Episode 48

"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time'." Thomas Edison

This is the Quote I have in my class and is lingering at the back of my head today by watching this epi as all the main players are just doing exactly what this quote is screaming with the thunder bolt of Edison's words. 

Khushi is in her befuddled state calls Shyam to find out whether she can stay or not in her mind as Buaji tried to chain her thoughts [to apne dil ko manao na'] to try here as this is the best option.She just want one more time A reason to get back her routines in Delhi [as Delhi itni bi buri nahin hai'] as her heart is not letting her go , not giving up BUT her mind is saying YES you have to let it go.

 

That day her Jiji was insisting to go back Delhi but she wasn't, as her heart... her "Rakshus" was her savior regardless he did not want to see her face and summoned her to dungeon "guest house".Today she is persistant to leave Delhi as her heart her "Rakshus" got her summon to her heart regardless she told him he will not see her face as she is going to the dungeon "Lukhnow" by punishing themselve in this dungeon of "propinquity"

She told him a lie and wanted to make it truth by telling more lies to herself as"humain farak nahin parta"' She is so vulnerable at this state of proximity'.just love her so innocent yet childhish'.

"Jiji, pata nahin humnai sahi faisla liya hai keh nahin'. kash kahin sai humain koi aisa ishara milega jo hum sai  kahega keh  khushi tumne bilkul sahi faisla liya hai."'..Par aisa humsai khabhi koi bolta tou nahin hai''[Jiji I want some sign which can tell me whether I made a right decision or not'But nobody says this to me'..]      

                                                Who do you want to deliver this  sign to you  Khiushi '.hmmm'DM or Arnavji'.

DM' move is brilliant this time as SHE hides herself from Khushi's mind  to give her the SIGN as Khushi forgot her putting in her suitcase or must say she forgot considering her "Rakshus" to put upfront as she is leaving him in Delhi in befflement to just give her story a reality check...hmmm...I don't think so...because she can't get away from his SPELL as he saved her as well as her DM...as he is just by name her "Rakshus" but in reality he is her "Savior" now...

 Pause here:[Shaitan is her Rajkumar turning into one "eik hi" now]

 

She is trying to give up all these hovering thoughts...

".As DM's Dupatta fell down as Dupatta is sad because Dupatta is only happy when Arnav is around but ..SIGN'is  .As she is holding it with both hands and he was catching DM.It means she will save her Jiji's wedding and Anjali wedding and he will marry her but not with respect as DM's Chunari falls down.

  

Shyam as not giving up in diverting Anjali's attention with his "Jalaibis" tongue full of deceits as everybody loves his Jalaibis...,his lies... which is making him so nonchalanced and selfsatisfied.He seems "savior" to her but in reality is worse than "Rakshus"...

Pause here: Because of disconnection with Khushi ,it will be possible for Khushi to have sweet shop idea which will lead her to her "Rakshus".

   

 La's entrance is a bit awkward as the girl has no idea of aarti's round round gives her round round around Naniji as she does not like this round round girl around Arnav or in RM doing her round round  all around...She is not giving up as she is trying to win Arnav's family...

Pause here:La's character is unique as this gal has guts to come forward and do which is not her traits just for the sake of Arnav and at the top she knows he does not love her...not giving up just trying over and over...

 

During "aarti" the only one "Shakal" one face who has been snatched away from his eyes is doing round round infront of his eyes as so much to say in denial "sochna nahin chahta..Bhoolna chata hoon"...That Shakal is not giving up just trying to challenge go ahead and forget me over and over...

Pause here:[mein tumhari shakal dekhna nahin chahata...  aap humari Shakal dekhna nahin chahte...Signal is RED and their train is not leaving or giving up the station...but trying to make them more irritate...

 

 Arnav is watching and trying not to lose his temper infront of Nani."Bina bhiya keh eik kamre mein nahi reh sakat.."(Without marriage you can't live in one room...Naniji is not giving upon Arnav and trying hard to get him on track...

Naniji was bound to make everyone clear for not interrupting her and or helping La and Arnav in their decision living together  as any elder in a traditional family can think and does.

Pause here:Fate is not giving up and Khushi will be in his room without proper marriage...

 

He storms up in his room,Throws off his layering clothes around hastily and not giving up his rage.ASR BG score...[My pondering point he wanted La to stay with him and has no problem and he also wants La to be treated with respect regardless they are married or not.It is evident he did have physical relations but in Sheetal track CVs changed it as Arnav said I was not that kind of boy...must be Channel and Viewers discretion .. If he was treating gals with this kind of respect then why my poor Khushi was always under attack dear ...]

Arnav said one thing is right "La is indeed a guest in RM...

 

JIjaji a wise guy "kaman sai nikla hua teer, aur zuban sai nikla hua shabd kabhi wapis nahin liya ja sakta..."(You can't take your words back  as the arrow leaves the bow)..He grabbed ASR's attention and put him at the edge with "aur zindagi koi video player toh hai nahin keh rewind button dabaye aur galti sudhaar li."[and life is not like a video player in which you press a rewind button and correct your mistakes]

While standing his mind rewinded every pain he gave her from Sheesh Mahal to office ,from office to guest house because each time he did not want to see her face as he hates that aukat girl.But same exact words from her mouth which are written on his brain and infesting him , eering him over and over and her tears ,her pain is piercing him in his heart so sharply which is making unbearable for him to breath."Sansain ruk jayengi"

Which he denied to his Di is becoming reality as he is heaving with her pain...Just like her pearls and her tears which are not giving up making his heart and brain melt for her completely...

 

One thing is commendable that Shyam surely knows how to tame a stubborn ASR with affection and softness and that's why at the end Arnav never believed him as he knew each word of Shyam is just a pure LIE.

"Barf sai ghire huwai pahar bhi garmi sai pighal kar jharnain ban jate hain"[mountains covered with snow melt like spring meaning stiff people melt with kindness]...No doubt you are giving Arnav so many ideas how to tame Khushi but he has to tame himself first in this process.

Arnav's belief in marriage surely connects some dots with his past as he does not want to be committed in that sense but he surely is comfortable to commit with this girl as he is not giving up in relation but trying to have one as Khushi left him "Hamesha Keh Liye" ..

 

His staring at space by clutching his fists and redeeming himself surely shows he is not giving up but trying to reel back those moments to get his Khushi back right infront of his eyes as he was staring at the sky on the other day in the rainy night feeling as he was doing something wrong just like today.That day he punished Red beauty and felt aching in his core and today she punished him with his own medicine and he is still aching and feeling something is going wrong but what and why...yet "Arnav Singh Raizada ko kissi larki sai Farak nahin parta..."

   

As the thunderbolt on that day during rain was not giving up to make him realize she has entered in your territory and today he is trying to get her back in his territory but HOW to change the attitude of these two is worth trying without giving up and that thunderbolt is going being done by DM...as she is constantly trying and never gave up on these two...