Episode 100

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Episode Part 99-100

Arshi's Hug Special

"Khushiji aap bohat himmat wali hain " such a manipulative words which are used by others to play with our emotions in such a way to make these feelings contradictory for us . Why do these words are so powerful to deviate the real pain and make us believe there is no pain to have pain ?Such a fallacy yet time ticking moments where some words alleviate not only pain but also provide us hope .Since childhood these deceptive words and phrases become a part of our lives in such a way that we search  ,we expect ,we demand, we implicate , and we insinuate about these in our delectation and affliction .[Dukh & Sukh]

Reverbration of Anjali's words "Khushiji aap bohat himmat wali hain 'aap ko tou apne parivaar ko sanmbhalna hai"[you are very strong and you are the one who is going to take care of your family] send a signal to Khushi's pain to emote ,to erupt , and to belch so she can have enough strength to deal with it but how ,she needs alone time with her mom Devi Maya who is her light and star in her dark life which no one knows , feel or share except DM."Shakti daina DM 'Shakti Daina---[Give me strength DM ]My heart goes for her and it surely shows a strong and a mature Khushi behind Titaliya one who just spreads colors to all but by shedding and losing her own.

 

The moment of silent arrives with the acceptance of her prayer ,where matrix surroundings brings a gust of misty wind ,her pillar itself as she knows He is here . She looks at him and He pleads at her chastened about the abandonment he gave her in the middle of the street .She ,despite of all just had one thing in her mind as their connection is  stronger than before ,"he is here just for me "-Telepathy starts later but its "Tar" connection is  here as they both know and can feel the depth of distress in between em .

 Her name slips from his soft lips"Khushi" and that's all she needs and Her feet just progresses towards her pillar in this shaky moment and she runs and embraces him tightly by pouring all of her pain drop by drop on his shoulder as this is the most safest, closest and warmest place ever. Her heart knows he is the light in her dark night and can fill the stars of his love and smile around her . 

But This was the least expected moment for him especially after what he did to her and here she is pouring out all of her fears and pain in front of him. "Ab humse yeh sabkuch nahi hota----hum apne ammab ,babuji ko phele hi kho chuke hain---hum se yeh dobarah nahin hoga----hum puri tarah se toot chuke hain"

[I can't take it any more ,I lost my parents already and I can't go through with that pain again-I am completely broken with this thought]

She wants her LG to fix her destiny  as he told her once "I make my own destiny and writes others too"..He wants him to do what ever it takes to make his father better than ever as she can't live with this fear any more.

PONDERING Connecting Dots:

-He hold her the other day to assure her that he does have a beating heart which did not like her pearly painful tears [after Police stunt pulled by La and Mamiji's search for Anjali's necklace ] when her "earrings" got stuck to him which was the step towards her dependence on him and she mesmerized by his softness towards her which also added in her strength today to embrace him without any fear

-Today he is here to embrace her pain and later she will be during Anjali's miscarriage to embrace his by telling him "isse bahgeya kehte hain."[This is all Fate.]

-The other day she was in his office fighting for La made him melt completelt with her tears ."Kyuon mein use rota huwa nahin dekh sakta-Dammit![Why can't I see her cry?]

  

He closes his eyes as her pain is way heavier to stay at his open eyes yet he can connect to it as years back when he needed it the most no one was there to embrace him and he has to be a pillar for his Di.He let her vent out all of her distress and pain on him for her soothe "he is there for me" and  he wants to embrace in return to assure her "sab theek ho jayga"[everything will be fine]----but his arms with closed fists remain in the air.

Now his fears pops out as he did not embrace these feelings for years.His heart is screaming to tell her I am here don't worry but his mind says something else.This truly reflects ASR character  but this time he is not emotionless instead he has conflicted and anguish feelings for her.

 Now this fear of him transfers to her [as their connection is stronger than before] ,she detaches herself quickly the same way  she ran to him without realizing what she has done or in other words she did not get that warm and safe answer in return as she expected .Man of few words who can't bear her tears steps forward to rectify "Khushi"but its too late ,this time she steps back and runs as fast as she can leaving him behind stunned and in agony and above all in regret.

 

He stood there with heavy heart filled with guilt and his moment is so remorseful to bear as her painful tears are absorbed into his skin very deep to make him uneasy ,way uneasy...as he couldn't help seeing her until her last presence-----

She wants to make everything alright for her family ,closes her eyes in her helplessness and On the other hand she feels guilty along with rabaVe of what she has done"Kyuon roi hum un keh samne--kyuon humain sar rakhne  keh liye unke kandhe ki zaroorat padi-pata nahin kya choch rahe thay hum jo un se iss  tarah ja ke-" [Why did I need his shoulder for crying---What was I thinking?] But why do I feel in this distress for a split seconds she was expecting him to be there at the same spot.

Rubbing of Raba Ve indicates her inclination and dependence on him which she thinks is her vulnerability but she had no clue of the strong impact she left on him.

Transition of scene from her to him as his mind is not in peace either.Pacing back and forth "Kyun nahin rakh paya usspe hath main? Wo ro rahi thi. Shayad chhahti thi main use kuch kahoon? Shayad yeh kahoon ki sab theek ho jayega. Aur main...main usske aansoon dekhta reh gaya'. Kya ho gaya tha mujhe?...kyun usska ek ek aansoon..."

 

And then he sees and touches her soaked tears in between her fingers.and hey hey rubs her tears along with his fingers. Her tears as her pearls which he always kept safe until she left him for hamesha keh liye and today those pearls as her tears are breathing not in his palm but in between two fingers index and thumb.

Symbolism and connections: index finger represents Self-confidence, strong desires for success,  sometimes spiritual or religious and thumb represents the will, personal and universal, Self- Assertion

CONNECTION is clear Arnav and Khushi's strong desires for each other will be successful as Khushi will ask DM's ishara to proceed with her Dhak Dhak and Arnav will be doing things on Diwali which he never attempted before.His will power  will make him to put his hand on Khush's head which he did unconsciously during Nainital trip but this time he will assure her he is there by paying bills and His hand on her head.

 

A coward is incapable of exhibiting Love it is prerogative of brave as

Shyam with his slouchy scorpion moves tries to hypnotize  Buaji for "Shadi"[marriage] as she is the weakest link which he thinks can link him to Khushi but Fate has played with him and showing him this as Simon says "theenga" [thumbs down]---

          

What a coward who tells a paralytic father he has two hands to hold and keep two women ,wow as he has no clue Khushi's 27000 is bringing a lot of divine light to shadow not only his stingy moves for her but also for Anjali .Buaji you couldn't come earlier .------seriously.I'm sure she will be flat seeing engagement ring-------His evil bracelet is so visible with his Slouchy Scorpion moves----- 

Symbolism and connections:A reflection is upside-down  means that the real image is flipped. Light is reflected back from different angles than its origin point.CONNECTION is simple as his plan is backfired by Devine forces and Arnav and Khushi are closer and closer each day but beauty is HE HAS NO REFLECTION of it from any angle.Yes Simon is right!

 

A new day with hopes and regrets has risen as Arnav's mind and heart can't let go off Khushi's fears as her fears are circling him so badly to circle her in his embrace to protect her ,to take her away to write the destiny for her the way she wants which brings a smile and peace to those eyes filled with pearly tears which are unbearable for him.He embraces her in his hallucination within the circle of his closed arms' but its La who can embrace it but can't feel it as she is totally unaware of his inner turmoil right now. His ignorance towards La is totally visible.

Anjali made his guilt more remorseful "wohi tou mein use dey nahin paya jab use iss sahare ki sab se ziyada zaroorat thi...use bas itne si baat tou sunni thi mujh se keh sab theek ho jayega"[That's what I couldn't do for her when she needed it the most, that's all she wanted to hear that everything will be alright]

Barun and his expressions are mind blowing here.

 

Other side Khushi is ready to take his father at home when Doc gives her hope of manipulative  word "chamatkar" [miracle] which can turn her father's destiny for her and at the top he mentions Arnav Singh Raizada and his generosity which brings some colors on her face but one thing is clear His embrace did give her an invisible strength with which she can sail through this ocean of piercing grievous .

"aaj tak aap ne humara haath pakar keh humain sanmbhala hai ..ab humari baari hai...aapki baitiyan itni kamzor nahin hain"[until now you took care of us now its our turn after all your daughters are not so weak.].How beautifully these delusional and manipulative words over and over circling around giving her strength as well as giving others smile of hopes as she has a special discussion with Devi Mayya along with LG's circle of hope[she does not have to mention].Just beautiful!

 

She comes to her pillar ,her strength again and he again as a man of few words just couldn't circle or embrace some words of hopes for her.Their intense gazes shared million emotions as well as their commotion , dither,and fluster.Hers are more than him but her egoistic self respect does not allow her to admit her stance as there is a hint of complain "you didn't give me what I needed the most" a contriving sentence"sab theek ho jayega" -----The moment he wants to rectify ,Di comes and asks her about her Babuji and all.

Her hands forwards a food container to have her salary.How small and innocent gesture she creates but without any smile or silly antics the same way she did the other day when he handed her the food after stopping her from all the silliness .

He so wanted her in the same avatar, so badly ,he wants his strength and her smile back .Period !either by manipulative and crafty words or by materialistic money

  but he wants his biggest deal, his Khushi back--------and how he will do that--- Continue in 101^st epi with my fav

Tu Hi Bata Mere Maula, Tu Hi Bata Mere Rabba
Faasle Meelon Ke Hain, Dono Hai Alag Disha,
Kabhi Ye Mil Payenge, Nahin Kisiko Hai Pata,
Nahin Kisiko Hai Pata

Symbolism and Connection:27oooRs check...27[by adding all together] It is the symbol of the divine light.Connection is simple as the above Sufiyana Kalam ,all Devine forces are working to bring these two soul mates together.Period!

Episode Part 98-99

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Episode Part 98-99

"I am convinced He[God] does not play dice."[Albert Einstein] one of my class Quotes is applying role here as written Fate vs writing Fate is playing hide and seek but from whom.I know only one thing as any fool can count the seeds in an apple but only God can count all the apples in one seed [read some where].If one side Slouchy Scorpion bows down to lie  for reaching his Khushi God is preparing a stubborn kind heart to bow down to every element in the book of  true emotions and relations to spread Khushi[happiness] around Khushi for getting Khushi[smile] in his colorless life.

Scene 1 Khushi-Payal-Shyam and Guptas[Queen-Knight-Slochy Rook and pawns]

Khushi who is not only Khushi by name but is a reason of khushi ,smile for others too regardless her own pain or distress which no one can ever imagine.Her entrance brings a smile on dead faces of Jiji, Amma, and Buaji.Her solaced hug to her Di is her escape from pain but this is her way of bringing their strength on surface too.Her hug is also bringing a stir in  Slouchy Scorpion's venomous brain and his urge to sting her as soon as possible .The only person in his way is Babuji who is  fighting for his daughter even in this unconscious state .

While one side Scorpion is entering his venom by reducing Oxygen other side God is entering his immortality [Amrit �Gods Nector]through air.[Just noticed That was not Shyam's voice which wanted him to die]"Bhagwan aapko Shanti de aur humain Khushiji"[May God gives you peace and me only Khushi](His bracelet is very visible.)Yes wait Scorpy, God is taking him along with his daughters in Shantivan without giving you Khushi.

 

Payal,"ab hum saath mein hain na tou sab theek ho jayega"[now we are all together ,everything will be fine] Khushi comes to see her father and Buaji yes its all HIS [God]blessings that Scorpy was on time to cut his  life line but don't make him GOD for heaven sake lady . Different colors come and go on Scorpy face when Buaji praises him and rage surfaces up in Babuji whose hand wants to squish him but Fate wants him mute and down from surfacing up and balancing other elements around to squish this scorpy 's slouchy moves forever .

 

Symbolisms and Connections:4 posters behind Babuji and circle upfront on the door

4 represents all earthy symbols and also represents incarnation .AND  Circles are often seen as protective symbols. Standing within a circle shields a person from supernatural dangers or influences outside of the circle.

Unfortunately Shyam also has a circle and 1 pic behind him.1 represents mighty power meaning God and he is protected by Babuji as Fate wants to protect and unify every relation before his revelation.

Connection as 4 posters means Bauji will come out of the danger and this circle means he will be protected by the venomous Slouchy Scorpion regardless of his multiple attempts and having a circle of protection by fate which is temporary for him until his revelation.

Khushi sees her father's flustered urge  to speak and smart cookie figured out Slouchy's name out of his mouth which makes Scorpy breathless but their pain and agony crosses all the limits after finding out their father is paralyzed .Scorpy won this time as he thinks but how far he can go with this success time will tell.

Pondering Connecting Dots:Slouchy Scorpion later did the same drama during Anjali's miscarriage.Today he was doing all the nautanki for Khushi and later all for Anjali but main motive is same Money and Status by keeping Anjali and Khushi side by side.

Babuji gives a helpless and debilitated look to Khushi and his handcuffed tongue uses the gazes to deliver the message to her child but teary eyes filled with pain are paralyzing the moment by itself.

               

Shyam with his Slouchy moves to convince Khushi in Mandir,"you have to protect Masaji and you have to make him Ok"�.but Khushi couldn't let him finish his sentence and shuts him up "Don't say like that�..I totally believe in DM and She is with me "Sab Theek ho jayega"[Everything will be fine!]

These are the "consoling words" she wants some one to say to her but as always no one understands the depth of her pain but one and he will be regretting for not doing this.She wipes off everyone's tears but hers are not seen by any one as even Payal "Khushi yeh kya ho raha hai"[what's going on Khushi?] regardless she cares for the most and Slouchy Scorpion's glaring eyes at Khushi �..yuck!  urging me to do something by sitting this side of the screen.The psycho has guts to see and hear from these ladies who have no clue "asli azab yeh hai"[he is the soul reason of every wrongdoing around you]

He wants to get rid of the soul reason of Khushi's belief system Babuji as Khushiji is Slouchy's soul reason to relish , aphrodisiac and libido .

He and Daiya ho BG joins Babuji to make him sure his daughter will be fine with him .uhhh.Dm and all the divine forces are in deep action  which is totally invisible by Shyam Manohar Jha and that is the beauty of it .He along with his cynical moves will fall in his own pit .Hats off to Abhass and his Slouchy moves which made us hate him so much.

 

Scene 2-Arnav-Anjali-Akash-Naniji &Mamiji

[King-Kind Rook-Knight-Bishop-Pawn] 

Anjali's concerns and desolation about Khushi and her family is aggrandizing . Akash's taking up stand in front of his mother is glorifying him in front of my eyes but also scrutinizing his mothers' doubts .Mamiji has forgotten her "Bita huwa Kal" how did she enter in Shantivan but hold on folks my Bishop ,Naniji [servant Unino Leader]is here to remind her real place and status before being Hello Hi �bye bye!

Arnav's concerns about Mamiji is commendable .Yummilicious in blue!

Anjali's disclosure of Babuji's heart attack strikes as a lightening attack on Arnav's mind and his conscious throws daggers on his brain to split to remember one FACE who was looking at him with million hopes. Her reflection is reflecting his remorseful act one more time without putting second thought. He is contradicting his own actions here as he has beaten up goons for her, he took care of her in fever and then he threw her out from her car and at the top she did not have money or phone so she supposed to know all of this or reach home .He proved himself an implacable but is he as he is extremely solicitous right now .Sometimes Yummilicious goes too far -----

Scene 3:-Khushi-Anjali-Akash-Payal and Gupta family[Queen-Kind Rook-both Knights and pawns] along with Slouchy 

Anjali and Akash comes to the hospital and Slouchy Shyam finds his way out because of his annoyance over them.Circle of protection is working both ways Babuji is protected by him and he is by everyone being exposed . Its Fate but as "Khuda ki Lathi Beawaz hai" and we humans don't feel that fear in our heart without knowing when this "Lathi" will come on you . Because this fear only keeps you from hurting some one's heart where He [God] resides.

 

Anjali consoles the poor family and then turns to disconsolate Khushi "Khushiji aap bohat himmat wali hain �aap ko tou apne parivaar ko sanmbhalna hai"[you are very strong and you are the one who is going to take care of your family] .

The family's despairing words forces Khushi to run out of  the room. Anjali's capitulate words reverberate in her head which made her sit down to hold herself together and who can she call except her Maa and friend DM to give her strength at this moment but today she needs someone more than her DM and DM knows her child needs someone's safe embrace to give her strength and to be with her in her distress moment----Her Strength Her Arnavji-----

 MOMENT OF THE DAY

Episode 97-Part 98

   

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EPISODE 97& Part 98

Nainital Trip Part-4 

Emotions ,feelings, and reactions are the driving forces which are binding humans in the circle of closeness where they find solace in each other.The pearls of emotions which Arnav and Khushi share since the day one are bringing them closer to this vortex ,the magnetic pull of which is not only getting stronger but also becoming inadmissible for them , especially for Arnav.

As in                                            EPISODE 55 He threw those pearls of emotions and desires of khushi's dress which he kept secretly because these resting in the palm of his hand made him feel her , touch her , hold her , and above all dignify her purity, her beauty, her innocence, her honesty of her heart & smile but yet throwing em away why because the  Walls of the great  ASR's  castle were weakening by the existence of one pure soul known as Khushi...

As ."In jazbaat aur ehsasat ki meri zidagi mein koi jagha nahin hai"[I have no room for these feelings and emotions]."Arnav Singh Raizada itna kamzore nahin keh woh eik larki keh khiyal ko aapne dimagh se na nikal sake"[ASR is not that weak who can't get rid of one girl out of his mind]

Those pearls which represented Khushi's existence for him in his life as a part of hers which came to him that day by destiny are ready to become his destiny now.That destiny which does not run by him or her and is screaming its existence not only around em but around their families too to become a part of this vortex in these epi more than ever.

Scene1-Shyam and Babuji[SS -Rook and Pawn]

[SS-Slouchy Scorpion]

Scorpion's true nature has been revealed but again destiny is holding something different here.Shyam always finds out his caging days through a reflection on a glass[two sides image] and exactly this is happening here.His reflection and Babuji's reflection is facing in the same direction as Babuji knows his direction and intention.

Love the way Scorched Truth Vs  Slouched Lie faced each other but here is the destiny which is playing a big game here and Babuji's Scorched Truthful hand gets into the strong clutch of Slouched Lie as he sends House ladies out of the house and the man of the house in the hospital for his life .Fate and destiny is using Scorpion's slouchy moves to pave the path for this family towards its destiny as Stingy wants to prepare its venom to kill the essence of their life  but destiny is preparing a "Masiha" a protector[Arnav] , a shield for this family to live,  flourish ,and brandish safely in the form of Arnav.

[Sorry guys couldn't bear the pain of a father so that's all I can write can't watch more]

Symbolism and connection:Buaji is forcefully giving 10 rupees to the driver.

Ten implies the completeness of the order of the cycle by nature meaning represents the creator and its creation.Connection is simple as Destiny  and Fate is completing its order regardless sometimes it seems painful to humans."Har kam keh peeche uski raza shamil hoti hai"  as Shyam is the reason two families will be closer than ever which is important to bring these soul mates together.First creator has sent Babuji's protectors on time to save him from Scorpion's wrath.3-ladies as 3 is # of success.

Scene2-Anjali , Akash &Payal ,and Mamiji[ Rook,Knights,Pawn]

Anjali and Akash's concerns and affection towards Guptas is reflecting Destiny's moves regardless Mamiji's insecure attitude .Akash is making sure to be in the hospital for two reasons.One to crush the dream of Jijaji along with Arnav Bhai"lagta hai humare dono saley humari itni mehnat keh bawajood humain chain se dobara ghori charne nahin dainge"[My both BIL will not let me marry again]

Second to be a protector of Payal as his looks were showing a determination of a promise which he made today with himself before leaving Payal.

Scene 3- Arnav and Khushi[King and Queen]

Arnav's solance his hand on Khushi's forhead is just like destiny is showering her with endowment which is here to alleviate every single pain of hers by replenishing her paths with protection and joy.His distress has no limit as this pearl which he tried to throw so many times is resting in the palm of his handtoday not only feeling his warmth but also giving him warmth of love and intimacy of hers which he wants to hold with both hands and that is a pure call of destiny.

Raba Ve rubs in where Her touch and brushing breath on his hand not only is evoking his desires for her as he touched her sweetness [jalaibi]through her hands with his lips and but also her lips are touching his sweet protectiveness which is always there unintentionally. Her warm touch is making him regret how badly he threw this pearl around last night . He ejaculates at the sight of her tears ,the pearls of love and care  she showered at him unintentionally  and today He is holding those pearls [tears] unintentionally again in the palm of his hands which have penetrated deep inside the Shell of ASR completely.Hats off to the creators and the original writers and directors  especially Ved Raj and Nissar.[Why do I feel he was removing those tears from her face while thinking about it as this is his deep desire to evaporate those for forever]

Today King is bowing down to her queen upon her touch , her request and her unintentional desire which is melting him "lamha ba Lamha" [every sec] and then the pain ,the agony brings him to the edge of closing his eyes as he indeed hurt her again."I'm sorry Khushi...I'm sooo sorry!" as he is saying it for every reason which brims her eye or gives her pain .His indulgence over this innocent beauty was melting him this moment.

 

PONDERING Connecting Dots: He puts his hand from now on on Khushi to the hospital and to the very end either in love or hate but she is in the Shell of ASR's [Arnav] protection now and forever"Hamesha" , especially in 101 where he wants to rectify his action for not saying "sab theek ho gyega" and then again in Mandir during forced marriage,by putting that Sindoor in hate but he was putting his hand regardless in hate, for his Di but also for his fear of losing her which in return was the protection for her from Shyam and his evilness.

-Today she is getting this warmth of his love and protection unintentionally but will crave and demand it after kidnapping where he will take her out of the pain of  the insecurities forever "Hamesha"

-Today he is bowing down without bowing his head in front of this filmy girl for her innocence and her values unintentionally and later he will bow down intentionally in filmy style for all the good she has.

Arnav,"Khushi...Tum ...Theek  tou ho na"[Khushi are you ok]  She just affirms as her moment is frozen in the mist of last night's events .His regretful voice tells her that car will be here but she is adamant I will go Delhi by myself which irritates him and makes him unfreeze her from the last night but a jeep of 5 goons stops .Love to see Khushi naturally walks beside and little back of ASR for protection and that speaks of her trust, her comfort and belief level with him. 

They both look at each other to understand what's going on as one of them with his wavy hair style sends the non-style threatening signals to Arnav.Khushi connects the dots of her Lehnga Choli...Wavy style pushes and punches Arnav and drags Khushi by grabbing her wrist and when she protests , finally slams her head to the jeep.That is the moment which freezes for him as she is touched and physically hurt by someone else and he roars by slaming down all the others in the way to reach his target.He shoves him, punches him, kicks him, slams his head and has no control to stop as she sees it.."Arnavji bas kijye...bas kijye ...mar daleinge kya...."[Arnavji are you going to kill him]

Arnav in his rage ,"hann Mar daloonga ...iski himmat kaise huee tumhain ...and then her pearly controlled touch not only forces him stop right in the air immediately but also makes him to realize what was he doing...Amazingly she does not remove her hand till he comes to his senses completely ..is there any other proof they need that they are divinely touched  soul mates ...

Khushi in her deep dazed state,"what happened to you...he just pushed me and you'..." and my my my what a look he gives her by coinciding with Raba Ve.His possessiveness, fondness, devotion and fidelity is written all over this slow turn of his head along with tenderness, attachment, love , affection and pain in his one look.Seriously Barun is "Chalta phirta ASR" how can he say that anyone can be ASR...impossible

Its impossible for her to inhale blazing glares of him filled with intensity which forces her to bring  her gazes down but she can feel his daggers right into her skin as he is no mood to look away...The moment he looks away she gauges him to find answers of her million questions .But as I said he is his protector no matter what as this urge to protect her started from the very 1^st epi when she fell in his arms and its never ever going to diminish as "Hamesha sanmbhalata rahoonga"

 

PONDERING Connecting Dots: -His half eye as" eye of Horus " as he is a his protector no matter what in love or hate.

Today he is beating up the goons for her safety and later he will beat but get beaten too for her safety.[Kidnapping ]

While driving back Delhi,the reverbration of events and her words bring him to the reality "Why did I react like that"...

Just like her chup ,her silence bothers him the same is with her as the level of trust and belief has been changed.His three hrs constant "placidity"is unbearable for her.Her blabbering.com  is filled with apologies and plea to instigate him to speak whether its filled with scolding and taunting.Wow!  ...What a journey "jab se aap humain mile hain tub se  humari aukad aur haisiat ki yaad dila rahe hain..."[since you meet me always remind me of my status and class] and today it does not bother her at all and all she wants to just hear his voice no matter what to make sure he is alright.But he is having a war of his heart and brain over here as he tries every time to throw her out of his life but she is always there challenging him stronger  than ever before...

 

Khushi's concerns for his wounds and his health are written on her open book face as "Dekhiyeh aap humain daant lo...."Arnav politely, "just shut up"....and that brings a delightful smile on her face which assured her his safety as he is ok and not that angry that much.Delhi brought her joy as she is here near with her Amma and Babuji [stars] but fate still wants her away from the agony and pain for some more time with her protector away from the filth and slush which can smudge the purity of this pearl...[hey bina Dil keh Dili is Dil wali now][# 3 is the symbol of victory as well as masculine #]

Khushi,"shut up that's good at least you said something after three hrs...you were angry when you were beating those goons , you did good as now they will not see any girl in bridal avatar from now on...

"waise eik baat poochain...unhon ne humain itna sa Dhaka diya aur apne itna mara'agar wo hum par haath uthate tou...[may I ask they just pushed me and you hit them so much if they actually hit me then..]

Arnav clutching his steering  while gritting his teeth slams the breaks "get out"

Khushi,"Kya.kyuon...ab hum ne kya kia"[Why what did I do now]

Arnav,"by closing his eyes and calmly "get out"

Khushi,"par hum ghar kaise jayengey".....[how will I go home?]

Arnav by giving her money,"take this and cab and go home"

Khushi in fluster can't open her seat belt when he hastily opens it and throws it on her side.She gets down dissipatedly and he sees her in the viewing mirror by his side eyes but droves away by ignoring her dependence on him...

PONDERING Connected Dots:He threw her out from his car after Janmashtami in the night with hate and today he is doing the same but with the fear of over whelming and uncontrolled emotions & desires for her which are driving him crazy and insane.Today he threw the belt and during Rakshabandhan he stopped the car to put the belt on her by hovering on her to give her Dhak Dhak..

She walks home and as her protection is off and she is very much vulnerable to get hurt as the news of her Babuji which removes ground under her feet as Her Star Babuji got a heart attack .Khushi's pain has no limit...The pearls[tears] which Arnav kept in the palm of his hand and trying to remove by caressing her face are back as these pearls her tears are not going anywhere..

 

Symbolism and Connection: Khushi's reflection as she is looking at it ,she is misunderstanding him and had no clue of his inner turmoil, while her constant gaze on his car's mirror looking at him shows her dependence and belief in him.[as Egyptian views it shows your inner desire and belief]

Arnav comes home in hasty and clumsy way and Om prakash couldn't convince him otherwise to listen to him .Straight to room ,bag is thrown away in his anger filled with beclouded thoughts ,again reverberated moments of beating up goons and her concerned words bringing Lava out of him as he slams the closet door and moves away along with blazing ASR tone 

 Then "aagar wo hum pe haath uthate tou"......While on his recliner with closed eyes as not only her touch but her concerned words are sedatives for him,"kal tak mein us se pareshan tha. Tou phir  aaj kya ho gaya hai mujhe"[I was annoyed by her until yesterday then what happened today]

PONDERING CONNECTING DOTS:

You were Upset [Pareshan ]with her ---hmmm

You were upset  with her ------

-when you were saving her in guest house ,couldn't resist admiring her and losing your heart while marking with her blood

-During Berserahi didn't mind following her to talk and then admiring her during puja and yes being upset why didn't she talk to the Mighty ASR

-During Teej feeling upset by having urge to save her as this is your right

-In office you were upset when she left you to Lukhnow for "Hamesha" and due to that you couldn't sleep or do anything except staring at her door  and threw those pearls and then again back to square one you are upset with her ,you must be joking Mighty Yummilicious ! ASR 

Lamha-e-Fikeriya[Thinkable moment]:As in EPISODE 55

"Eik saye ki tarah cha gaye hai dimagh peh...Baar baar usi ka khial usi ka chehra...jaise challenge kar rahi ho...nahin mein har man ne walon mein se nahin hoon'

Acceptance of raving emotions in the wilderment of this ocean is blustering with ASR BG tone but each word shows the honesty and depth of the ocean of his raging emotions ,those pearls, which he has thrown out but was he successful with that  then or even now by throwing her out of his car  ..hmmm...just  beautiful yet painful thought