Episode 312

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Episode 312

The pearls of joy... 

Arnav was busy calling for Khushi when he finds out that she left her phone unattended. Well, his anger started rising with each minute staying away from her. Khushi returns home from searching for Anjali and is glad that no one found out about her being missing. Just then, Arnav spots her and begins to yell at her, asking her where she went and that he's been waiting for her. Khushi replies that she was here the whole time and follows him to their room. 

She enters the room to find it pitch dark and makes a comment about it. Arnav then proceeds to complain about wearing the kurta and calling NK's idea stupid. While arguing whether the idea was stupid or not, Khushi accidentally blurts out that it was her idea and he tells her that he knew all along. He kisses her on her forehead and tells her that he only wore the kurta for this long to see her smile. He then turns the lights on and she is shocked to see a bunch of presents on the bed. 

Remembering how he made her pack the gifts before, she asks him if she has to repack these present too and he jokingly says yes. She begins to unpack the gifts one by one, only to be surprised by their contents: chana, a Salman Khan poster (to which she happily approves of), jalebi, gol gappas and a pearl necklace. On seeing the necklace, she remembers her dream of Arnav giving her the necklace and she begins to tear up. Arnav wipes her tears away and the two share a hug.

These gifts are so inexpensive yet bring the most expensive gift on her face, SMILE which brings a smile on his face. That is all it matters, a man like ASR who only knows expensive gifts, money, clothes, which makes to tall in status but he has no clue why Khushi likes inexpensive things and at the top, she becomes so happy, but the only thing he knows she smiles at the end and that makes him happy, his smile.Period.How beautiful this connection is... :)

I would love to talk about the pearls which are getting close to the whole loop since episode one...

Pearls Which always have bounded Arnav and Khushi like "Hamesha".These pearls are their past, present, and future which are holding together their pains, tears, wishes, dreams, hopes, desires, egos and the eyes of their hearts which don't know any other language other than the rhythm of their unisom heartbeat ...a symbol of their Life and Love.These are the eyes of purity that were scattered on the floor under Khushi's feet in her dream as she was misunderstanding the purity of his Heart and Love just like he did by breaking it and then by throwing them away once. Khushi was collecting all of his pains and soothing em unintentionally removing all the impure pearls till she reached the depth of his heart, a "PURE PEARL" just like he was removing all the impurity and debris from their ways till he found a "PURE INNOCENCE" in her smile which was the reason of his survival and speaks volume of her purity in all sense.If the purity of his love guided her to realize the depth of his love ...Her innocence gave him access to her pure soulful dreams where she always wanted to see his care and concern along with his pure love for her ...

The pearls of pains, which garlanded him since his early age made him who he is today, had kept his PURE heart in the shell so that no one could even dare to harm it anymore. Khushi is the one who not only dared to open it but also made her way in it to hold that "Charming Pure Pearl" in her delicate heart to save it from all storms within by facing and bearing all the pains by herself .The pains , he was the witness of em..."Sapno ki duniya main rehna hi acha hai kyuonke asli Duniya main sirf dil toote hain " [it is good to be in dreamland as real life , Hearts meant to be broken.."]...He is the one who was always the cause of her hurt and tears ...he is the one who made promise that he won't let those precious pearls fall again from her eyes ...and couldn't keep his words and became a cause of her hurt ...every single time... Today is binding her in a simple "Promise"...that today their love will be way above from all the egos...

The pains which spill in the form of tears "Har Bar" from her eyes not only made The great ASR shedding all the debris aside by himself , clearing all the way for her by spreading roses but also stringing the "Dori" with pure pearls of love & concerns just for her...HIS Khushi...who was true worthy of his pure heart. When Arnav confesses "I love u Khushi"... she plunged into thoughts of his care and concerns for her all along "Fadak padta hai.." [It matters ]...and realized that she had his heart and pure love with her Always...She finds him lightening her vision to acknowledge the depth of his love "iss pyar main sahi aur galat ka koi matlab nahin..matlab hai tou bas keh main tum se hamesha hamesha .." [ there is no meaning of wrong and right but this that I had always ...loved you ...]...Yes he always had loved her...then she had a dream of Arnav who gifts her what she was longing for so long... his Pure Heart"...the only gift she desired of him ...along but he disappeared giving her a hint to reach it...unlike the past when he went in the depth of ocean ...never wanted to be found again ...after the terrace incident...This time he wanted her to find him...a message in the bottle..."I love You Khushi!!!"...She went on the path to find it which was insecure and but the glow of this Pure Pearl always made her dark ways bright to mesmerize her with happiness and success..."hum ne aapko dhoond liya " [ I found you finally ]...but the surrounding debris deluded her path with delusion and she thought it was lost to her again ..."Arnav Singh Raizada kabhi nahin badal sakta "..[ASR can't be changed ] without differentiating the purity of his love from the harshness of his words...which always have hurt her.

She started her walk back home dejecting herself ... But "The ocean" would not let her go out of his territory and changes the course of its waves, changes the direction of its winds to bring her back to it's shore... the more she tried to leave... the more he coerced her in the vortex of his affection... She fought back against each and every move of his courageously "hum ne aapko jeetne nahin diya...or hum bhi aapke buldozar ka intezar karaingey'..."Jab tak yeh contract khatam nahin ho jata ..hum nahin ayengey"[ I didn't let you win...and made my own money for rent...I will wait for your bulldozer to demolish Buaji's house...I won't come till this contract is over ] "ab inn sab se koi matlab nahin hai..." [now it doesn't matter as this contract is going to be over within six months and everything will be over ]...but he won't let that happen...He tries helping her embracing her true feelings which they both feel for each other..."you know what I want ...as ASR is always right..." and unwilling she again lets his vortex to take over her and she swims with him down within it's depth... yet to be amazed seeing the gift of a rare pearl...the deep and selfless love of her Arnavji that would do anything for her true happiness... for her Smile which is a smile of his Pure Heart...Her long dream of her Rajkumar aasman se tare barsne lagaingey... phool hi phool hongey...har taraf khushi bhara mahol hoga..." [ I thought , there will be happiness every where and stars will fall from the sky when I will fall in Love]...was fulfilled today...as Arnav was doing all to get a glimpse of her "Smile " and today she breaks in her tears just to realize that she had held the precious pearl of Arnav's love all along in her heart but never understood it...

Arnav not only put em in one Dori...one chain...one thread but also assured her by removing those tears of egos that he will be fulfilling her dreams ...their dreams ...forever.The beauty is Khushi never knew these pearls were in his possession as always "Hamesha" but he showed her ways to find em ...right in his heart...where no one else could even reach but Her... A beautiful pearl...Arnav's heart filled with love stayed that way forever... it was today given to the person who meant the world to him...his life...His Khushi...A moment when he made her realize that he might hurt her with words and it can be painful but his selfless love could go any length for her "Smile " ..."humain sacha pyar mila ...kyuonke Hum jante hain ..humara ek ek aansoo apke dil ko hazar bar chot pohchate hai" [ We found true love because I know my tears make your heart ach ever time ...] Har Bar... Every time...always!!!

The man who always weighted wealth over happiness, today was smiling seeing his Khushi...his life smiling with joy over the least expensive things ...which in return was glowing his Pure heart...the very same way when he was at content seeing her smiling with joy over two silver coins in a detergent bag.

Now the pearl necklace defines them. This is completing her today...making her meet with dignity which she lost on that fateful night in Lukhnow...when he has undone these pearls to make her meet with sorrows and pains of tears ...She is the one who opened it and felt the essence of it by recognizing its significance.Her teary eyes convey a yearning for him ...as she had dreamt of this always...Khushi who rejected him one day before... looked at him with tears of happiness ...layered with longing..."yes ...the matlab has a definition now..." [ koi matlab nahin hai..] ..he provided her that "Matlab' ...and he embraced her with this by his assurance...by diminishing all the distance within.. a tight embrace ...a circle of eternity...a promise of togetherness for forever..."Arnav aur Khushi khabi alag nahin ho sakte"...[ Arnav and Khushi can't be separated]

This is the day when their marriage is no longer a contract...it is a reality for her with his assurance...a new beginning towards eternity.

This is a closure of Pearls...Eternity ...and It really made me touched deeply after I finished this with a heavy heart.I miss them so much...

He wiped off her tears tonight with a promise showing and assuring her that he knows and respects her wishes as his own. He will be there for her at every moment of their life. In other words, he is signing this contract of his life with her at her terms. His words are circling again

Iss pyar main sahi ya galat ka ko matlab nahin...matlab hai to bas ek cheese ka ke main tum see...pyar karta hoom...Yes we are heading towards I love you Dammit....

This hug felt so warm and the way he cocoons her within his arms, she forgets all and submits herself to him. His hug, a serious and engulfing one, cheek to her hair, sinking lowered to her shoulder, arms clasped around her, eyes so soft, just a little sway. Lips a little open with the soft smile, face showing a little pain feeling every pain, regretting moments he caused her, but promising her that she is his part. Telling her that you matter the most. Clinging himself to her until she feels it, until her soul acknowledges it and then her hands answer in return. Caressing his back with assurance in each and every moment, keeping pearls of promises in her right hand she holds him equally. Tears of joy flow with a joyful smile and she rests her head right next to him, nestles her cheek in the crook of his neck.

There is no room for any contract anymore... Life got its meaning and only words felt shot.

 

The moon resides in the Sun as the Sun was up, shining on the moon, or maybe the moon was finding her Sun, the moment she wakes up, she finds him watching over her...

She finds him sitting on the couch staring at her. They continue to stare at each other, even as she gets up. Hey- Hey, their meeting tone mingles in...and she sits up...a smile takes her lips but he was not blinking, not even once...drinking her beauty letting her know his intentions, trying to awake her feelings which he pushed away a couple of days ago...he has to win her heart, her smile HER...she is her biggest deal...

It was no coincidence that her dupatta was a little further from her...lol. he knows how dupatta is a big thing for her and that is why later he keeps it away from her dress just to make her understand that there is no Parda, nothing is hidden in between them, their hearts and souls are one.She knows it too yet she is in for society...what who when...and that will come later yet here she is with him, in his room, in his life and she is his wife...he wants to take his relationship to the next level and wants her to accept it first...

She was feeling the heat of his gaze, feeling it penetrating through her,oh he knows, he gulps down the desires, so invisible to her eyes... she fidgets with her shirt as dupatta is missing, she finds it on the other side,, oh she gets up for it but he is in no mood...he gets up making her heart skip a beat, she is breathless you can see .He walks slowly not letting her cover herself...

There is no dialogue in this whole scene yet you can see the whole convo

Humari Baat

He was awakening his woman's desires, bringing it to peak as he planned, he has to win her before the contract finishes, yet after this there was no contract needed especially after last night,, he accepted her , she accepted him his gift, his pure heart, him as her husband and both were in each other's arms...

She gulps down her desires, she was totally lost."Hum jante hain" I know will come later in farmhouse yet here he was letting her know all out in open, that she is his and he is hers, there is nothing in between us, and he won't accept it either...

Here her cheeks are burning, "Tumhare gaal laal ho gaye hain.." he didn't say it yet he doesn't have to as he knows his effect on her and she knows her effect on him...it is mutual , a natural way of a man and a woman talk through physical actions without words without any interaction.

Who says you need to raise heartbeat by any intimacy of kissing, or physically mix, here without touching, or saying you can feel the heat, I love this purity of hearts of IPK, Barun and Sanaya are the best in these kinds of scenes...

He begins to come closer to her until they are disturbed by a knock at the door. It's Nani and she seems very worried and wants to speak to Arnav immediately. As he leaves, he tells Khushi that their conversation is not over yet.

Humari Baat abhi khatm nahin hui

Nani tells Arnav that she received a phone call from the Aashram Nani says that they never should have left "her" there, especially after the incident 14 years ago. Arnav says that he tried a lot to bring "her" back and tells Nani not to worry as he will find "her".

Akash is in his room getting dressed and talking to Mami. It is revealed that the "person" is Arnav's dadi and that she refused to come with her own grandson.

Mami states that his dadi was a dangerous woman back then and now that she has escaped, she is even more afraid. Akash tells her not to worry and at this time, Payal walks in. She asks them what they are talking about and Akash tells her that some things just aren't meant to be told.

Here the track changes...and we got Daadi