Episode 33

Confliction is a part of every game indeed and today's epi was evident of that.The confliction in between ASR and Khushi which started in Lakhnow fashion show took a new turn today.Khushi was under his wrath without guilt that day and today he was but under guilt.That day when he crossed his limit by breaking her Dori and scattered pearls,Today she accused him and  misunderstood him by breaking the Dori of his Egoistic necklace his CONTRACT.That day he misjudged and suspected her through his past's shadow and pre assumed actions and today she did the same through her suffered encounters with him. That day they both were baffled and froze in the midst of that moment without knowing each other and today by knowing each other but in denial "mode".Mujhe Farak nahi Parta" (I don't care.)

That day she entered Sheesh Mahal in his den without Name without permission by mistake and caught up in an unknown game but today she entered in his den RM with Name (Her name is Khushi Kumari Gupta Hai) with His permission in this game of confliction and the resolution of which turned into an undeniable "mode"Mujhe Farak parta hai."( I care) Which turned into undeniable emotion that grew into undeniable "Love". Magnificent but loop is not closed yet------

Epi starts with Brother's promise as per yesterday."You are my family".He is successful for bring a Smile on his Di's face by hiding his tears as he means a "father figure" to her and she is as a "mother figure" to her but her mother is  and will be  at highest "pedestal"in his life no matter what and SHE is the one whose tender and wise words will give him strength to rise up again as she is the strongest Bishop among the two in this game.

My fav scene.This picture speaks volume.It displays the current situation of the game which is going to change nothing but the position of these two which in turn is going to change the meaning of their surroundings and people around them.Game is so getting interesting.

He gave permission to let her come in.Love the way he calls her name "Khushi" like he owns it now.She walks in with chin up,he comes down the stairs with concerns written all over  till they face each other.Her nervousness and panting make her clutch her "Dupatta" to fix.(Love this scene) and her eyes fell on her "Sacred Scar" along with him.

   

           

Flashbacks

"Tum----- Theek ho?" (Are you ok) After fb of the incident reeling  in front of them,That's what the man of few words could come up with but other side she is up to no good today . It seems his soft concerned voice increases her courage to heat up.Pause here: Doesn't everytime when he goes softer she gets the opportunity to not to miss .mmm... 

That day ASR was heartless King who threw the daggers into her heart with his merciless brain today Khushi is returning the favor without being selfless and forgiving at that moment as she knows she can't win this game without being one."as she told Payal, "Agar uss Rakshus nein larna hai to' hum bhi tayar hain'"(If he wants to fight she is going for it) But he was not fighting dear...and that is going to make her restless too.mmm..

 

With her striking stroke Khushi"Kia Kaha aap nein'..,Hum Theek hain.Aisa Sawal to sirf aap hi kar sakte hain'.Sirf Arnav Singh Raizada hi itna Kuch hone ke baad yeh pooch sake hain'. keh hum theek hain."(What did you say,I am ok.Oh yeah only ASR can ask this kind of question after all of this.)Pause here:Was she expecting something different outcome after all of THIS...???

He opens his mouth to explain--- but she stopped him.

"nahin!(No) aaj Hum bolenge...toh jahan tak aapka sawal  ka jawab hai... toh haan, Mr Arnav Singh Raizada, Hum abhi theek hain...aur agle kuch hi minton mein hum aur bhi theek hone waale hain... kyonki humne yeh faisla kar liya hai... ke hum yeh naukri chordenge.Yeh raha Hamara Istifa."

(No.today I will speak.the answer of your question is yes I am fine and in next few min I will be better because I've decided that I'll leave this job.Here is my resignation.)He gives her a staggering painful look without blinking a muscle after her disclosure.She does not stop.She counts every given task by him through which she suffered but she put her heart and soul in it because she knew the meaning of the contract.

"khushi kumari gupta ka naam aapke keemat se zyada maine rakhta hai'."(KKG's name is more than the price you put on contract)

 Pause here:I wish she knew HE stood up for Her name and his whole kingdom knows about it.Sigh 

That day in Sheesh Mahal he was speaking about her "aukat" (status) and how the gals like her think and act,today she was raging about his "Kind" and how the person like him act without thinking.ASR she got you there didn't she.hmmm

 "Iss se phele aap hamari "aukat" par puhach jaein ',Hum aap ko bata dein'. Hum yeh naukri dar kar nahin chor rahe''par Hum kissi ke naukar nahin ban sakte'"

(Before u reach to my status I want to tell u ,I am not leaving becoz I am afraid but b/c I can't become servant of someone) 

Khushi,"I was trapped in the guest house yesterday for hours which gave her time to think and she reached to only one conclusion, "ki bhad mein gaye aap aur bhad mein gaye aap ki naukri'."She throws her anger by giving him lecture on rights and responsibilities (Just remembering Spiderman's uncle words "Great powers comes with great responsibilities") and then turns the table on him and gets even with him that "by abandoning responsibilities, he lost all the allegations towards the contract "Yes I am fine', not because of you ,despite you and don't think I lost because its you who lost this time badly."

"Jo Inssan kisi ki zindagi.. jan bhooj kar khatre mein daal sakta hai 'uss insaan ke saath hum koi rishta nahin rakhna chahate'. Aur yeh mat samjihiyea ga keh hum nai Har man li hai'kyunke yeh har hamari nahin aap ki hai'.aur aap harte bohot bura hain Mr Raizada'.. kyunke aap yeh nahin manein gei keh galati aap ki thi'" ( She accuses  him sending him over guest house puts her life in danger and not admitting his fault as he is egoistic).

Asr got the taste of his own medicine today.She uses the word "Rishta".What was she thinking?Is she thinking he wants some relationship with her and on what basis?hmm.. Interesting.

"Hamari Zindagi ki keemat hum se pyar karne waloon ko maloom hai" Very touchy indeed. Pause here:  I think she thought at this point he will say something but uhhh'nothing.He is Rakhshus..not anything else.She brushes out all of her thoughts'but was she successful ..hmmm...Nahhh...????

 

My life is important to those who love me and can't imagine to do such a thing to me.Pause here: Khushi you are telling him who always risks his life to save yours.rain hug,guest house and from now on ---------every time

He is the one who really knows the value of her life at the end"Khushi mujhe khabi chore kar maat jana..mein tumhare baghair nahin ji paoonga" ( Khushi neverever leave me..I won't live without you)

During all of this ,he stood still with range of emotions over each and every accusation she made but with hurt and pain, his eyes fills with anger over this that she might think he had sent her there purposely to "die". Pause here:You are right ASR  but try to put yourself in her shoes,you won't find her wrong either'...

 

He stepped forward in his powerful way gazing her still and she steps bacward as usual in assertive way .  "Bol Diya" ( said it all) and sticks out his hand for resignation letter. Khushi with anger still,"Bol Diya" and smacks the letter in the palm of his hand.His hand is still sticking out as he is not ready to let her go.Pause here:He went against his nature today and did not say a bit to her. His concerns and budding love for her today made him to control his anger all along.He does not want to hurt her any more because she did suffer a lot because of his anger which in return hurted him and all he did just stared at her helplessly and lifelessly afterwards.awww'

 Naniji,Anjali, and Mamiji witnessed the unimaginable scene of their life.I felt Anjali sensed something as she knows her "Chote" very well.(AS in the beginning her character was way too mature and sensible){After this I think Mamiji should never call her Phatti Saree but ...)

 

After saying goodbye to Naniji she turns and there is this uncertainty all over her face as she did something wrong.In this Brain Vs Heart game,selfless and forgiving Heart is on now.As she is walking away ,he stood there without looking away. His heart was being wrenched out with every step she walks away from him. In between his heart vs Brain ,Controlling brain is on.Right at the door she stops and turns to look at him.Her pain and his longing on her is so visible as someone is snatching his world from him and her side she is expecting him to say something,do something to stop her' Pause here: During Nanital trip "Hum se aap ki yeh chup sahi nahin jati..kuch to boliye 'chaliye What the hi keh dijiye'He can't see her quiet and she can't see him either even he throws anger does not matter to her as during kidnapping.She loves both Shaitan and Rajkumar.

Sheeh Mahal ,That day She left with heavy heart  because someone took something precious from her "Her Respect".Today she walked out again with heavy heart because she is leaving there something precious "Her Heart".That day she did not look back because of "fear" that he might do something to disrespect her but today she turned back because of "hope" that he might do something to stop her.

Both gaze each other and their eyes speak without uttering a word.He crumbles the paper in his hand without breaking his gaze.

 

It seems to me as he crumbles the paper by glaring ok then go and he crumbles her hope that he might say something to stop her and she is like ok then good bye.Both are arrogant and egoistic at this point...

On the other side love Mamiji's instinct nature about Shyam that he might has another woman and that's why he is not paying attention to Anajli even in this condition as she is fastening and he did not even call once.I like her in this sense because in IPK with her 007 James Bond nature she always brings the negative but true nature of others on the surface.

Shyam is stuck by another calm and sharp cookie Payal as she asks him to fix Buaji's pension problem and get a job for Khushi in his office.He was about to get punched by his non verbal cues as Buaji his savior enters.He really did play along with Buaji's emotions very well.What can I say...

 

Khushi is walking out with baffling heart as she stopped by Rahim chacha .I noticed Khushi's longiness as she might still hopes for something. Anjali seems have understanding of Arnav and khushi equation I think comes to her;"Hamare Chote itne bure bhi nahin hain." Chote is not so bad may be you both misunderstood each other.But she is way proud of her for standing up against his brother.

Kushi is walking home  with her lost look as Payal calls and asks everything is fine.Payal asks"Khuch Bola  whoh"'(Did he say something..) and that's exactly is bothering her'.She mumbles in her head."Humein itna Bura kyuon lag raha hai"(Why am I feeling bad) and tell her she will talk to her when she will be home."Tum Theek Ho"as ASR asks her,and she answered yes "I am fine."But Is she.?...No and she knows it and he knows it'.

."Tum Theek Ho" Payal asks her and she has no answer.Baffled Khushi  and why not,anyone in her shoes could be ''Its not easy to let go of something which is pulling you like this towards itself''the feeling and longing towards that "Rakhshus"who is her savior also.Who she supposed to believe and who she shouldn't.Her anxiety is increasing with her increasing steps out of RM,going away from him...awww...

ASR is in his room.He is staring at the resignation in his hand, he crumbles it and throws it on the floor as he is done with her,,,,,,,,,but isn't  he???

He conceptualizes her in the red saree with loose hair.  Kushi envisions the rain hug..  ASR ,himself pinning her up against the wall.  Kushi ,herelf pushing him.  He has the same vision.  ASR ,himself carrying her out of the guesthouse. Both of them, fb reeling the resignation scene.  ASR fb her leaving the RM.Pause here:Just like hers"Bhar mein gaye aap" he threw the paper"Bhar mein Gaye tum" no rotten tomatoes plz its my opinion'

Pause here:He remembers all the attractive moments while she remembers all of his concerns and caring moments mmm...Beautiful

Both of them are lost in pain and baffled about what just happened'..There is more than a human eye can meet sometimes and that's exactly we had here'.Even they both are forcing out of their life now but they both are not so done.Its written by fate no matter what...