Episode 296

Episode 296

Kya Kar Rahi Ho?

What are you doing?

The happiness of di was always important and this is why he married Khushi.didn't he?When he was ready to confess the word which was not meant for him..."I love you"

He said those when he was abducted and now he is looking for reasons to say it again making all changes in that contract...will and all but after a big mess.

But now again he is ready to break her brutally...

Next words make me cry...

"It is all your fault, Khushi...because if you hadn't come, Shyam would not have done what he did and di remained happy in her world..."

How cruel he is here...He is unforgivable beyond imagination...

Khushi looks up, a small world of her again is shattered,A silence, no words, just lonely tears...

"You are the biggest mistake of my life, Khushi Kumari Gupta,

I wish I'd never met you..."

He leaves without even looking at her.How can he? He can't face the truth, can't stand her tears...Arnav has just dug himself a big hole and practically buried himself in it in my eyes.Yes, he is upset and feels helpless but that does not give him any excuse to go blame the one person who practically saved the family and his own life. I am shocked that he still has not learned from his past mistakes.

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Khushi sits down by the pool side, completely baffled, dazed trying making sense of it...and he goes driving in the dark. in the SUV,and the memories start roaming.

di in that hospital, her wedding and the gunshot.nani's words, mami's accusations about Khushi near Anjali

But now heart picks up her closed eyes and tears, that mehsoos are way strong now...

His own words circle him... Khushi, Stop crying.. a beautiful beat of the heart reminds him ... Khushi, I love you.[ I love this part]

Khushi runs and hugs him that very first time in that room among boxes, she gets hurt saving him from thorns, from goons and started falling before his eyes as he struggles to free himself...and then his struggle to revive her.

This brings him to a point that she is a woman who is equally important as his di, didn't he say to her,"you have to walk with me as an equal partner..." then how come he forgot that?

Now realization seeps in, She is a girl without whom he can't live. and today again he broke her with his bitterness

A sanity dwells in after all of his yelling and driving.Apeace which makes him realize what he has done?

Halting his car in the middle of road, one word comes to his remorse lips

dammit!

"What have I done?"

This scene sets the stage for Arnav's ultimate redemption. He's going to have to prove himself big time in order for her to forgive him. If I were Khushi: Make this Khadoos beg. This just may be his biggest lesson to date, that's it.Me angry with him big time...

No one can make me at peace today...me in ASR mode bas...

The night, the sky, the stars, the poolside, every element had witnessed every moment of their lives so far.They both met here the first time and he saved her from falling into this pool which she dropped his typewriter.Their first kiss to their heartbreak.Their fights to their patch up moments.He always says things and regrets later.She knows and never gets angry of his scolding yet its been days she was getting dragged into a filth by the very same person Shyam just to save Arnav's life and today he himself insulted her over Shyam again.She was shocked and hurt beyond repair.Both were visibly hurt. Arnav was hurt too, no doubt yet he was beyond brutal but he was feeling hurt more than ever after realizing what has he done. "Khushi!..." He entered in a rush, knowing he has done wrong, moved a little closer with a fear, very much visible on his face.He looks at her.Eyes met and say many things but she averts.

sitting there packing her clothes, she was encircled by her own walls today, busy with her bag. Absolutely not giving in...maybe pain and hurt, when reached to a certain point makes you cold-hearted or numb..quite natural... He knew this would not be easy to set right at this time,a calculated mind but a needy heart was begging through eyes... Kya kar rahi ho What are you doing? .

There is a visible need for her, his Khushi, the very same way, in episode 124 when he found out that she was engaged and in anger he said it matters to me because ... But he never completed the reason of his need.He did when he was abducted. That day, she was not his.He has to let her go because she was wearing someone else ring. Today, she is his.His woman, his wife, with his sindoor and manglsutre.How can he let her go...

But she is hurt, flowing tears have no control but somehow she is not warm, she is not letting him in.I found it so natural and I strongly believe that distance is necessary among couples in such cases, Don't take me wrong.Not splitting apart, just away from each other's eyes when both are hot-headed and angry and hurt have no limit then it is better to take time out and let it go.It does make you realize the importance of many things and makes you act better and wiser in many ways. When Khushi leaves him later and says to him that change was inevitable, yes this change sometimes is important. "Khushi, whatever I said, I didn't mean it.Please don't do this right now..." He pleads as he is tired and torn in between his sister and Khushi.His desperation is so its peak. But she is not ready to reconcile, torn herself. as usually takes the blame... "You were right, if I were not there, nothing like this would ever have happened.." He had enough, admonished her..."Khushi!...

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 She is persistent and that grows his desperation more than ever.A man who never pleaded never showed his emotions with this thought that he would look like a desperate one today had all out open in front of her. Holding her hand, he turned her around, begs but her saying that she can't see anyone hurt because of her especially him. "Khushi, you can't go like this..." His voice gets thicker and a bit stern.So ASR gets angry when the pain gets to him. "Let me go, I can't see Anjali di in this mess because of me.." Here the first time he had found peace in her, a girl who brought a sunshine in his life, how could he let that darkness back in which he was in after his mother. He answered," and me??? aur main???

These words show clearly, ASR has changed into a man in love.A man who used to be in his own shell where no one could reach but Khushi.He wanted to be happy having his Khushi but she made him release her hand with one question, a question which he had no answer yet "If your di is unhappy, will you be happy???" She turns but he won't let her...nostril flare and Arnav takes the cloak of ASR.He resorts to the only thing he can, threatening her.

 He reminds her that she cannot leave as their contract marriage is not up yet and she can only leave after. Khushi is shocked hearing him calling their marriage still a contract, after everything that has happened. He says that if she leaves, he promises to do what he said on their wedding day making Payal's life hell. She agrees to stay but also lets him know one more thing, that he has not changed. He is still Arnav Singh Raizada, the monster, who cares about no one other than himself and he can't change no matter what. Standing there, turning his face, being unable to take her tears, unable to face her, he pretended he didn't care as he threatened dire things. and when she had left the room.

A sheer pain covers his face,words poured through him. " sorry Khushi, I had to do this, but how can I let you go... The feeling is brimming within his voice...when he confessed and takes an oath... "I will get you back before the end of this contract.." 

Khushi needed solace and finds in his di, Payal.That shows how strong their bond is. Utterly a beautiful scene in between two sisters. Later in their room, Khushi reflects on how Arnav stopped her from leaving. She remembers how he married her... He notices that she's looking at the stars and feels immense guilt. He again consciously apologizes for what he said and admits that he caused her a lot of grief and sadness. He vows to win her back and make her a part of his life forever. "I am sorry, Khushi,I" ve hurt you so much, but, I will win you back and make you a part of my life forever and ever..."

He abides by this promise and fights with every demon...to get her back The next day, Arnav wakes up to find Khushi missing. As he searches the house for her, he accidentally ends up asking Anjali if she had seen her. Nani tells Arnav not to worry about Anjali and informs him that Khushi went to Buaji's house early in the morning, Oh, that causes an angry Arnav to storm off to get her back. At Buaji's house, Buaji is wondering if everything is ok as Arnav did not come with her. Khushi informs her that he had some work and was busy. Khushi jokes around that she ran away from RM. She then prays to Devi Mayya asking for forgiveness to the fact that she did not inform her parents or Buaji of what happened at the Raizada house. As she prays, Arnav walks in and begins to question her as to how she dare defy him.Doesn't she know what he can do..." again a feel of Kya kar rahi ho...what are you doing?

As he questions her, Buaji and her parents walk in to see him. Buaji informs him that every year on her birthday, she comes running to her house to eat jalebi and rabri made specially by Buaji's hands. Hearing that today is Khushi's birthday leaves Arnav shocked and speechless. Eyes met with many questions, Why didn't you say so... the answer came across, you never care, busy hurting me around??? Eyes never rest all this time filled with anguish, complaints but hearts were always looking for each other... His guilt sets the stage for his redemption. The fact that he felt sorry for not only blaming her but for also forcing her to stay back by bringing up the contract marriage. No doubt, he is at a tight spot.Right now,...