashed on his heart as hot burning oil with which this hot tea can't even compare.He knows the meaning of each word of her and the reason behind it as she is asking him in these private moments how dare you and  how could you play with my dignity and respect like that as her Dupatta is her respect ,her protection which becomes happy when he is around and reminds him of her when she is not around in the form of wavy curtains    right here in this sanctuary " the poolside" their "Eternal Heaven"

She gets flustered by knowing her mistake and he asks her in his silence "ab theek hai"[now you ok] after throwing your anger at me.She runs away from there and sees him in deep pain by throwing last hidden look at him which brings her in pain and distress more than ever.

Pause here: She always gets double pain while playing pranks on him like Swami Track she wakes up all night for taking care of him ,the same way he goes in pain while throwing daggers of his rage on her like he takes care of her during Nanital trip.Always "Hamesha "at numerous occasions.

BEAUTIFUL PONDERING MOMENTO before I move on:

1-Dupatta catching  before kissing

2-chai phanking before kissing

and many more but these are my fav...hmmm..dreamland...

Anjali's distress put Khushi in deep anguish.Khushi,"buri tarah se jal gaye"[burn badly] .The soreness and affliction of pain could clearly be heard in Khushi's voice after knowing her LaadGovernor's agony which caused by her and left that mark on her heart on her Soul deeply.

A sister's pain vs his soul mate's pain is compared here very well as Anjali is worried about his physical pain but Khushi is getting the heat from his inner turmoil along with that burn mark as this time he diverts Anjali's intention when Khushi was ready to tell herself who is responsible for it."kuch nahin hai Di,choti si chot hai mein handle kar loonga"[Its a small wound I will handle it]...Like he was saying to her if you can handle my given pains  I can yours.He relieves his Di as he can't see her in distress because of him at any cost because at this point his Di is everything for him because of his denial state with Khushi.

Pause here:Just like Khushi ,Arnav dignifies Khushi's respect infront of ppl as he did the same when she breaks his fav vase and above all he defended Khushi when ppl were questioning about their marriage.Their fights and sorrows remain in between them.They both can rattle about anything in between each other but putting each others dignity at stake is not their trade.

Khushi comes back to apologize as she can't go against her nature if she is at fault she rectifies it immediately.She can't remain angry with anyone for a long time and here is her LaadGovernor "Humain Bolne tou dijiye"[let me talk]but King is not in  a mood.He closed the door on her the same way as she did"humesha keh liye" without listening him .Got the taste of her own medicine.Ouch...

Khushi,"iss dafa ghalati humari hai" [this time I am at fault] They both can feel [mehsoos] each others' pain with this closed door.

Pause here:Anjali'"tumhari bachpan ki aadat hai itni chot lagi hai and muun se uff bhi nahin nikal rahi"[ since childhood you don't say a word no matter how big your wounds are ]Di surely gave a lot of food for Khushi's thoughts to explore more about his Arnavji.

CONNECTION:The door is closed but they both are on either side feeling each other s' distress and condition unlike last time when he was standing outside the closed door as she was not the other side to see or feel his distress as she is the KEY and this time KEY is outside and Arnav is inside and she has the access to open this door and at the top this door does not have  a LOCK.The only thing she needs a push of LOVE.

Khushi," babuji bhi humain bewaqoof kehte hain ,par hum itne bare bewaqoof hain pata nahin tha"

She knows the pain of "burn" as she got it during Navratari and she were not able to rest over small  and He is not saying a word even though he burned badly."Kitna jalah hoga na"[how badly he is feeling that burn without uttering a word]

"Humain unse maffi mangini chaiyeh"[I must ask forgiveness]

La does not want Khushi's help as she is thinking this way she will win Naniji's heart and Khushi will be out because this is her international samaseya "KHUSHI" as she is discussing her with pim and pam...

She loses Lakhmiji because of her extra care and Mamiji wants her "Switch off" as she has to think something to save herself because "why fear when Mami is there" .She found the solution by switching the goat and color it white

Khushi,"yeh tou Lakshami nahin hai"[this is not Lakshami] Lavanyaji aagar aapse koi ghalati ho gye hai tou humain bataiyeh"[If something went wrong just tell me]She is selfless soul ready to help no matter what.Mamiji is shallow here.

Khushi wants to rectify La's wrong actions by her good deed as she is determined to find Lakhmiji.She loves and cares with her pure heart.

Symbolism of white and lakshami

White is a mixture of all colors so it takes all the emotions.It also associated with light, purity,and truth,simplicity,innocence ,marriage in western culture, cold in eastern culture .

Lakshami A Mother of Goddess: The female energy of the Supreme Being. She is the goddess of prosperity, wealth, purity, generosity, and the embodiment of beauty, grace and charm.

Connection:Khushi will find  Lakhmiji as she emotionally attached to it and loves it unconditionally as she is a pure heart.Her lie comes from the her pure heart to alleviate the tension but Naniji knows her and she will regard her more in her heart.She helps La unconditionally which in return changes her towards Khushi because of her purity and simplicity.

AND khushi is Lakshami all along.

Pause here:Naniji sees her in Khushi as Nani herself is same as her very forgiving and chulbuli as "khushi,"aap tou nachiti ho" during Holi and Nani forgives Garima [even though her daughter died] so easily and hugged Khushi in remarriage 

Naniji's concerns for her Lakhmiji are so natural as she is mother and  it symbolizes how someone who is close to heart becomes a part of you thenits hard to let go of the someone and that person is no other than Khushi.

 Khushi comes to rectify her actions which has caused for her Arnavji her protector her Rakshus her laadGovernor a deep pain which is so excruciating for her that she can't breath without see him in relief.He looks at her,"Tum yahan kia karne ayei ho"[ why did you come here] words are not with khushi who has answer for everything and was not gone unnoticed by him .Before she could speak her tears tore him apart as his anger washed away with these tears.Khushi,"Who hum aapko jalana nahin chahte thai humnain aaj tak kissi ko bhi nahin jalaea"[I did not want to burn you as I never burned anyone before.It seems like she is saying"I never meant to hurt you that much" as she saw his pain just couple of hours ago when he was delivering his complaints in rage holding her hand and she also witnessed that he never wanted to degrade her in front of others as he did not let her disclose the reason of his burns.

Pause here:It seems she is saying she never want to make him go through with this burning sensation by leaving him to lukhnow or by not listening him during resignation or during Teej and all that.

Khushi while crying bitterly,"woh humain laga tha apnain humara Dupatta pakra tha"[I thought you caught my Duppata]Like she is telling him I thought you are deliberately disrespecting me as her Duppata is her respect meaning Her.

Arnav asks with bafflement and innocently,"tou kia pakrna chahiye tha"[Should I have to catch your Dupatta,]like he is asking and seeking her permission to move forward for her to make her his.

Bitter batter is on...

Khushi,"Hum nain hi apki ghari mein Mishari ki goli dali thi aur apke shoes mein juiceee"

Arnav,"mango juice"

Khushi innocently and cutely,"woh sangtare ka nahin mila na iss liyeh"[because i did not get orange juice thats why]

Arnav just literally smiled at her innocent answer.Yummilicious smile!Seriously people this haircut and this beauty never came back the same way.Loved him in this haircut.

She bitterly cried for her every action and he smiled at her chastity and purity.ASR completely dived in this river of innocent adorableness and artistry of her today as she soothed his pain out for everything she did and for every pain she caused by saying "Sorry" 

He offered her tissues and our Sanka Devi just used her multipurpose Dupatta which he wants to hold.How can he hold it like that parmeshwari. He felt icky with this  strange act.He is right UNBELIEVABLE!!!Khushi Kumari Gupta...

I must say Barun and Sanaya was SUPERB here:fantabulous!

Pause here:Khushi,"aap bohat ajeeb ho"[you are strange]asArnav," ajeeb hai yeh "[she is strange] and will turn into" hum dono kitnain ajeeb hain.[we both are strange] 

Symbolically and metaphorically

Mishari ki goli in the car meaning...Khushi's thoughts stuck in his brain 

Mango Juice in shoes not orange ...  means  seeding love in him with sexual tension ,an urge to get her

[as The orange symbolically in chinese is a prayer or wish for good fortune and luck  Orange trees are a symbol of love just like mango but mangoes for sexual desires]

Hot tea ... meaning  Ghusa and burning desires

Anger "Ghusa"from both sides as love is burning and why?Love and hate from both sides as one is throwing and other is getting the burn ...as tom and jerry game No body is winner and no one is loser.

Episode 74

  

DISCLAIMER:DON'T COPY MY WORKS AND CONCEPTS WITHOUT GIVING ME CREDIT 

YOU HAVE SEEN MY HUMBLE SIDE. TRUST ME YOU WON'T LIKE THE OTHER

 The game is so on.All the players are in action with their action plans to move forward.In this triangular Love the Queen is in the middle of the King and the Slithery Rook.One is trying to make her go through humiliations by others to get her for himself and the other is ready to humiliate her by himself  to make her away from him. But for one Fate did not chose her to have his name attached with his filthy games and for the other , her name is attached with his name ,fame ,and game of Love and Hate.What a Destiny and what a play out.?

Slithery Rook action plan to make Khushi out of RM

 Shyam the Slithery rook decides the necklace for Anjali for the day and then hides it from her so he can move on with the next step of this plan.The BG music intensifies the senario.He steals the necklace for his next move.He makes false promise to come home early and makes her belief in his love as usually.Feels so bad for Anjali.Hate him for adultery, deceit and infidelity towards Anjali and her family...you cheat...dishonest piece of dirt...

After reaching GH ,He places the necklace in Khushi's bag by asking her "Jal" water .This Lawyer is a pure liar "Apka Shantivan mein aana hamare liye khatre se khali nahin[Its danderous for me to have you in RM]Today his expression was a pure proof he always like that either his way or no way.I don't think he ever was good or nice period...He is successful in  dodging Khushi and Buaji so far...

 He calls Anjali to show extra creamy love to her as he is on mission today to make sure Khushi couldn't be able to go to RM again..

He always rehearse his failure moments and today was the first one.He is a pure con artist . Seriously "aap par chori ka ilzam laga diya'. aaj keh baad aap Shantivan mein nahin jayengi ...[they called you thief ..you will never go to RM again}

He said while having her picture in his hand,"hum apke saath hain na Khushiji" [I am with you Khushiji] as he is holding Khushi...Yuck!

"Khuda ki maar ho tujh pe"...you make me sick with your seditious acts...Khushi and with you keep dreaming she will be taken away from you from right under your nose and you won't be able to do anything.

PONDERING POINT:Everytime when he does or act upon his plan his BLUE BRACELET is always visible.Evil blue...

 

King and Queen Round 3

 GH.New day arises and Khushi is late to work.Its 9:00 o'clock and she is late.

Symbolism:#9 To sum up the meaning of number 9: action, war, conflict and endings. 9, would seem to be an unhappy, unlucky number; but you must look at 9 as part of the whole. Sometimes, new beginnings cannot happen without endings. Sometimes, peace cannot occur without conflict, etc. So, think of 9 in your life as a time when things are about to change, and they surely are about to change.

 

CONNECTION:The upcoming fight and tea throwing and sorry is going to change everything in between Arnav and Khushi and even in between La and Khushi.

 The convo in between her and Payal was interesting and she found out about Akash sir and his car problems but couldn't connect the dots why here in this prem nagar.Payal's anxiousness was worth watching to see her premi viewing mirror Akashiji.

Pause here:One eye closed as Horus and here Payal is protector of Khushi too no matter what she was , she is and she will always be there for her.

 

Symbolism & Connections:Two pickle jars.Before Apart and now together.

Before all these relations were apart but the treasuring each others emotions and giving respect was there.All Raizadans and Guptas were apart but now they are kind a together and soon Shyam is going o bring Khushi's parents over here too.There is a connection in between all of them which is growing bigger each day and they are coming close.

Same with ARSHI they were apart but treasure each other every moment while being apart but now they are together in some sense and they are treasuring each and every moment of their life even in their hate and love tag gameJust a brilliant thought behind all of this.

 RM.Arnav,"Mere jane ke baad mere kamre mein koun aata hai iss par nazar rakho" [keep an eye who comes in my room after I leave ]Jay Prakash got his orders after checking his shoes.Yesterdays events are still fresh as mango juice and still singing as Jalabi bai in his mind and he wants to be even with her.His acrimony and antagonism has reached to its hike.

 

DM has different plan for them today.After saying good bye to house ladis,the moment he opens the door ,the one face he wants to teach a lesson is praying for not seeing his LaadGovernor's face.It breaks his heart as she is still adamant not to see him but Closed eyes of bewitching and charming beauty, tempting lips saying prayers with innocence and seductiveness melted him to the core as his eye expressions tells the whole different story and he leaves upon her wishes to DM.His sensual essence awakes the awareness of his presence in her as he stops to see the reaction of it as he knows her awareness about him .She knows he is there but deliberately does not turn around to see him but still sees him with her corner eye and then turns when he leaves.Piano tone in the BG adds the delicacy in this scenario.Then she gets upset and turn around baffling about whole situation which was not in her control .They both are mirror image of each other and know exactly what are they doing or feeling without knowing why and that's the cause of the bafflement and the agitation among them.

 

Khushi wants La to remember all the beans names.Uhhh... La and her attitude is intolerable and inadmissible.What a nave girl...can't differentiate in between Ma's Dal or Pa's Dal and thinking all the time Arnav Dal

 Symbolism":Khushi said three Dal's names and in the kitchen all jars are arranged as 2,3 and 5 combo even in colors too

#2-Two is the number of discord and conflict, but also of balance and marriage.It also represents love and lust in man and woman.2 is considered as a femine number.

#3-Number three expresses all aspects of creation, including birth life and death, past, present and future, and mind body and soul and man, woman and child. 3 is considered as a masculine number.The symbolism of three is also linked with the triangle.It is also associated with victory.

#5-As the sum of two, a feminine number and three a masculine number, the sum of the first even and odd numbers. (2 + 3) is 5.

5 represents action and motion like a trip and Some of the best journey's are taken in the mind and spirit.

CONNECTION: 2 means love and lust in between ARSHI as two mangoes yesterday.3 is the triangle in between ARSHI and Slither [Shyam]...it also will bring up past ,present and future in between these three and along with others as Shyam's revelation of his deeds in front of Khushi and then Arnav and then Arnav and Khushi's with each other and so on and the victory will be in Khushi's hand first in case of Shyam and later in Arshi's hand.5 is action button as ASR and Khushi's actions with each other and along with Slither and everyone else including Babuji...

 Khushi"Hum itna dubak kar kyun chal rahe hain"[Why am I wakling so silently] ..."Woh Laad Governor tou yahan hai nahin ...ub kiss ka dar hai.."[Laad governor is not here then why fear]"Uss Laad governor ko usli ghussa tub ayega jab ..."[Laad  Governor will be angry when...]She couldn't finish her sentence and Laad Governor was there .His  growling and drilling eyes with closed fist was enough to tell her his state of mind.ASR,"you have enough talent to surprise me over and over...and each time you degrade yourself in my eyes."Khushi stands up and stares at him with mixed emotions.

ASR,"tum ho kia chees  aur khud ko samajhti kia ho... Mein nain suna tha keh tum jaise loag jis thali mein khatain hain uss mein chaid nahin karte...Tumhain kia laga kissi ko pata nahin chalai ga....[What the hell you think of yourself ?I heard about ppl like you they always remain loyal to their owners]

Khushi stammers, "hum nain yeh..."[I did not do  this]couldn't finish her sentence and he barks..

"Shut up"..."mein abhi baat kar raha hoon aur mei baat koi kat taa nahi hai" [I am still talking and no one interrupts me...]  Bingo! This is bothering you since she did not let you explain your side on resignation day or in the store room and this all is cooking up in this Lava chamber to just erupt.

 

He advances up her, "you changed my phone ringtone, filled my shoes with juice and made me laughter in front of all."She says sorry by her eyes but he is no mood today...

"How dare you to touch my laptop...don't you dare lie"

ASR,"tumhari aukat mein achee tarah se janta hoon ...aur tum jaisi do kori ki larki aur kare gi bhi kia"[I know the girl like you with low status can't do better]

Khushi gulps down all the insults and humiliations but then it was more than enough when he says,"Khabi khabi tou mujhe aisa lagta hai keh dhoka daina aur jhoot bolna tumhare khoon mein hai"[Sometimes I feel deceiving and lying is in your blood]

 Pause here:Bavo! ..How and when did she deceive you ASR when she looked at you in the store room and after understanding your feelings she denied and deceived you and herself.AND you think she lied to you for leaving to Lukhnow and jumped in your closet.Thats what destroying your peace of mind...hmmm

 

Arnav,"Tum jaisi aukat wale kiss baat par itna akarte ho"[how come a person of such a low status feels so proud and for what]...This was the last nail he can nail today.

 Pause here:She is out of reach that's why she is bugging you right..

 Khushi,"aagar humain ani aukat par eik kitab likhna pari tou hum apke paas zaroor ayeige...laikin iss waqat humain yeh sab nahin sunna"[If I have to write a book on my status the I will come to you but right now I am not in a mood for hearing all of this]

Arnav huffs up,"you should think this before coming in my room ,before touching my things..]

 Pause here:I don't think that this broken laptop is you talking about.You are asking her why did she enter in your armor shell ,in your brain and heart without your permission but is that her fault?

 Khushi infuriatedly, "ok then What are you going to do..you will make another contract,threat me with one lakh rupees, or throw me out of here..as ASR can't be wrong or no one can call him wrong..."wohooo...that's what cooking at this side of the chamber.I hope you got the taste of your own image in her Akhroo...Now you have to put your Howard brain at work to find out why is she taking all that crap from you...She knows she has an affect on you and you care about that and same is with her but neither one of you know why is this happening.

After hearing all his astonishing reaction is enough to tell the state of his mind.

 Arnav outrages and storms up by stepping up to her,"Shut up"..Khushi holds on to her respect this time by clutching her Dupatta,"aap Shut Up".."you may  like to blame ppl but I don't like to take  blame ..

He wasn't expecting that...

Pause here:She never wanted to enter your territory Akhroo and if you are blaming then she is not taking it as you can't have her forcefully or by any means.You are wrong with her since the day one and she's been telling you by standing in front of you, you destroy her image in Lukhnow,her family went through hell ...you made her life miserable in office and nearly put her in life and death situation.she is in no mood of your nonsense.

 

Khushi,"but if you are blaming me then let me make it true."She moves forward to break the lap top completely but he grabs her hand firmly and furiously as she did not grab his hand yesterday so today he is holding it forcefully to show her he can do that .She tries to release but his glaring gazes on her face and gripping grasp on her wrist are impossible to free upon as I said before "He wants her  at any terms period whether Khushi says yes or No" and that's what he did exactly when he forcefully married her.

 

"Anjali comes in and breaks the spell of this anguish moment but his gazes are still on her as he is watching and searching the reaction of his true expression for her rather it was in anger.

 Anjali asks the reason of all of this and Khushi,"Ask your brother as I don't understand his language"..He is not happy with this answer. [and in his mind ok so u wanna play more.]

 He answers ,"Di this girl who you hired and pay salary was trying breaking things in my room"Khushi looked at him astonishingly at this response and he glares back

 Pause here:Indiretcly he is conveying her she is obliged to him as she is servant to his sister who is paying her through him.

Arnav,"Look at this laptop Di,"I am sure she does not know the real price of this..."Khushi,"eik insaan se ziyada tou ho gi nayei"[It can't be more than a human being]

Arnav roars at her .."Enough" and she jerks back with immense hurt and he receives that pain too by acknowledging his outrage as his expression changes immediately.He knows it right away but again this is the only way he can keep her out of his shattered shell.

 Anjali tells him its not Khushi's fault ,its mine as she broke it accidentally.His remorse and regret was written all over but "ASR is never wrong"Anjali seeks forgiveness from Khushi when he barges in again to hurt her more"Di aap ko isse sorry bolne ki koi zaroorat nahin .[Di u don't have to say sorry to her].She is your servant and her home runs on your salary"

Khushi's pain can be felt in his eyes as their eyes speak volume today but he is adamant to throw her out of his life as if he can't have her then she better stay off of him.

 He can't bear her tears so he walks off the room and then stopped , turned to deliver the message that he does not care [koi farak nahin parta] Sad Raba Ve mingles in but he turns back firmly with this and walked away.She receives the message with hurtful and teary eyes...

Two lovers who are burning in this fire of icy Love ,one wants materialistic relation to satisfy his urge and desires and other wants to burn in it with denial but still wants to remain intact for eternity as this is his right and no one can have it.The Queen is burning in it silently with denial too but her heart beats for the second one and the first one is not even close to it and she will go through hell emotionally and will get humiliated because of Slithery actions of this second Slithery and filthy Lover.