Episode 333 -Part 334

Episode 333 -Part 334

A wrinkle in time...

"Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it. 
 J.K. Rowling, 

An emotional roller coaster ride throughout the episode but the thing which stood out for me was more like an eye opener...The one I felt for a moment and it felt a splinter in my soul too seeing how a young man held that wrinkle of his past too close to deal with the pain and moved forward like a warrior with his pointy sword...his ager, his anguish, his hatred which indeed were and still are the fuel of his lonely life and somewhat successful materialistic life.

The other side,  the young girl whose parents died on the day of her wedding learned how to hide her fears and insecurities behind a belief that nothing is wrong and everything is alright...Yes, she started living in a bubble.This episode made it clear why things are the way these are...A brother who could do anything for his di but today he is looking at her helpless from the outside of the door had no courage to help her, console her...

We've gotten a glimpse of the past from Arnav's POV.

The first, a wrinkle which will never go away from the heart of this time. Anji comes to her senses, does she?

No

Loved Anjali here, the way she believed no one even though they were all literally crying and telling her that the child is no more, but she yells instead. She even yells at Khushi.

Khushi who looks at Arnav believing in that he will come for his di and make her understand but finds him looking away,her heart knew he can't face hs di and her pain.One important thing here to be noticed that Anjali accepted Khushi wholeheartedly, her faith in her has restored when she said to her go to Arnavad console him...

Di, who denies all, yells at all, screams at all, makes all to believe her that she is fine and her child is fine, but the moment her eyes meet with her brother, her Chote's tearful silent eyes...an irreplaceable connection of a brother to her sister where he makes her see the truth, no words ever needed here...

A squeal released realizing that one touch was missing, her baby was no more...yes she lost everyone and hope too along with it.This was the reason she was finding solace in Shyam... 

A brother closed his eyes and let the tears flow, his hands froze in the air he had no Himmat, co courage to face his sister...who was crying in Khushi's arms...Khsuhi comes out and asks Arnav to come and console his sister, she needs him but no 

Not today...

A new bride, his lover, his strength, his sister's strength who stays back with him, knowing his state of mind, his sister's state of mind...tries her best to convince him his sister needs him the most yet he has no courage to face his fate...

A man who used to say that he writes destiny of all, was completely helpless in front of destiny, had no way out...HIs words

"Jab di thodi si Khushi ho jaati hai mujhe lagta hai sab theek hogaya...don't know why?...everything goes away...maa, baap, pati aur ab bacha..." I literally had tears...Yes a wrinkle in time where you lose this touch of trust that maybe something good will come your way..as all you deal all of your life is just plain pain...

"Main Bhagwan ko nahin manta..."

"Main apni kismat khud likhta hoon and auron ki bhi"

A mighty ASR and his words

Today, He walks away leaving everyone behind, had to, he needed some time by himself. A man who never believes in God, The God who was watching over him all along and today was making him complete to take some steps towards this belief that there is a power who has control of the matters of your life. Once Khushiu said to him in the temple," Ek di aisa ayega aur aapko pata chalega ke jo kuch bhi aapne apne likha hai who devimaiya ne aapke haath pkad ke aapse likhwaya hai..."

This is the day...

Walking back and forth, under the blessings of Lord Ganesh [The God of completeness][ The God of removing obstackles] he was fighting his demons, completely surrendered by the emotional setback. Head down and when Khushi comes closer, he cries his heart out calling himself a blood failure dammit...He was remembering when his did told him about the baby, when she tried to abort that child, two extreme scenes and he breaks down...He lays his bare soul infront of Khushi...

Here he compares his father with Shyam...14 years back, he witnessed his parents' fight over a misunderstanding.Arnav's mother sees her husband with another woman. The result of the MU is a complete devastated if you ask ...She commits suicide and his father followed the suit blaming himself for the inevitable.

I must say here the story has loopholes in my eyes.One side we have seen Arnav's mother and her strong faith and values towards life and loved ones and the other side the same woman is committing suicide without thinking about her kids, her daughter who was getting married...the same day.I just can't digest that...

All this shattered the whole family... and two kids were thrown on the streets.The kids who changed their last names to hide from that past and that is why HIding from fate and facts is in nature of Anjali.

It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone

That day, 14 years old stood up to pick up the pieces of his life just for HIS di... and he did try to remove this wrinkle yet once a wrinkled paper remains wrinkled...but you can write on it whatever you want and that is what he did try...

Today that man of ego and the strong head was a complete mess who found solace in Khushi's arms.A healing persona who is his strength now...not anger.

She makes him understand there are things which are pure destiny and that neither written by you and me nor run by anyone else...

ASR who played God and made decisions on one night when he married witth Khsuhi seeing the same lie his father...Khushi in Shyam's arms. He didn't tell Anjali anything about Shyam that time but why he blamed Khsuhi on the bridge for not telling Anjali about Shyam's truth.I think he should've told her by himself.Why not...\

But 'Main wohi karta hoon jo mujhe sahi lagta hai..."

Was he doing the right thing not telling Anjali? No.He brought Anjali to this state and today he was accepting it...realizing it...but now he can't face his sister, how will he console her...

He needs an assurance, strength and he gets it from Khushi.She hugs him and lets him cry, lets him take out all of his pent up anger, frustration, sadness, loss, fear and then holds his hand...

"It is the touch of a lover's arms that I so desperately crave, not the memories of a love no longer mine. 
 D.S. Mixell

"hum aapse wada karte hain Arnavji...aapko jo bhi di se kehna hoga, aap khud keh payenge...humain poora viswaas hai..."

Yes, a wrinkled paper of his life got new writing...with a belief, with a strong ink of strength..right from his own love...The love who is ready to embrace him the way his mother used to...