Episode 304

Episode 304

Huq..Rights 

"If Anjali is unhappy will you be happy???" She asks this question giving up her rights that day on her LOVE when Arnav accused her of as the biggest mistake of her life reminding her of the contract later the same night sending her back in the darkness.She completely cocooned herself in a shell where her tiny heart couldn't get hurt anymore...Slowly by slowly she was trying to have a distance from all for the sake of all but above all from her LOVE Arnav.

The other side Anjali who seemed to be showing her true side proving the point that how shallow her heart is in the name of love.If she is not happy no one can be happy.She was the one who used to say to her brother all those things about love and how his breathing will stop but when he fell in love and started giving his time to his wife she couldn't take it.She cried, she protested in her room and did many things just because she was feeling insecure losing her rights...

That was what Arnav felt and he gave her that feeling of RIGHT by telling her that even Khushi is in my life but YOU still have the very same RIGHT...and wow! She told Khushi showing her brother and Khushi felt that coldness right away.Anjali also told Akash to take care of you and all.Now my thinking is was she happy that Khushi was leaving and now she is peaceful that Khushi is not there???

The other side Khushi walks away from Armav with a heavy heart and plastered a smile just for the sake of others.Don't forget an orphan Khushi always made others happy and does OTT just to hide her pain.She never has any RIGHT in her adopted family.She is the one from whom people take RIGHTS away or give by their own means.Remember Buaji and Amma's words over Payal's broken marriage.Same on Payal's marriage with Akash.In between when Buaji wanted her to be agreed for Shyam's wedding with her.

The only person who showed her RIGHT on him was Arnav.There was this unseen but strongly felt connections of these two orphans who could sense from miles.Who fought with their feelings yet have this RIGHT to each other like no one.

BUT

Khushi has spun a web of lies just to make others happy without realizing that this is not going to help when ASR himself is not willing to let her go.Obviously, she didn't learn anything from her past yet.

Arnav had felt her sadness and wanted to remove but again I saw a big transformation in this man in this epi,he is having a major inkling that something is wrong with khushi, but just is not able to lay his hand on what exactly is the issue! He finds her phone and Voila...He has a reason to see her again...

Must say what a killing smile ,a genuine one...LOL

The other side Khushi lies and distracts Buaji who def has this feeling something is not right.Khushi takes Buaji in the kitchen and here is her Laad Governor.She comes out angrily and pretty much shoves him against the railing in the varandha, yelling at him that he is disturbing her buaji by the bell.

She had no idea that she was using all of her RIGHTS on him and he the man who used to tear her apart is so calm and even when she realized to be pulled apart grabs her hand keeping her close making her feel that right openly with her hands on his chest.

       

                                                   

His collar her hand is not a new thing and he always adored that and missed that over the cliff when she wasn't doing that lying there lifeless.

"it's okay,biwi ho tum meri..." oh huskily he drawls

You are my wife...

"haq hai tumhara..." he paused and looked at her before saying possessively and provocatively

... "mujh pe."

Over me

Yes, he wants her to take that RIGHT...oh how much she wants that right but she can't as there is no TRUST.She doesn't know what his heart holds for her.

" Biwi ho tum meri Haq hai Tumhara" gave us a peep into Arnav's heart who in every true sense has accepted khushi as his wife ,his life...having all the rights over him!!

BUT

The same scene gave us a glimpse into how differently Arnav & Khushi view their relationship, Yes, Khushi loves him unconditionally but she has to know what position she holds in Arnav's heart of which she still isn't completely sure...& of course the reason is Arnav himself!!

The way one day he showers his love & support on her & the next day terms her as the biggest mistake of his life, a girl couldn't be less confused & unsure about her relationship!!

 

Arnav is still a long way to go in making Khushi understand & more importantly make her believe what she actually means to him!! she needs to be reassured again & again by His actions much more than his words that she is indeed the irreplaceable part of his life & can never be replaced by even by anjali..his Di!! 

He will have to make her understand that if he can't be happy if Anjali's unhappy, he also can't be happy if she is not there with him!! He needs both of them in his life...Equally!!Two important people of his life.

Arnav-Khushi Hamesha

Episode 303

Episode 303

Insecurities... 

Episode starts where we left , with insecurities. Insecurity of a sister, who is doubting her brother.A brother whose heart was locked in a tight fortress .. away from LOVE and finally he found his love none other than Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada .. 

A man finds his lady love in his arms, finally feeling at home feeling peace in days after he messed up .. only to have the moment rudely interrupted by his family .. & more to it.. his most beloved sister .. who is his life has disregarded him by walking away from him completely in pain being broken. ... same his life without whom he can't even breathe, his Khushi walks away being sad. He doesn't stop there, he knows how to mend things as he knows how to crack deals.He manages to make his sister see the truth in his heart and she smiles & accepts the TRUTH seeing in his eyes, in words, and on his face. The Truth that Arnav is in LOVE...

Arnav feels most the pain his sister is going through and knows why, because of Khushi but still he makes her see through that his di is still his major priority as always but he is stern in his words that Khushi is his life too and he can't live or breathe without her. "uske bina mujhe lagta hai ke meri sansain ruk jayengi..." Yes, his di said those words and he is telling her that you were right...Did she accept all the terms of her Chote? We know she didn't as she shows a cold shoulder when Khushi wanted to come forward and hug her but Anjali just talked as formal to show her Chote that she knows what Khushi has a place in his heart and she accepts that.Insecurity is still there, MU is still there but that one small gesture brings a smile to her brother...

Propping over his arm, lying down next to his beautiful wife .. with love in his eyes, My Gosh, he is looking like a Greek God here who talks only with her when she is asleep.Very coward and insecure Greek God he is... he says he has managed to pacify his Di and she understands. hmm, he was telling Khushi or he was making himself to believe this??? .. he feels things will now be fine .. hmm, so that is why you are talking to her when she is not awake??? Ah, then here our mischievious ASR comes and reminds her that she lost today to his challenge .. she did run into his arms .. making her have to accept him as her husband.

Here lies his insecurity, his fear of losing her, losing his love, he can't say things openly to her because he is afraid.He is afraid that he will lose her.Since he messed up after the kidnapping and saw her leaving he is more afraid than before because she did this before too, remember, He was standing in front of her door with a lock thinking she left for Lukhnow. He will tell her in the farmhouse by taking a promise that doesn't leave me ever but here he is saying that it is easy to talk with you when you are asleep.That is why he is telling her that you lost the challenge and now you have to accept me as your husband.

He is afraid to tell her when she is up because then he has to show her what TRUTH his heart holds and then she will have a choice and that choice might not be in his favor.Why? Because he has done wrong to her.This is his remorse which is speaking.After all his EGO is huge.He will shake off this EGO when she will leave and he has to bring her back again by blackmailing yet he will open his heart and will bind her by a pearl necklace with purity of his heart.No problem dear ASR you don't know Khushi, she is a true reflection of yours in EGO.Don't forget she left you right after marriage by saying that "then see what can I do?" and you were on the streets looking for her.Ha...Time is here again for you to do the same...Awe, poor ASR and KKGSR and their challenges...

Here comes the morning which brings another blow and here is another insecure soul who sacrifices herself.She has decided to move away from RM under the lies of Buaji's sickness because she thinks everyone will be ok without her but she has no idea, her MR.Raizada won't... [Remember she doesn't know that Arnav had talked with Anjali and Payal had a patch up with Akash] SO she manages to convince nani when Arnav returns from his Jogging .. she moves to their room to pack ... and he follows. Seeing her packing, his face falls oh he remembers the other night when she was leaving and he stopped her but not today.

 He quickly hands over his clothes to her to pack as well but she refuses with a convincing matter at hand .. He looks at her and tries to reassure her that he has a conversation with his Di...Stop, he didn't finish telling her, did he? NOPE...here lies his insecurity as he knows Di didn't accept all the terms yet...as Anjali shows some response later to Khushi when she was leaving and tells her to have breakfast before that but still shows a cold shoulder...

He quickly gets it that something is not right with Khushi... He hands her a packet of channas to eat which she accepts, Aha, yes no designer bag, fairy lights, cake or whatever...This was his heart, his simple yet pure gesture as a gift of love and she smiles...yes, She accepted him , this is a thoughtful thing he did keeping her in his mind and she loved it...

Finally, her heart picked up his LOVE and her smile brimmed with tears in her eyes.She knows he loves her a lot. They bend down together to pick up some of the dropped channa. 

Even though Anjali showed her concern yet it feels empty to Khushi but she still celebrates it for her LG's smile to make his heart at peace.She knows he wants to see that too.How both know each others' pain and level of sukoon

Arnav being careful and sensitive to Khushi once again goes about challenging her.I love it, now he is telling her seeing that she accepted his love... brings about how she lost the challenge .. & how she now had to accept him as her husband ...see he is looking for reassurance that will you be back  ...The very same way he asked at GH on her birthday before leaving...BUT now he is telling her that he is committed to her , is she in this commitment? I must say, this scene could be better but the message was done.

Khushi leaves RM even her attempts fail not to go with him.He escorted her to reach GH where she refuses to let him come in with excuses. When Arnav stops her asking her why she was so sad ... 

 

He is picking up her nuances.He sings, kind a reminds her the Suhana song to her .. which also fails to bring a smile from his lady love .. he cups her chin asking her ..why she is worried and sad? .. 

His concern oozing out of his voice the very same way this morning when he entered and sees her going upward leaving Nani in her sadness. she lies and reassures him that the concern is for BUAJI ... she turns to leave, her voice is breaking, tears in her eyes and she says "Hum Chalte hain" Ha, she didn't say Hum Atey hain neither to Nani nor to Arnav like last time.when she came to GH she said "I will come back" .And that is what he wants to hear, He stops her, wanting to ask her ... KHUSHI .. TUM ... ?? [ Khushi , You???" "Will you come back???" He wants to ask but She just looks at him and says I am going...

A heartbreaking and heartfelt scene must say... But will he let her leave...We know that answer, Blackmailer ASR is always by Arnav's side...winking...

 Arnav-Khushi Hamesha

Episode 302

Episode 302

Can't breathe without her...

Khushi is in the state of fear, can't get what to do, holding the plant pot in her hand, screaming incessantly, "who is there! "

Suddenly the door gets locked. She bangs the door vehemently till it gets open. She comes in the living area, still holding the pot. She startles seeing a silhouette standing in the hall.Like the effect, lightning flashes and he is nobody but Arnav.

Arnav utters Khushi with concern. Hearing his voice and seeing him there, Khushi gets her life back. Forgetting all she runs towards his life and collides his chest in a crushing hug.Their bodies fuse together in this interlacing moment leaving no room for any doubts, grudges, and anger.

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Khushi tells him she is happy to see and how scared she was! Arnav just tries to hush her while caressing her back soothing her fear...Suddenly Khushi's eyes go down and in the semi-dark hallway, she can see the rose petals on the ground. She breaks the hug immediately and the power also comes back at the same moment. 

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She gets amused and baffled as well to see the beautiful path of rose petals meandering across the room towards the stairs like lacing their difficult life with a beautiful gesture.It was a sweet gesture of him showing her that he will be there making every path of their life full of the essence if she is with him.He will tell her later he can't be able to survive without her but today he will tell his Di that he can't breathe without Khushi...

The man is giving in to LOVE from which he used to run away, as Khsuhi said you are watching dreams these days.Yes, besides all the hurdles of his life she has no idea how important she has become for him, the life was never a path of roses for him but he stood among thorns and removed those too to move forward though he was bleeding all along.She is his bandage over those wounds, how can he let her go?tumhain main kaiey jane de sakta hoon...he won't...

Arnav removes her lock from her forehead lovingly as usual and asks smoothly with a victory glint, smart move...

"tum dar gaye thi..."

"What happened? Were you scared?" .

Ah she is no less,"ye sab aap ne kiya..."

"You did all this!" Her eyes flashes instantly understanding the reality...Here you go Mrs.KKGSR.She brushes off his hand from her forehead and starts to push him in anger,

"aap jantey hain hum kitna dar gaye thai..."[ Do you know how scared I was..."

This is what we have pent up anger, after all he is driving her nuts.She can't breathe in his close proximity and she is trying creating this distance.But more she is trying, more she is falling for him.

Arnav smiles at her resilient nature, which always made him crazy for her.His smile brings more anger to her..."you are laughing?"She is practically shaking with anger and fear...

He holds her wrists and pulls her to his chest. He enfolds her shaking body into a tight embrace and buries his head in the crook of her neck.You can see a determined look on his face.He won't let her go away from him.Enough, he didn't say this time yet, he showed her clearly.So ASR character.Love it.

She eventually gives in understanding his gesture.Her hug is tighter this time.Yes, Khushi is not afraid to show her emotions, it is just her mind is making her do so. He also hugs her with equal passion feeling her hand around his shoulder and gradually her slender fingers go up to hold the back of his neck while resting her head over his shoulder.There is no room for even air in between them.

A sense of comfort has grown and above that, they both are smiling with it.How innocent this love is showing each other their inner feelings at all level without any hindrance.She doesn't want to move away as her life depends on him.

Time ceased to exist bringing the Holi moment back, when their heartbeats started sending the notes to their hearts to feel and accept but they defied.Now there is no defiance, they are one and for forever. The title song of IPK again plays in the BG to make the moment more surreal.

Ah, he is on to something, after all, he did all for winning her...

"Kyan kaha tha tumne, jis din mere baho mei daurte hue chale aaogi, us din humko apna pati manogi. abhi tumni bilkul wahi kiya, Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada" [ What did you say?That the day you will be in my arms , you will accept me as your husband...and now you did exactly the same..."his voice huskily wanted her to know what he wants...His caressing hand never stops but she opens her eyes...

They break the hug and Khushi realize what she just did.but his hands cup her cheeks.His love has no end...

"I don't mind if you acknowledge me your husband." He says in his determined and mischief way.She is honest in her deal, wants to say but words don't come out from her quivering lips.His head tilts to capture her lips.She wants to stop him. but can't.She also is in the same state, wants to give him the same what her heart desires.Their mind looks drifted to the serene moment in between them, just to be with each other.

But of course, the kiss again gets hindered by intruders. And this time the whole family interrupts their romance.All are stupefied to see them kissing in the living room. Arnav was supposed to be at his meeting, but he is romancing his wife...

Their look goes to the flower path also. Arnav and Khushi both are in a nonplus situation, Khushi is feeling extremely awkward, she tries to mess up the flower path by fiddling her feet as if Arnav didn't make it intentionally; the flower appears from somewhere else and scattered on the floor. Arnav tells her to relax, they didn't do anything wrong...So ASR

Anjali is baffled and Naniji chides Mamiji to stop. Arnav and Khushi both look at each other with perturbation. Arnav feels a pang for Khushi that because of his act, Khushi is facing all the insult. Anjali comes near Arnav and Khushi. She looks at the flower path one more time and tells Arnav with the agony that he told that he was going for meeting in Agra. Arnav tries to say by keeping his consoling hand on Anjali's shoulder that he was going to the meeting but the meeting canceled. she brushes off his hand from her shoulder and leaves in resentment.Her misunderstanding is reaching to another level and that Arnav can't tolerate.

Anjali comes to her room and recollects the memory of Arnav's words but Arnav comes into her room without wasting time anymore.He wants to fix this for the two important people of his life., He tries to assuage her.Today he feels that this needs to end.His di is feeling insecure but he wants her to know that no one can take her place in his life.Period.

Arnav pushes the door open to come inside. He again tries to make her understand that he wanted to come with them. Anjali doesn't want to listen to him and gives her verdict that he wanted to spend time with Khushi, that's why he gave the excuse of meeting.

Anjali takes her meds when a brother seeks solace in her...He holds her hand when she explains

"Time has changed, you have changed since you got married, everything changed, since you stopped answering my question, everything has changed." These words make him to tell her the truth finally...

He tells her why did he marry Khushi?Because of he thought that Khushi was with Shyam but this wasn't the truth.He tells her how she used to say that he won't be able to breathe when a girl will come in his life...

"Wo larki Khushi hai di..."[ That girl is Khushi without whom I can't be able to breathe...]

"I love you di..."