Episode 332

Episode 332

 passion vs obsession...

Man can never know the loneliness a woman knows. A man lies in the woman's womb only to gather strength, he nourishes himself from this fusion, and then he rises with his own self-centered needs and works where he gets busy yet among them one or the other rises with a passion to hurt the same womb...Shyam is one of them who carries a passion to hurt the womb to get the strength...Shyam's plan got me completely off guard when I saw this first time as I did not expect that from any human but he is no longer human but instead a monster.

 On the other hand, for a woman sensuality for her is not only a wave of pleasure in which she is bathed in but the love which she feels with her man is an act of birth and rebirth for her. Motherhood is a rebirth of her own individuality...Which Khushi tried to make Anjali understand but she didn't get that and tried to kill her own child that day.

This episode starts with Anjali's restlessness to search for Shyam, to save him from the wrath of Arnav. While the celebrations are on downstairs.  Everyone is still dancing when Khushi notices Anjali looking worried.  She approaches her and asks her if everything ok. Anjali tells her she is okay and then proceeds upstairs to her room after seeing Payal taking Khushi away and making her dance again. Anjali sees Shyam's shadow over their bedroom's window without knowing that he created this illusion to bring her in the bedroom.

Here something is really disturbing, Anjali is handicapped and she can't walk without braces and we have seen this many times in the show. Now she was walking with great difficulty just for her husband who is ready to take away one small happiness of her life "her child" and that one is what makes her so happy moments ago.

Here I can totally understand why was she blind, a woman like her who is handicapped... had childhood trauma, parents' death, a broken marriage and now she didn't want to have another stigma of her husband. She surely knows he is not honest yet at this point when a man is giving her anklets for the unborn child, disguise himself as a dhol wala, she couldn't think of him otherwise.He was there for her, this is her thinking and she is right. 

But one thing  she is not right about that as a mother her love and focus supposed to be her child, the moment she got hurt, her feet were wounded, her husband should not be the priority, I am sorry folks, I am a headstrong woman and a lioness for my kids, I literally despise this attitude and behavior or women, no offense but if you don't stand up for yourself no one will be with you no matter what and how much your hubby loves you...because Anjali walks back on that rug to come out of the room, that was undigestable for me and for the person who was never there for her...I am speechless here, Anjali carries a blind, utterly delusion, and irrational mind and CV has shown it so casually and I know some women like this but this is what I never grasped why? This was not good writing in my eyes...period!

  

 As Anjali enters her room, she steps on the broken glass pieces, causing her immense pain as Shyam looks on from behind a corner.  Limping, she looks through her room to find him but is unsuccessful.  She then decides to leave, while Shyam is smirking as his plan is working.  While taking a dance break, Khushi gets a call from Garima who said she had to return home as the nurse told her the medicines ran out.  She explains this to Buaji and Dadi takes this as an opportunity to point out that she still hasn't met Garima.  NK gets the music to play again and everyone joins in on the song sequence of "Mehndi lagake rakhna" with Arnav and Khushi sharing a cute moment together.  

Anjali leaves her room in pain, trying to remove the glass pieces from her foot and look for Shyam.  As she approaches the stairs, Shyam looks on from the electrical box.  He remembers the live wire he left open and waits for her to reach the stairs.  As she gets closer and closer to the live wire and Shyam attaches the electrical wires outside.  Just then, Anjali touches the live wire on the staircase and receives a huge shock of electricity.  She cries out in pain as the entire family looks up to see her about to fall.

I felt bad for a mother who lost her child,she lost her most beautiful dream and hope, with whom she shared her every moment of happiness and loneliness as Khushi explained to her that your child will be your strength the day she went to the hospital to kill her child by herself thinking of her husband who was thrown out.I felt really bad for this woman whose blind belief and trust in her husband or his insecurities of this society which gives nothing but pain...

While taking a dance break, Khushi gets a call from Garima who said she had to return home as the nurse told her the medicines ran out. She explains this to Buaji and Dadi takes this as an opportunity to point out that she still hasn't met Garima. NK gets the music to play again and everyone joins in on the song sequence of "Mehndi lagake rakhna" with Arnav and Khushi sharing a cute moment together.  

Loved the mini sangeet ceremony though,it was beautifully plotted and displayed though short it was. Everyone was enjoying.Lovd mami-bua combo...Dhamal it was...

especially loved ARSHI...  

but ever these two people will able to enjoy their own happiness peacefully..?

Arnav really was smiling in a carefree manner, showing his wife his needs, the passion he carries for her, desires he carries in his heart, he wants her and she knows it and shows the same. She brings all women around her and dances

 

Sehra saja ke rakhna

Chehra chupa ke rakhna

Laine tujhe o gori 

ayengey tere sajna

  

  

He stood there watching her amusingly, reading all the meaning of her unsaid words and said ones...Nani pushes her close to him and he just couldn't take his eyes off of her... leans his head to sideways and reaches her lips...showing her his heart-wrenching desires. She burns up, cheeks heated to a flame...

She teases him, plays along and does everything which not only incites him but makes him reach to the point where he walks towards her as always in her predatory walk and grabs her hand ...pulls her close without caring of anyone.

ab aur kuch na karna ab aur kuch na kehna

ye dil ki baat apne dil main daba ke rakhna

  

Surrendering herself to his desires she glides her hand over his heart just to show him, she wants the same but makes him aware of the surroundings and putting aside all he pulls her in a passionate hug. This is a man who is in love and doesn't hesitate to show either. 

She encircles her arms bathing herself at this moment, she is his half and doesn't hesitate to hug him back.She closed her eyes and both come out of this beautiful moment when the family starts dancing around them.Both shyly get separated and danced along but one scream halts the joy and envelops it with the horror.The horror which NK was talking about...

Arnav who lost his childhood so early, being forced to face this evil world at the age of fourteen, did everything he could to save his di. He took care of her and for this child one night he dragged a girl to be his wife forcefully so his di could have her life without a wrinkle. You know this is called fate and I do believe in it.The unpredictability of life events makes your belief stronger and gives you strength at the same time but it shows you there is a power of God you can't deny. But Arnav used to play God...he doesn't believe in God...

The whole family waits outside while Anjali is in the operation theater. Nani is the one who cries the most, dishearted, she is the one who is a pillar of these kids all of her life...She was devastated of all.

 Love the scene when Khushi holds Arnav's hand yet he doesn't encircle his fingers with her.In the background, Nani is looking at them. Khushi's silent support is his strength, He was remembering how was she happy knowing of her motherhood. Khushi remembers when she told her that this child is your future and a ray of hope...If Anjali could ever have faith in these words...Alas!

"Why sorry?"

Arnav snapped in that way of his as the doctor said, "i am sorry" a couple of times.The anger is oozing showing he was losing his control as anger is the only shield he got at this point.

Fear of losing his di...the child was not in his mind at this point...I guess or maybe both.



"what the hell are you saying dammit!... say something!" he yelled and yanked at the same time with his closed fist... even doctor gets halted in his track.Khushi places her hand to make him calm... and he finds out about the baby.The fear of loss once again he had to gather in his rim of tear...

     

  

The color red is for passion, lots of red in this event, yet red is also for danger, and that we are seeing here.The obsession of a Phycho taking revenge from two people who destroyed his plan of making Khushi his and getting the wealth of Arnav...He used the weak link Anjali and that one person couldn't cope with one fact and reality that he is not hers.

This is the offscreen onscreen scene ...