Episode 286-part287

Episode 286-part287

The Power of Love 

Shyam caught Khushi in his clutch making it clear that the game is still in his hands.Yet he is totally unaware of Arnav- Khushi equation, he has no idea what has happened in between them, during all of this time which has ignited their hearts glowing with love.There is not a room of any doubt left in between them, He was still in this thought that Khushi has a room for him, how delusional he is.At the top he says how much you are cheap...characterless... reminding me off when Arnav said this to Khushi yet his saying broke her heart and she shattered but today she was lioness when she said, Yes< I am and I can stoop low more than this if the matter is about Arnav because "I Love Him So much ..." Didn't he hear this before? When he held Khushi's hand and said why you feel uncomfortable when I touch you, why you cry for him who has given you so much pain and she did give him answer "Don't you really know???" Then how come he forgot? How could he misjudge her? How did he trust her? Because he is damn weak when it comes to Khushi...When he takes her and leaves her in the middle of the road tied saying I love you so much Khushiji...I was no you don't because in love people sacrifice their lives not take lives. "If you are not mine, then you won't be for anyone else..." Khushi was right, there is a difference of seven horizons in between him and her or even Arnav..."zameen aasman ka faraq!" His hedious lust was wrapped in respect, felt filthy itself to me. Khushi didn't even think or had a fear that what will happen to her while saving her Arnavji and same now when He fought with those goons.That Lalan is so damn funny, sorry but I found him funny.lol

Arnav took every punch and every smack just to save his life, his Khushi. His courageous heart had no shadow of a doubt. He bursts out of those walls, while fighting and hears her voice. 

He turns immediately, pauses and calls her name with such a beautiful smile, uff " Khushi! " rabba vey sings in and that is what I said above that Shyam is totally unaware of this pyar, this love, this belief in between these two. The man in the jeep flying like on the horse, hair all over his forehead layering his worries, concerns, hands rolling down the steering, eyes scanning every inch calling one name only Khushi Here she is lying on the path, hands, and feet bound, fidgeting to set free, eyes at the path feeling the presence...making a plea, screaming, trying to see his one glimpse or maybe feeling him and with a fear that he might not be able to stop and she could die in his hands what Shyam planned by leaving her there. But again Shyam didn't know that these two talk miles away, he could feel her and the moment he reached near, Eyes go wide, hands roll the wheel instantly with a near miss of those two closing pairs of eyes with a fear and he hit his head on the steering with a sudden impact.

There is a disbelief that how much he got lucky to save her, how much she had gone through to save him, how much courage she holds for him, how much she loves...Yes how much she loves him.Period... This is the power of love which many are unaware of that...Anjali will say it later that Arnav and Khushi's love is way above, yes This is the same man who left her many times on the road, today he followed every shadow to find his love... Arnav-Khushi Hamesha

Episodes 283-285

Episodes 283-285

Love, Pride, Belief...

Love, Pride, and belief are setting new boundaries here, as I said in Episode 200, a game of triquetra is always been in between Arnav, Khushi, and Anjali. It was the same on the night when he saw her in Shyam's arms and today it is the same when Anjali will start MU against Khushi.That night it was Arnav but Shyam is the main focal point of the reason.

Yet this all starts with a belief...A belief of innocent Khushi in stars,love, affection, a healing process of a mind which soothes hearts and when she showed the hurting heart of Arnav that path the first time, her answer was it is not the matter of a true or a lie, it is all a belief...and we are standing there on telepathy night. He said what did you do Khushi, I never believed or could never have this trust yet now I don't want anything but you because when I was trying running away from you I always want to be with you. Meaning I don't care about truth or a lie or whatever is out there or was before all I care is YOU...I don't need anything else Khushi...I don't anything else.

She said, I tried not to Love you but my heart never listened to me.Yes, Love, Trust has taken its shape by itself...How innocent it sounds...but it did.

The other side A belief of a woman to her husband...Anjali's belief is so strong over him that even Mamiji who has heard the words of Khushi and Shyam and she is one hell of a strong woman in this case.She doesn't care what Khushi said but she has this clear view what Shyam said, Yes he will do as Khushi asked.In her eyes, Shyam is the culprit.

No

As Anjali, who is weak and somehow in her heart, she knows the weak love of her husband otherwise a woman like her or any woman out there can't be feeling so weak to get assurance from all, to have people around her making sure her little world stays perfect. Don't take me wrong, a woman's strong mind and her attitude speak a volume and her character speaks many things to me. She is in a denial even Mamiji said clearly. Her belief needs some serious proof and that will come later after losing her child.A mother form is the one strong form of a woman, though it could be weak too at the same time.But that is where she slaps Shyam hearing that he is the one who killed her child.

Here today, Khushi's love has reached a limit, seeing his name Laad Governor, her happiness has no boundary."He is calling himself ..." Yes, he likes this name because you gave him this name.Only you have this right no one else.NK got surprised and gave her a look, I love that like telling her you naughty girl.They both dodged Shyam to get out of the house but another doubt was set in Nani.Shyam is no easy player, he found the REAL Khushi and her game and orders his men to kill Arnav...BURN Arnav.

I found it interesting.

Water...ocean of love/belief, trust, pride

Fire... Purifying and giving birth to new by vanquishing the old.Like a Pheonix

These two elements are so strong in this epi.Anjali throws the glass of milk...spilling all over.Yes, Her self-created and Shyam's created beliefs are done.

The other side, Arnav's faith is getting stronger same with Khushi.He was so ready to kill anyone to be out of that place, There is no fear anymore.Now and never kinda feeling is attached to it.

Khushi found him, yes, She changed the Kerosene oil with the water .wow! She did clean all the debris from Arnav's heart and mind.She made him purified with her own selfless love.All doubts are cleared and now no one can burn him with any doubts or misbeliefs, Her love has won and his faith has changed into a pride

Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada...

His Ardhangni...his partner, his life his Khushi...HIS Pride

This is where we are standing today.He will accept this later but he never misunderstood Khushi after Hut house...Those three fireflies were meant to be as always an igniting fire of love among them and that fire will vanquish Shyam to make Anjali free flying with them.Yes, Three fireflies of Love, Faith, and Belief.

A Pride of Arnav will set seeing his di hugging his Khushi that day.

Khushi and Arnav Hamesha...

Episode 279-280-281-282

Episode 279-280-281-282

The "WILL..." 

The willpower is what makes anyone strong no matter what the condition is out there.The same is happening here with Khushi and Arnav .NK cheered Khushi up by telling the story of Arnav that why does he call him Nanav because it was Arnav who used to call himself with this name when he couldn't speak properly in his childhood.But he never liked this when others used to call him when he grew older.NK grabbed his weakness and he never stopped calling Arnav "Nanav..." A simple yet innocent story brings a smile on Khushi's face...NK's best wishes will always be with Khushi and his Nanav...A true friend.

NK and Khushi finally use the password and open Shyam's pen drive and they get Will papers.A will which was telling that Shyam was the sole owner of AR and all after his death.It brings a color of sorrows on Khushi's face.She blames herself for the trouble upon her Arnavji.There was no doubt, she is the one who made Arnav signed those papers but she had no idea, Shyam had changed those.Now she will get it resigned those back from Shyam...

During this all, she seeks forgiveness from Devi Maiya and her willpower changes a new direction.She doesn't want anything else but Arnavji beside her.She doesn't need to prove her innocence, That's it.She doesn't care at all.

This is the same as he said and confessed, He doesn't need anything Khushi ...

He doesn't want the reasons or causes or justification of what happened on the terrace in between her and Shyam and same now she doesn't want to give any proof, or any reasons, to show her innocence as she just wants him to be safe and with him

This is LOVE which doesn't need any reason to be called LOVE.That is where two hearts are standing, firmly accepting openly, that their heartbeats are one and that is what matters the most.Here Ranjha comes to Heer that whatever bad happened it has no meaning, same with Heer who doesn't want to Know Hamesha Hamesha what...That eternity had settled in between souls.This is what makes these two divine.

In between all of the pendant changing and Shyam's awful expressions the main thing was  when Anjali sees Shyam coming out of Arnav's room and then Khushi who was in her own thoughts bumping into her but Anjali's cold answer had me..."Then watch where you are going and who you bumping into..."As she was accusing her for being after her hubby.I must say, Anjali's character started with such a high level and dropped too low later which makes no sense to me. How come she forgot her Shyamj in Arnav's room many times before when there was no Khushi?How come she forgot to find him listening to Arnav and Khushi convo when she brought Juice one day for Arnav but Shyam makes her go away as she needs rest because she is pregnant.How come she forgot shyam is the one who took food from her to make sure he could give food to Khushi?There are many places she could connect and recall but never happened.The straight point, they showed a woman with a blind faith in her man.

The other side, a challenge, a fear was getting set by ASR.He hides and Rocky gets scared for not finding him easily.

ASR with his background score appears,"What will happen when I will run away?..." What timbre of voice, no anger, calmness, with slow delivery of words, no fuss, believable...

A man who shows no fear, no concern being captivating after all these days.He was afraid but not anymore...A willpower takes over why?

When Shyam asks his man to send gifts, he knew exactly who to send a message but it took him a few seconds how>Yes, Laad Governor had to think in his Khushi's style so she can get the message.This is the power of love.

      

His strength is always his Khushi...Knowing she is his, he spoke to her, had her in arms, knowing she is safe, he spoke to her and sent her message and now he wants to be with her just like her.No need to be in the dark, no need to be captivated, he is free from all chains of doubts.Period.

"Tell your boss and bring your friends...Tomorrow before sunset I will be out..."Big words and a bit challenging...

Yes he found his Khushi

Just like her tears changes in a smile finding her Laad Governor.She found where is he? Yes, his note reached to her and no one else...Hearts know where each one is ...

 

"He is calling himself Laad Governor..." A small chuckle released just like he smiled saying "I will be out..."

Episode Part 278-279

Episode 278-279

  

Ride in or Die... 

NK's shirt and this logo "Ride in or die" grabbed my attention like no one instantly.

This was the main concept of these episodes to set the tone for the upcoming storm.

Doubts, doubts, and more doubts. First, Khushi's confirmation of her own doubts through keeping an eye on Shyam, Shyam's doubt on Khushi finding her following him. 

First, She wakes up and with fear remembering her Arnavji how he was with her in the hut in the dark and she never felt any fear. Shyam's entrance in her room and NK's seeing that while Khushi's slip of a tongue starts a doubt in NK...Which becomes clear after hearing Shyam's filthy mouth and witnessing him touching and confessing his love for Khushi.

The money talk, search for the source and investing and spending that money leading NK to believe that doubts on Shyam are correct.Anjali's doubts will set a base against Khushi.She already has seen her going with Shyam outside without telling her.Now seeing her feeding Kheer to her husband will make another mark.

Mamiji is doubtful on Khushi which I found a weak storytelling as she was with her, she saw everything and she knows about Khushi and her love for Arnav but this is all being done in a serial to create a hype so in future she could blame Gupta sisters for Anjali's mishap.Arnav's doubt that he heard temple voices, train and all is a fake surrounding, there is something else behind it, this is not the place where these voices could be.

These doubts couldn't change into reality till you go further and search and find the truth.For that Khushi has to go that low, she has to be the one to gain Shyam's trust where she will feel filthy, to herself..."Ghin"...a strong word for a filth you feel in your brain and heart and want to puke.She does where she feels all, by clutching her dupatta many times, with tears.She feeds him kheer and hears his phone call all about paying money which Anjali sees and the seed of doubt gets a little stronger this time.Both NK and Khushi discussed many things but everything becomes a Question.Her dialogue,"When we will find all the answers to these questions, that will take us to Arnavji..."I found it interesting, like a mystery and thrill.

Ignoring NK's call she and NK both follow Shyam which he finds out.He suspects Khushi in the car with NK and comes back to RM.Khushi who feels his getting conscious through the call he made and comes before him.Just like she says I am with Nani, he finds her with Nai and moves on.

NK goes a little beyond and after seeing Shyam becoming angry on HP for falling water on his locket, he gets suspicious.He asks Shyam for his Laptop and finds through his email that there is something fishy going on with money he took from Anjali's account while his own account was empty/...He discusses with Khushi about the necklace.She makes a plan and makes Shyam wear Devi Maiya's necklace taking off and changing that pen drive.Shyam didn't even bother, strange, That I found strange...

The other side our man, ASR was figuring out the voices and Rocky handsome received Boss's call that send some gifts.Wow! ASR have learned how to act while living with his Khushi.LOL.When Rocky was packing gifts which he bought and wrapped magically instantly haha, ...anyway.Arnav acts and asks for sugar feeling low level in him.Rocky's absence makes him slips the receipt of his meal inside.He thinks what he can write which only Khushi supposed to know...Excellent touch...

This is the faith what Khushi was telling him all along ...It is a matter of belief...and he has it and will never forget it or doubt her ever again.We know he wrote Laad Governor in it...her Laad Governor.A little world of their own is set.

The most filthy, "Ghin" scene was when NK finds out "I Love You Khushi" as a Password and his voice authentication of that Bank account pen drive. That was where Khushi couldn't meet his eyes.NK was ready to go to the police the same way Mami was.Both are right yet again this is a serial POV, not a logical human brain.Khushi goes low and rides in this filthy path to record Shyam's filthy voice of saying "I love you Khushi..."

How hard was for her, she was crying, she was praying, pleading yet there was one thing I found very touchy and emotional, her Laad Governor was with her.She had the gift where his sent slip of Laad Gover one is sticking out, assuring her I am with you.It was all done nicely, I liked this touch.

Second, NK was there, seeing her, being with her as her support, yes he will be with her and he is a witness of all.

Absolutely Ride in or die, How can all of these three, Khushi, NK or Arnav can reach to the truth or at safe place until removing this filth from their way and that is not possible till they walk on this path...

Episode 278

Episode 278

A Matter of Belief ...as always 

The reflection of their passion within is brightening his dark delusional mind with the essence of trust and belief tonight. These rooted elements which were lost in his innocent lifelong back in his childhood, are rising again with a new sun, with a new hope...are creating new stars around that North star which is illuminating his path since he crossed her path the day she fell in his arms.

A new day is about to emerge with the Trust and light of belief within him which she has planted in him one night ...with love and innocence when he asked her assurance in his disbelief ...asked her to show him the way in between stars by trusting and believing her like a child who seeks a mother in his pain... "Kya wo sach main Tare ban jate hain.." ...[ Do they really become stars?]

Arnav's birth from the ashes of ASR has portrayed in a heart-wrenching way [though I am a bit not OK with that ...as last time he emerged after crying as a roaring King of determination and he did this time too but later ]...as he emerges as a free soul determined for his Khushi encircled within her thoughts and yearnings to be with his love who showed him the light in every darkness regardless of his own actions which threw her in dark path but she didn't lose her hope in him ... She is the one who loved him , spread happiness and colors around him with all the purity of her heart all this time...His Khushi...Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada!!! Who, he will announce with pride soon..

and the other side Khushi sitting by the Poolside in between the door, imprisoned by the love of her man, encircled by newly awaken emotions, being captivated to the memories within her closed eyes.Her yearnings to be with the man who gave her tears at every step of her life since the day she met him but he is the one who gave her happiness at every step holding her close to his heart..., longing for her Rajkumar who humiliated her at every turn by upholding her honor at every turn of her life... Yes, She is seeking for Her Shaitan, a devil ,... her Rajkumar ... Arnav Singh Raizada !!!

Arnav suddenly senses Khushi s raging distress and emotions , his whole demeanor changes as he realizes the love and thoughts of Khushi swirling around him... He looks up at the stars , finally Khushi's strengthening words encircles him which he never believed and never knew that those would one day shake the structure of his own beliefs , his very being...

The Usage of Light was done effectively especially when those were twinkling as stars around him and when the lights take Arnav to the spot where Khushi is sitting , a powerful ray of cosmic shining full on her, on her heart ... Then these Stars guide Arnav from the darkness to brightness .. where Khushi awaits him !!...as always from the first Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula..the broken star...to shinning one for Hamesha...

with the altruistic eyes of the stars upon him..Arnav assuredly with his full beliefs calls out to Khushi... Khushi tum sun sakti ho mujhe, (he is still looking for confirmation... the logic) and Khushi's answer is what is my grabber..." Hamesha" ...( the love)

Yes Always , she is the only one who can hear his whispers , under the flocking pigeons...when her soul first time sensed his lost one and anguished one.That day he released his wishes and his mother DeviMaiya under that big star granted that whisper of him , that wish of him with his mother's withering soul who is yearning to seek a solace for her son ... in the form of Khushi..an unconditional Love... She is the one who knows the voice of his heart filled of ocean of Love ...she always had heard his true voice layered right under his egoistic , hatred and cynical shell..."itte din jo huwe aapki daant ko sune...yes she knows her true man...her Rajkumar..She always heard him and responded back to even after guest house incident...when she was feeling him caressing his hair...yes she heard him then and she can hear him now and forever...responding back at him...'Khushi tum Kuch bolti kyuon nahin ho...is coming into the picture soon...

Then we see the transformation of Arnav from ASR ...A moment where we get a glimpse of this bruised soul who had spanned a long journey of his rocky life by engaging in fights with Love and Trust...Today that tired , wounded soul has found a balm and a healer in Khushi...in her belief which are soothing his wounds all along...

Arnav, "tumhe pata hai mujse ye baat kisi ne Ek Saal pehle kahi hoti to main uspe vishwas nahi karta...

Again Khushi's answer is my grabber...

Khushi ,"Baat sach ya jhoot ki nahin...baat viswas ki hai...ek atoot vishwas...tab bhi aura b bhi." [It's not a matter of wrong or right...I'ts a matter of belief ... as always...]

Yes her belief in Love ...in him...in her marriage..."dhaga which she tied on Teej...which he put around her neck...which she held to her heart..."Jab baandh liya hai tou..."...

"It is a matter of Faith , Then & Now "

Arnav , "tumne muje is vishwas pe vishwas dilwaya...Kya kar Khushi diya tumne mere saath... [You made me believe at his belief...What have you done to me Khushi???]

"How the mighty have fallen" ...the beauty of words here for Arnav... Gracefully , by nodding , he accepts the castigation of hers, with A small smile without mocking or showing any superiority but with mild surprise yet completely embracing the changes which are wrapping him in peace ... by a girl whom he wanted to hate but ended up falling helplessly in love and surrendered himself to her unconditionally !!

Arnav:" I don't need anything else Khushi, I do'nt need anything."

A beautiful poignant confession on Holi and an equally beautiful acceptance...

Both hearts harmonized to one another ..Arnav confessed, he tried his best to hate her , but could never do so as his heart contained only love for her and Khushi retorted that she also tried not to love him but her heart had a 'mind' of its own and refused to listen to her !...Being two sides of the same river , where the direction of the flow of love was always in the same way... They decided today to row this boat of love in this ocean of love together... as their destination is same... both finally understand that they need one another to complete each other , to be whole as one by realizing that their love has surpassed all the boundaries of any frame of reference and has deepened it's roots to an extent that no one an root it out , not even the God . The Destiny and all the mighty powers are only there to join these two souls since forever...Hamesha...as she said in his naswe , she can hear him as always..he answers to her the surprise ...when she puts her hand on her heart..."Yes... Hamesha..."...Love this as she started with Hamesha and he ended with Hamesha..

Two Lovers who were aware of one another's love, felt the presence of love, acknowledge the purity of their feelings , their love ,their emotions for each other ...for eternity ...for Hamesha