Episode 303

Episode 303

Insecurities... 

Episode starts where we left , with insecurities. Insecurity of a sister, who is doubting her brother.A brother whose heart was locked in a tight fortress .. away from LOVE and finally he found his love none other than Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada .. 

A man finds his lady love in his arms, finally feeling at home feeling peace in days after he messed up .. only to have the moment rudely interrupted by his family .. & more to it.. his most beloved sister .. who is his life has disregarded him by walking away from him completely in pain being broken. ... same his life without whom he can't even breathe, his Khushi walks away being sad. He doesn't stop there, he knows how to mend things as he knows how to crack deals.He manages to make his sister see the truth in his heart and she smiles & accepts the TRUTH seeing in his eyes, in words, and on his face. The Truth that Arnav is in LOVE...

Arnav feels most the pain his sister is going through and knows why, because of Khushi but still he makes her see through that his di is still his major priority as always but he is stern in his words that Khushi is his life too and he can't live or breathe without her. "uske bina mujhe lagta hai ke meri sansain ruk jayengi..." Yes, his di said those words and he is telling her that you were right...Did she accept all the terms of her Chote? We know she didn't as she shows a cold shoulder when Khushi wanted to come forward and hug her but Anjali just talked as formal to show her Chote that she knows what Khushi has a place in his heart and she accepts that.Insecurity is still there, MU is still there but that one small gesture brings a smile to her brother...

Propping over his arm, lying down next to his beautiful wife .. with love in his eyes, My Gosh, he is looking like a Greek God here who talks only with her when she is asleep.Very coward and insecure Greek God he is... he says he has managed to pacify his Di and she understands. hmm, he was telling Khushi or he was making himself to believe this??? .. he feels things will now be fine .. hmm, so that is why you are talking to her when she is not awake??? Ah, then here our mischievious ASR comes and reminds her that she lost today to his challenge .. she did run into his arms .. making her have to accept him as her husband.

Here lies his insecurity, his fear of losing her, losing his love, he can't say things openly to her because he is afraid.He is afraid that he will lose her.Since he messed up after the kidnapping and saw her leaving he is more afraid than before because she did this before too, remember, He was standing in front of her door with a lock thinking she left for Lukhnow. He will tell her in the farmhouse by taking a promise that doesn't leave me ever but here he is saying that it is easy to talk with you when you are asleep.That is why he is telling her that you lost the challenge and now you have to accept me as your husband.

He is afraid to tell her when she is up because then he has to show her what TRUTH his heart holds and then she will have a choice and that choice might not be in his favor.Why? Because he has done wrong to her.This is his remorse which is speaking.After all his EGO is huge.He will shake off this EGO when she will leave and he has to bring her back again by blackmailing yet he will open his heart and will bind her by a pearl necklace with purity of his heart.No problem dear ASR you don't know Khushi, she is a true reflection of yours in EGO.Don't forget she left you right after marriage by saying that "then see what can I do?" and you were on the streets looking for her.Ha...Time is here again for you to do the same...Awe, poor ASR and KKGSR and their challenges...

Here comes the morning which brings another blow and here is another insecure soul who sacrifices herself.She has decided to move away from RM under the lies of Buaji's sickness because she thinks everyone will be ok without her but she has no idea, her MR.Raizada won't... [Remember she doesn't know that Arnav had talked with Anjali and Payal had a patch up with Akash] SO she manages to convince nani when Arnav returns from his Jogging .. she moves to their room to pack ... and he follows. Seeing her packing, his face falls oh he remembers the other night when she was leaving and he stopped her but not today.

 He quickly hands over his clothes to her to pack as well but she refuses with a convincing matter at hand .. He looks at her and tries to reassure her that he has a conversation with his Di...Stop, he didn't finish telling her, did he? NOPE...here lies his insecurity as he knows Di didn't accept all the terms yet...as Anjali shows some response later to Khushi when she was leaving and tells her to have breakfast before that but still shows a cold shoulder...

He quickly gets it that something is not right with Khushi... He hands her a packet of channas to eat which she accepts, Aha, yes no designer bag, fairy lights, cake or whatever...This was his heart, his simple yet pure gesture as a gift of love and she smiles...yes, She accepted him , this is a thoughtful thing he did keeping her in his mind and she loved it...

Finally, her heart picked up his LOVE and her smile brimmed with tears in her eyes.She knows he loves her a lot. They bend down together to pick up some of the dropped channa. 

Even though Anjali showed her concern yet it feels empty to Khushi but she still celebrates it for her LG's smile to make his heart at peace.She knows he wants to see that too.How both know each others' pain and level of sukoon

Arnav being careful and sensitive to Khushi once again goes about challenging her.I love it, now he is telling her seeing that she accepted his love... brings about how she lost the challenge .. & how she now had to accept him as her husband ...see he is looking for reassurance that will you be back  ...The very same way he asked at GH on her birthday before leaving...BUT now he is telling her that he is committed to her , is she in this commitment? I must say, this scene could be better but the message was done.

Khushi leaves RM even her attempts fail not to go with him.He escorted her to reach GH where she refuses to let him come in with excuses. When Arnav stops her asking her why she was so sad ... 

 

He is picking up her nuances.He sings, kind a reminds her the Suhana song to her .. which also fails to bring a smile from his lady love .. he cups her chin asking her ..why she is worried and sad? .. 

His concern oozing out of his voice the very same way this morning when he entered and sees her going upward leaving Nani in her sadness. she lies and reassures him that the concern is for BUAJI ... she turns to leave, her voice is breaking, tears in her eyes and she says "Hum Chalte hain" Ha, she didn't say Hum Atey hain neither to Nani nor to Arnav like last time.when she came to GH she said "I will come back" .And that is what he wants to hear, He stops her, wanting to ask her ... KHUSHI .. TUM ... ?? [ Khushi , You???" "Will you come back???" He wants to ask but She just looks at him and says I am going...

A heartbreaking and heartfelt scene must say... But will he let her leave...We know that answer, Blackmailer ASR is always by Arnav's side...winking...

 Arnav-Khushi Hamesha