Episode 319

Episode 319

Three Magical Words / Part 2 

Finally after innumerable incomplete faraq padtha hai [it matters]...kyun ki's...[Because] they've finally said those three magical words to each other...

I LOVE YOU DAMMIT...

ASR's confession of his Love to his Wife in the typical ASR manner...He leaves her there on the terrace after everything was said and accepted through eyes as usual... His words finally sunk in and a warm smile spread on her face. She comes to the room remembering the time, when Arnav almost confessed his love to her during Payesh wedding, when he told her if something happened to her, then "farak padta hai, dammit"... she asked him "Why" 

That time the words failed him to confess fully... but today, he finally confessed his love to her !

Her smile grew bigger and I must say I love the way she comes straight to bed, caresses those roses, oh, her smile speaks volume here, a shy, sensuous smile, ready to dive in this relationship with him, yes, it matters to her.

Sitting in a dark kidnapper's den, Arnav spoke to Khushi from his heart that night.

I Don't Need Anything Else, Khushi, I Don't Need Anything.

This is the absolute truth of his life.He does not need anything other than love and that is his Khushi and he confessed that right after realizing it.. He just needed her. Period. forgetting all about that terrace night ad Shyam...he loves her and he needs her and he doesn't care anymore and doesn't need anything...

BUT

She wanted to hear it,In a relationship, some words need to be said, especially these words. He'd spoken them finally. In the heat of the moment, an 'I Love You, DAMMIT!' and that shook her entire world. Then he'd left her standing there. How typical of ASR. He was angry and then he is realizing it while gearing his car but he needed time to cool down...but she was sitting on the bed waiting for him, smilingly...

Now she wants to confess her love too !!! She looks for him everywhere, but he is nowhere to be found ! He is driving his anger away, thinking of what happened ! Typical ASR, always finds solace in driving... and she always understands the things belatedly!The wind caresses her and she runs towards the window, looking for him only, oh she is so impatience to tell him that she loves him too...

Tu hi bata mere maula slides in...

Tu hi bata meri maula

Tu hi hata meri rabba

Faasale melon ke hai.

Dono hai alag disha

Kabhi ye mil payaenge

Kabhi kisiko na pata

Ek baat usme bhi hai

Ek baat isme bhi hai

Hai dhoop sa woh agar

Woh chandini raat si hai

mil paye kabhi dono

kya usme teri hai raza

Kya us me teri hai raza...

Tu Hi bata mere Maula

Tu Hi bata mere rabba !

She slept and when she woke up, she sees herself on the lounger, he must have placed her there while cleaning the bed...she was upset that he didn't wake her up.She was looking for him...

She gets ready to go downstairs.

she enters the living room looking for Arnav, where all the ladies of the house are sitting... Khushi greets Daadi, who gives her a stern look, then greets the rest of them. Being Worried, she goes to the kitchen, where Payal asks her is she is alright, as it seems she didn't get proper rest last night... when suddenly Nani calls her.

Nani questions about her wedding... how did you two get married? Was there a priest involved with rituals and pheras[Vows]? Then how can you call this a marriage?

Daadi's smug reaction when Naani was accusing Khushi had me, Dadi filled Nani's brain well enough...I was surprised as Arnav did tell the whole story to Nani that he married khushi and why and how then why was she questioning Khushi...this was all CV;s plan to bring remarriage track so many things in my eyes fell flat..yet move on...

Buaji was even called upon by Dadi and from there Her parents accused of her moral upbringing and the questions were asked over her values.. Khushi is not given a chance to speak by anyone... when Buaji asked her, Khushi has no response... As always she does not want to betray Arnav, she does not want to tell the family that he forced her into this marriage.

Ok, here I want to raise this thought as every eyes sees that Khushi sacrificed everything for her sister's marriage that night but no one sees actually Arnav sacrificed too.He got married to Khushi for saving his sister's life for whom he can do anything as he said on the bridge...He married a woman who he loves immensely but she was not his...as he was thinking at that night...That wasn't an easy step for him either...

Today same living room and questions about marriage...but That Night the mother asked her, and when Khushi said "Yes, we married... she slapped her daughter for her wrong acts... but that day Arnav was stunned but didn't do anything and after holding her for a second, he left her alone...

Not today

Today, when Buaji asked and after Khushi's sorry, she raised her hand to slap her for this immoral act but Arnav comes and stops Buaji from touching his wife let alone hitting her, he was there when she needed him...

"Maine Apni patni ko haath lagane ki ijaazat kissi ko nahi di... thappad maarna to bahaut door ki baat hai !"

I didn't give anyone permission to touch my wife, slapping is far from this act...

Buaji is stunned with wide eyes to see this side of Arnav.

Arnav confronts Daadi, Naani, even Anjali and tells them that Khushi is his legally wedded wife, and no one can deny that.I must say when Dadi was accusing Khushi his looks are stern like he will eat her up but when Nani said she agrees with Dadi, oh he gulps down with pain, his Khushi's respect is at the stake, and all because of him...

"I know under what circumstances we get married..."

This one sentence says it all...

At Daadi's accusations on Khsuhi's character... Buaji, wants to take her away as she can't bear it anymore...She loves Khushi.

Khushi doesn't want to go either, she constantly says that. She wants to stay with her Arnavji, yes, things have changed, Trust has crossed all the broken bridges... He is her husband, the one who loves her dammit...and she loves him the same...

Arnav shouts and stops everyone.He agrees to do all the Rituals, because he cannot let Khushi go! or in other words, Khushi wants all of this OR he can't bear disrespect of his Khushi as for him only her happiness matters now, if it means performing all rituals, so be it ! by agreeing to remarry his wife, he proved it. because he did it for her, knowing how much it mattered to her. and why not...

She did so much, sacrificed her honor marrying him, risked her life for him, and above all she has forgiven him for every action of him without explanation, remember she placed her finger over his lips, it was a dream yet both are connected and know all just like he knew gifting her pearls in that dream...

oh but stop, he looks at Khushi for seeking permission,

"Hum dono phir se shaadi karne ke liye razi hain puri vidi ke saath..."

[We both are agreed to get married with rituals and all]

This stood out for me as she slightly blinked with a soft smile...He wants to think, do everything TOGETHER with each other's consent...She is his wife

'Main apni wife se phir se shaadi karney ko tayar hoon"

I am ready to marry with my wife again..."

Do't forget during this remarriage she doesn't take off her manglasutre or sindoor...Yes she is his wife...

but he was damn angry at Dadi when she says Khushi can't live her till marriage oh, the smug look is telling something else...arghh

Nani makes Arnav calm by saying that as part of the rituals, the bride and groom cannot stay under the same roof... and as he just agreed to the rituals he must let her go !

The sadness in his eyes didn't go unnoticed by Khushi...and when the door closes behind her he stood there for a couple of minutes. A sudden cheer with a hope when she comes inside again!Must say, Barun nailed this scene... She comes in a hurry to tell him, as his partner of life...she knew he needed this the most right now.She couldn't leave him like this, how could she especially after last night and his confession, she has to tell him her heart's confession, she couldn't hold onto this anymore...

"hum bhi aap se I love you dammit!"

very cute and unique confession from Khushi

she loves him too... Dammit !!!

Loop Closed !!! Confession is finally done from both sides...

But here what she delivers which was unexpected by him...

"hum apke aney ka intezar karaingey'

I'll be waiting for you"

Yes, She wants to move on in this relationship and doesn't care of anything, the smile over his face with little open lips and her lowering eyes with shyness speak Volume here...There is no hesitancy in her accepting him as her husband today. 

Barun and Sanaya Bravo! these two epis, 318 and 319 , Brilliant shades of acting, expressions deliverance and voice modulation, simply bravo...

The Return of Daiyya Ho !

The master of Deceit...the one who I named slither, snaky, spidey... the one whose actions and games always bring zest in Arshi's life...romance and all.I so missed him, HE IS BACK...

Don't forget he is Cupid... :)

Episode 318

             

Episode   318

Three Magical Words Part 1 

Two star-crossed lovers who are meant to be for each other and striving to be with each other but with a different approach.One is carrying a golden heart, with the best golden rules and rituals of life that anyone could aspire for and the other with innocence at heart.One lives by principles far more than any human out there.A human who doesn't interfere with others' beliefs and all yet holds the strongest belief that LOVE is all.Is it the same man who has no idea what Love was?

The other side she is the one who has the purest heart ever and hides behind her cheerful nature yet sacrifices her smile for others without understanding that if she is not happy then how can be others... Arnav is her life, her breath, her smile, she finds her world empty when he left her for London, she realized it that she really has this CONNECTION of hearts, she is in love though she fell in love way before .

Similar was Arnav, He realized his recognition of LOVE for Khushi after marriage yet he fell in love with her way way before that is why I explained this before his lie to his sister that I didn't love khushi before but after marriage I fell in love with her justifies everything here. Now Dadi puts his heart at bay again, in a looming condition yet there i one soul who always manages to bring a blooming smile on his face.His unbelievable Khushi. 

Khushi is dragging a trunk by the poolside which Arnav overlooks that she is trying her best to move but in vain .. a smirking Arnav looks on .. there is a small gardening spade stuck under the trunk which Arnav removes & Khushi is finally able to move it but the sudden movement makes her to fall flat. A glass kept on nearby table shatters as the trunk hits the table. 

Arnav offers her his hand to get up but she rebuffs the same & walks away.She stops & turns and gives him her trademark huff & goes away .A baffled and smirking Arnav says "Unbelievable" & goes away as well. The trunk was used during the sangeet ceremony of Payesh .The day when Arnav shows a glimpse to Khushi what he feels for her.Teri Meri dance... The day he openly confesses his heart.. That day too Khushi was dragging a trunk but refused Arnav's help so this time he doesn't offer help and removes her hurdle anyway...

Rituals start for Janmashtammi and Arnav & Khushi walk down together as a husband & wife.. Arnav keeps looking at his slightly irritated Khushi .. They walk up over Nani's call & swing the Lord Krishna's swing & finally take blessings of Dadi & Nani who blesses them to flower & flourish in wealth, health & with family' Yes Nani wants Nati and Pota...grandkids... Arnav takes the opportunity to roll with it...He whispers to Khushi You always say we must listen to our elders .. 

Did you hear what Nani have just said ??" Khushi looks on an apprehensive Arnav walks up to Khushi while she is clearing the mandir & he asks her to come with him ..She gathers her spirit and looks at him angrily & huffs away .She Goes to the kitchen only to be followed by Arnav .. who again asks her to come with him but this time he was angry clearly... Nani comes in and saved her soul by asking her to keep the "lord Krishna" idol in the main mandir .. & Khushi grabs the excuse. 

An angrily commanded Arnav grabs Khushi's eyes when she sits with family to come with him ... Nani asks Khushi to quickly go check what Arnav wants .. finally, Khushi moves to their bedroom but clearly with an annoyance and anger... 

Today Arnav is pestering Khushi over and over to make her accept her feelings for him...He wants her to accept that she is his wife and he is her husband and moves forward with their relationship as he said to her you have to move forward with me.As one couple, that she has right on him and he does the same on her. This is reminding me again Payesh wedding when she was pestering him to accept that he bought bangles for her and the reason of buying it...Why did u buy these?

He didn't tell her because he wanted her to understand it yet she was adamant to hear that.To hear why it matters,Today he is pestering to make her feel to make her admit but she is adamant, why because for her their marriage is not complete yet...BUT she never stopped any moment thinking to be away from him.They both want to live and cherish the love they have for each other but ways of thinking here are different... .. Khushi in her annoyance walks into their bedroom & fiesrily asks Arnav how can he shout at her in front of his whole family.Very married woman style here , how many times we have this issue with hubbies...ahem ahem

Arnav tells her he had as he had been calling for her for a long time but she was ignoring... .. Arnav walks away towards his closet and hands her a gift box & tells her to change into the dress here .. Khushi asks him what is this and he tells her it is a gift and it is for HER...She gets angrier now and asks was this any way to give a gift to his wife .. Main aisa hee hoon I AM JUST LIKE THAT Khushi devi trust us he is like that .LOL Arnav tells her not one more word, just go and change . Khushi huffily walks away but turns one more time... Go!!!!... She walks in the washroom and he looks at the suitcase lying by the side. Yes, he will decorate his room for his beautiful wife...

                           

Three magical words , "I love you " Which Khushi wanted to hear for a longtime and Arnav never could possibly say it in front of her, yet he did once under the shadow of not seeing her again and she took that as a sign of him being in danger.Don't forget Arnav said this to his di that he loves Khushi and Khushi told Shyam that she loves Arnavji...But That eternity circle is about to close when both will say it to each other finally...

A beauty in red shyly comes out covering herself...he heard the sound of her bangles, he turned. a deep look in brown orbs...Look at his desirous eyes, he is stunned at her mesmerizing and pure innocent beauty.He stays there speechless knowing why is she not coming out but this is what he wants, wants her to move forward with him, leaving all shyness aside, as his wife, his partner, his life...then that getting up, the starting... the noticing of the bed...

"wahan kyun khadi ho... idhar aao!"

why are you standing there... come here.

You can feel the whole voice modulation... A voice of a man, a lover and much much more at this moment, totally a man in deep desire, gulping down...yet he is in control as always..

"hum--humare paas dupatta nahin hai!"

I don't have a duppata!

Dupatta, which was under his feet once in Sheesh Mahal, but this essence of her has a long journey constantly caressing his face, reminding him her RESPECT which he shattered by breaking pearls, but this is the same Dupatta once he threw on her head accidentally while doing it for Lavanya...Yes, They meant to be one...He put this around her neck on the cliff, caressing her the deserved respect she holds in his eyes as always and for forever...

A beautiful smile perks up as he knew and He takes out his hand from behind and let her Dupatta fly in front of her.

A man who loves this woman in front of her looks at her with such intensity... that is reflecting through his eyes, dark ones if you ask..rabba vey was the most beautiful one in this episode...

A gust of wind enters the frame caressing his face with Dupatta... all the elements of IPK combines together here if see, Dori, red attire, Dupatta, and wind...

"ab tum aaogi ya main .."

You will come or me...

He comes closer, looks at her .. she is uncomfortable in her half nakedness as she feels .. he walks up to her .. Oh, That slow walk up to her, the touch, his first touch tonight... on her shoulder...removes her hands shielding her body . from his eyes .. then takes her out of hiding.She comes out but takes her hand out of his, he instantly feels her need as he showed her, made her feel , let her know that your beauty is for me .. Still he extends his hands and puts the dupatta on her head .. & covers her .. shielding her from being uncomfortable, anything which makes her feel embarrassed .. .

He is her protector and always protects Khushi as he is possessive about her .. he will not anyone come between them even if it is Khushi, the terrace scene has a significance as he makes her his forcefully instead of letting her slip in Shyam's hands...Again when he saw her sacrificing herself for his happiness and di,he brought her forcefully back .. Don't forget he stood and claims her as his WIFE in front of his family, his dadi giving Khushi all the rights and respect what she deserves in his eyes...

Finally, Arnav turns her around...hand comes up and tucks away strands of hair.. diwali night, same desire... that desire building here... wanting to lose control... .. and Khushi closes her eyes in his touch as always, .. she is melting, yes desire is building up...

Arnav looks at her, gulping down taking over the need.. she looks back .. she reads the LOVE in his eyes .. the purity and honesty of emotions as she always feels .. his desire for her .. She feels it , he feels it...

She moves towards him first and he gathers her, their first hug with mutual desire.Arnav's hands caresses sensuously over her body .. conveying his DESIRE for her ..He knows this is all new to her, she is afraid a little, unsure but he assures her , he is here, with her & finally She moves her hands slowly over his back accepting him and his desires for her...the emotion on screen was not thick or too explicit yet you can feel the oozing heat, and these two completely nailed it...there was a range of emotions in this scene and two had done with such an excellence, commendable totally ...

They finally look at each other finally Arnav bends & lifts her up seeing her feeling alright , oh she settles her head over her shoulder[ u can see from the back].He walks taking her to the bed...she lets him lay her upon the petals, so gentle and slow was he, giving her time, to feel her the moment.

As he bends towards Khushi She turns her head ... she sees the Radha Krishna idol & feel suddenly that this consummation is wrong without the solemnising of their vows .. She Stops Arnav .. .

"nahin, arnav ji!"

no, arnav ji.

"kya hua, khushi? you okay?"

what happened khushi? are you okay?

Khushi tells Arnav .. that consummation without the essential "rasams" din't has any meaning ...

Oh, he is angry and bemused, "you are living with me in my house as my wife... and you believe we are not married? she had called herself his patni wife] just moments before, she complained that is this the way to gift his wife...

They have their sides.. one's beliefs that Rituals were sacred .. & had deep meanings while the other thinks that if we are committed to each other then .. why do we need any of these man-made ideologies ..

Their argument rolls down to Arnav telling her .. if you feel we are not completely married because we did not do "pheras" then come with me ..

I Love Barun in this scene, he is angry now as well and I found it fully justified, as marriage was legalized paper but this was his Khushi's demand, her uncomfortable state of mind..

Arnav drags Khushi to the ''TERRACE" and he breaks some stools to make a pyre & lights the same .

"phere? that's the problem right?"

"ab toh fire bhi hai. chalo phere lete hain. jo tumhare liye itne important hai."

[now we even have fire. let's take the pheras which are so important to you.]

He lifted her up again but this time in rage and started walking around the fire.

I love his next dialogue... HE ASKS .. HER KITNE PHERE ??How many pheras?

7 OR 8 ..? his resistance to rituals.

while Khushi is rambling on about the importance of rituals ... Arnav keeps moving on around the fire .. Khushi is constantly telling him that their marriage is not complete without the right rituals and all suudenly she stops and looks up as stunned seeing dadi standing there & over hearing them ...

He looks at Khushi first seeing her quiet then in the direction of her eyes...

Khushi is scared, stunned and embarrassed... she quickly lowers her eyes and tries to struggle out of Arnav's arms .. Now a small movement ..Khushi moves her hands away from the clutch of Arnav's collar and struggles...

Arnav looks up confidently into his Dadi's eyes . The provocation is so evident when he tightens his hold on Khushi & does not let her get down.She is HIS and he has no shame or fear to show it to anyone...a clear declaration...

Dadi first she looks sternly then she keeps staring at Khushi,Finally she looks at Arnav and reads his arrogance & decision.He already has given an idea of his wife .. she will not raise a question to him but def she will torn Khushi apart...

Finally, Arnav lets Khushi down .. who scolds him & tries explaining the bigger mess now created ...

"kya ho gaya hai tumhe!"

what's happened to you?

He asked the woman he loves and knows as much deeper than what she is portraying here

"What are these pheres?and how are these more important than our feelings."

Love these questions as these are standing on the norms on which our society is standing, where we always think of others sacrificing our individual well being and needs..He is right what is important, our commitment to each other or the show off dictated rules...

Khushi pushes him off and asks," what really matters then ...no rituals, no society made norms so then what matters to u???..

and he held her tight.

Splitting the night with his confession. and her what really matters to him.

THAT I LOVE YOU DAMMIT !