Episode 315

Episode 315

Prerogative

A man stepped out of his norms and stood right beside his wife .. He proudly claimed that He doesn't think he needs to be there where she is not welcome. He is clearly stating that she is his wife and his pride...While saying that he does not abandon her there ...as last time during the marriage, he claimed that he married to Khushi and left for his room leaving her there to get the heat from all, same way during. "muh dikhayi" ...when everyone questioned their marriage. Still, he claimed and restored her respect and moved out, but not this time...Not anymore...Yes, Arnav Singh Raizada stared and glared at a Past that dared to question his Present and Future His Khushi.

THIS TIME ...he grabs her hand and takes her away with him ... meaning she is mine and he will go with her and no one has a right to disrespect her, She is his WIFE...His PRIDE.

Arnav left behind a baffled Dadi and a proud smiling Nani. Dadi, who has miscalculated her ways towards this boy who she left years ago and if u ask she still thinks he is the same Arnav who used to sleep in her lap, but he is not the same boy he is a MAN who has been raised by NANI ..who taught her the meaning of responsibilities and how to tackle those with skills...

The past he is running from all these years has come back. It starts haunting him again. Arnav Singh Raizada always proclaimed themself as the master of his Destiny maker but somehow that destiny always played big time with him.. He couldn't sleep. He wakes up from his nightmare, and she wakes up right alongside him.

She realizes it quickly that something is not right, a nightmare that is eating at him. She noticed this the moment he walked towards Nani this morning when he saw Dadi, she was the only one who felt that. She is his wife and the one who loves him immensely without asking anything in return, She never cast her RIGHT, her Haq yet...he was trying and he is to make sure she does by giving her, proclaiming loud and clear...SHE HAS RIGHT ON ME>>>

She rolled her craziness and her maturity at the same time and tries to make him smile in the only way she knows how. Her innocent gestures try to distract him... thinking he is unhappy because of dadi's rude behavior.but remember,. she is still unaware how big the hurt is and what is hidden in his past .So she is smiling ..trying to bring a smile to her husband's face

AAJA PIYA .. TOHE PYAAR DOON ..

GORI BAIYYAN TOPE VAAR DOON ..

KIS LIYE TU .. ITNA UDAAS ..

SUKHE SUKHE .. HONTH

ANKHIYON MAIN PYAAS

KIS LIYE... KIS LIYE

Love the song of Lata, old movie

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E7qp-XaWwR0

She plays a song to soothe him, tell him that she is there for him no matter what as she knows he needs her, She wanted him to share his pain with her.

He watched her with a lump in his throat as she played with him. Oh, he doesn't know how to tell her this big lump of his past...

Patting him here and there, taking his hands in hers, I love this, it touched me how fragile she is but her determination is so darn big; he said once she can do anything if she wants , yes she can.

Pulling him towards her, not letting him get drowned in these painful moments. Throwing her arms around him, being mischievous to him by using all the aspects of her making him feel her, pulling him to her. Everything, her innocence, her mischievousness, her maturity, her loving nature, her smile, her stubbornness, her determination, everything she used here just to make him sure that she is there for him...Everything That made him fall in love with her.

This was the moment Khushi became a lover, it was his ways all these days trying everything, final taking stand in front of his Dadi I guess did the miracles, which brought that TRUST back in her, yes he was leaving her every time and this was the first time he came towards her leaving others..He stood beside her...the very same way this is the first time she threw her arms around him...willingly and consciously - She offers him the only thing she can, the comfort of a loving, innocent heart. wanting him to take the comfort feel the love and draw this soothing circle around his pain...Yes she is a true Ardhangini...his WIFE

But all in vain. He turns away.

The husband walks away .. She runs after him telling him ..Arnavji, I understand.. I know you don;t share your griefs, i don't want to change u ..I know you don't want to share your feelings and I have no problem with that...Then she speaks to him. Fast. As if, if she spoke any slower, she might not get the words out. She wanted to help take away some of his pain. And as if something got through him and he turns and spills the beans, He tells her the shocking truth. His mother committed suicide. Fourteen years ago, as a teenager, his mother abandoned him, forever.

There is no going back just a sense of helplessness. This was a guilt that lingers in the minds of those who are left behind, especially in Arnav who couldn't move on in his life - Why?What?How? there were no questions, No answers, Just helplessness and tears with this killing pain inside tearing you apart every second of it

This was the reason why Arnav was so afraid when Khushi wanted to commit suicide which made him tell the reason of their marriage.. Because on their wedding night, he thought he'd lost her forever, too just like he had lost his mother and all.Now we know whenever Khushi went away or said is going away or will go back Lucknow, he was traumatized, was unable to speak, was angry, hurt, and pulled her towards him..always

This was the driving force behind his 'I will get you Khushi before this contact terminates' because he couldn't lose her, His love for her has no limit, She is the breath of his life. The one thing in his life now that is as beloved as his mother was to him.Period...

She looks at him being totally numb and has no idea what to do except she moves forward and wraps her arms around him.The tears in her eyes speak itself, a hug that he needed fourteen years ago from his loved ones to pull him out of that shock, a hug that comes too late but I think it wasn't too late yet... He hugs her back slowly by placing his chin on her shoulder. Finally, Arnav Singh Raizada has a shoulder to cry on and he cries and she cocoons him, hides him within her comfort.

The next day starts with such a cute morning after. Khushi looks at her sleeping husband.She recalls the conversation of the night & is stunned and hurt by the amount of HURT Arnav has bottled up inside him, She PROMISES ..

" WHENEVER You NEED ME ..

I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU "

Arnav gets up & sees Khushi looking at him covertly.She knows and does it deliberately, I love her here, she knows he was crying all night and still heavy heart so she plays a little game just like him playing side to side game she looks at him side ways to let him know that she is watching and then moves her head away cutely... he questions her ,she says in her trademark, her craziness, fighting back tone.. and quips right back,"Is there any TAX watching Arnav Singh Raizada???

She leaves hurriedly and he is looking at her with his trademark SMIRK.

Yes, she got him back successfully.. back with the SMIRK.. . and What the...

The concerned wife diverted his mind and brought the man pulling him out of his shadows which she i still unaware of yet she proved him she is his WIFE...

His Ardhangini

Preparations are going on for the upcoming pooja. HP tells Anjali that he could not find "Shunk" she needed so Khushi tells Anjali that she will find it for her. Anjali tells her that it is their mother's and dadi reminded her. Before leaving, Khushi stops feeling a pang of pain in her heart.This is her sweet nature, she knows like Arnav Anjali also went through a lot and still suffering...She comes back and gives Anjali a hug, while Arnav looks on. Her eyes are teary and as usual, she hides it and moves on by telling Anjali she wants to hug her ...I must say this girl, this character, has taught me so much in life...can't say...I love her to the core...and Sanaya did a marvellous job in performing this character she is a true doll...

Arnav was looking on from the staircase, it was a joyful moment. His two favorite women are finally accepting each other happily. He has seen who has initiated the hug. He has seen it returned too.How proud is and how happy he is and above all how light he is today.AFTER YEARS... He is in deep thought with a soft smile on his face, like What did he do to deserve this beautiful and selfless woman in his life? As she comes up the stairs, he blocks her way. A little light flirting early in the morning goes a long way to make the day pleasant- why not?After all, she challenged him that what tax she has to pay to watch and see Arnav Singh Raizada and he knows how will she pay him, hey, he never forgives his debt...remember, LOL

Arnav playfully blocks her way before letting her pass and His smile is back.Her smile is back...The tax has been paid...yes he made her look in his eyes with a smile and that was all he needed to see... Their payoff is back. They both look back at each other like old times... as if they were courting again.The difference was this time they know the outcome. There are no questions about their relationship. They are one by hearts and minds...

As she goes upstairs to look for shunk..., Payal and Nani are talking right before the Dadi comes by. She reminds Payal to make sure the decorations are done correctly for pooja. Arnav informs Anjali that he is going out to a meeting and just as he leaves, Dadi again asks about the whereabouts of Shyam. Arnav asks Nani why she hasn't told Dadi the truth about Shyam and Nani explains to him that she will tell her when the time is right. RIGHT, ok then let me tell her...This is aman of actions and grants no one any loop hole..period.

Khushi is looking through the stuff in the storage room for the conch shell. She comes across it in a large box. As she puts the box away, a picture album falls out and she picks it up. As she looks through the photos, she finds Arnav's family, their childhood, and her MIL...Arnav's mother...Yes she found what she was looking for...Blessings from her MIL...

Dadi comes in and is furious with her for touching her son and daughter-in-law's things. She comes downstairs and tells everyone what Khushi was sneaking through the personal stuff of this family. Anjali tells Dadi that she had sent Khushi to look for the conch shell. Khushi tries to explain herself but the Dadi cuts her off until Arnav interrupts her.

I love his entry...

"So What???"

Arnav walks in with a 'So What? She is the daughter-in-law of this house. She can go wherever she wants, touch what she wants, and look at what she wants'. Dadi makes one last ditch, clever, emotional blackmailing statement if you ask, and attempts to exercise her authority. 'I am the grandma of this house.'

And ASR respectfully agrees and gives her what she wanted to hear BUT then underlines his words 'I said it before and I am saying this again. Khushi is my wife. She can do whatever she wants in this house, she can go wherever she wants, she can do whatever she wants...'

Nani looks proud and happy. Anjali looks on, with a satisfied look on her face. She seems proud of her brother's stand on his wife's behalf. Today I felt that.Mami is stunned. LOL...I wish Akash was there...to have some backbone...The status quo has shifted. Phatti sari has now been elevated to the ranks of the Queen of this house. haha and she has been trying to get that rank for years...Payal is emotional, her sister has finally got her Rajkumar "prince..." and he is making his family give her the respect that she deserves.

I must say, Khushi's Beast truly turned into a Prince today!

Arnav walks away.Yes, yesterday he tried and explained and took his wife away but his message was not delivered to Dadi but today he made it loud and clear... He has issued the proclamation. This is my house, Khushi my wife. If you want to play with me, you have to play by my rules. Respect me and my wife. She has the same authority in this house as I do and no one will or can take that away from her.

On the cliff he gave her respect, he covered her with him and then with Dupatta, accepting her HIS by his heart and he slipped once but after that, he has been doing everything in his ways to give her place the HUQ...what she deserves and He once again has covered her with the honor, respect and dignity before the eyes of his family. He will be her RESPECT, He will be a WALL against all odds, He will her Dupatta always. That connects his childhood where he has seen his father disrespecting his mother, not giving her the honor she deserved and he shall not repeat and he shall not be like his father as he said to his Dadi...

Dadi does not like the taste of the appetizer today, oh The elder Malik's memories ran through her, she did mention that you act like your father Arnav...Maybe he does but his actions are opposite and she doesn't like that...Old school... She looked like her Past has hit her in the face.

Arnav-Khushi Hamesha