Episode 75

             

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YOU HAVE SEEN MY HUMBLE SIDE. TRUST ME YOU WON'T LIKE THE OTHER...

Love and hate are two sides of the same picture as these both emotions are associated with the deep inner desires for someone who is way too close to your heart.Arnav and Khushi are going through the same phase right now at this stage  they both are burning in love with each other immensely and the intensity of this burn is creating havoc desires which looks like hate but that  is another shape of acuteness, deepness, ferociousness , strength ,keenness , and agitation of this impulse known as LOVE.

King and Queen - Round 4 [good part NO Slithery Rook in this epi]

Defending each other.

Khushi's respect towards Arnav shows how unintentionally she gives him prominence . She will never complain about Arnav to anyone .She always treasure him for that and especially now when she knows how does he feel and care about her regardless of his rage and animosity.She diverts Naniji 's concern for her as she knows She will not spare him.

Pause here:She never say a word against Arnav no matter how much he hurt her.From Forced marriage to every fight in between them.Poolside fight where Shyam and Anjali comes after their severe fight is one example

Poolside the place where they met first time when he held her after she saved him from falling and they both marked it as theirs.Today Queen is in King's den ,in her place as fate has written it as  their  Eternal Heaven."Mehsoos" feeling of each others' presence and pain is getting intense as she knows he is here right behind him and he knows her pain as he is the cause of it.He is apologetic and wants to alleviate her pain "Khushi whoh tum nain..."[Khushi you...] No anger just disconcertion is all over as his voice modulation with discomfiture is speaking volume and with his attritional eyes 

Queen is in no mood,"Bas humain aapni aukat keh bare main aur khuch nahin sunna"....[I don't want to hear anything about my status anymore] and turned her face with anger and ire and here she feels a tug in her Dupatta."humara dupatta choriye"[leave my Dupatta] as she assumes he got her Duppata.She is breathing heavily with mixed feelings which changes into rage and as his mind does not work in anger so is hers .While throwing hot tea on Arnav,"aapki himatt kaise huai"[How dare you?] 

Pause here: He is not angry.Arnav Singh Raizada is not angry with his Khushi as he 's been through with the same pain as she is .She went through hell because of him,as he threw her out of her home and then her car.He threw her respect in muddy water by throwing money at her first,then throwing her in the list of gold digger,and when all this did not throw a moment of peace at him he literally threw her in muddy slush.When in return she threw some slush at him in the form of juice of embarrassment in her melodious way ,he threw the daggers of his peace of mind by calling her low cheap liar full of deceits .He knows the meaning of those tears which she had shed in these couple of hours which splashed on his heart as hot burning oil with which this hot tea can't even compare.He knows the meaning of each word of her and the reason behind it as she is asking him in these private moments how dare you and  how could you play with my dignity and respect like that as her Dupatta is her respect ,her protection which becomes happy when he is around and reminds him of her when she is not around in the form of wavy curtains    right here in this sanctuary " the poolside" their "Eternal Heaven"

She gets flustered by knowing her mistake and he asks her in his silence "ab theek hai"[now you ok] after throwing your anger at me.She runs away from there and sees him in deep pain by throwing last hidden look at him which brings her in pain and distress more than ever.

Pause here: She always gets double pain while playing pranks on him like Swami Track she wakes up all night for taking care of him ,the same way he goes in pain while throwing daggers of his rage on her like he takes care of her during Nanital trip.Always "Hamesha "at numerous occasions.

BEAUTIFUL PONDERING MOMENTO before I move on:

1-Dupatta catching  before kissing

2-chai phanking before kissing

and many more but these are my fav...hmmm..dreamland...

Anjali's distress put Khushi in deep anguish.Khushi,"buri tarah se jal gaye"[burn badly] .The soreness and affliction of pain could clearly be heard in Khushi's voice after knowing her LaadGovernor's agony which caused by her and left that mark on her heart on her Soul deeply.

A sister's pain vs his soul mate's pain is compared here very well as Anjali is worried about his physical pain but Khushi is getting the heat from his inner turmoil along with that burn mark as this time he diverts Anjali's intention when Khushi was ready to tell herself who is responsible for it."kuch nahin hai Di,choti si chot hai mein handle kar loonga"[Its a small wound I will handle it]...Like he was saying to her if you can handle my given pains  I can yours.He relieves his Di as he can't see her in distress because of him at any cost because at this point his Di is everything for him because of his denial state with Khushi.

Pause here:Just like Khushi ,Arnav dignifies Khushi's respect infront of ppl as he did the same when she breaks his fav vase and above all he defended Khushi when ppl were questioning about their marriage.Their fights and sorrows remain in between them.They both can rattle about anything in between each other but putting each others dignity at stake is not their trade.

Khushi comes back to apologize as she can't go against her nature if she is at fault she rectifies it immediately.She can't remain angry with anyone for a long time and here is her LaadGovernor "Humain Bolne tou dijiye"[let me talk]but King is not in  a mood.He closed the door on her the same way as she did"humesha keh liye" without listening him .Got the taste of her own medicine.Ouch...

Khushi,"iss dafa ghalati humari hai" [this time I am at fault] They both can feel [mehsoos] each others' pain with this closed door.

Pause here:Anjali'"tumhari bachpan ki aadat hai itni chot lagi hai and muun se uff bhi nahin nikal rahi"[ since childhood you don't say a word no matter how big your wounds are ]Di surely gave a lot of food for Khushi's thoughts to explore more about his Arnavji.

CONNECTION:The door is closed but they both are on either side feeling each other s' distress and condition unlike last time when he was standing outside the closed door as she was not the other side to see or feel his distress as she is the KEY and this time KEY is outside and Arnav is inside and she has the access to open this door and at the top this door does not have  a LOCK.The only thing she needs a push of LOVE.

Khushi," babuji bhi humain bewaqoof kehte hain ,par hum itne bare bewaqoof hain pata nahin tha"

She knows the pain of "burn" as she got it during Navratari and she were not able to rest over small  and He is not saying a word even though he burned badly."Kitna jalah hoga na"[how badly he is feeling that burn without uttering a word]

"Humain unse maffi mangini chaiyeh"[I must ask forgiveness]

La does not want Khushi's help as she is thinking this way she will win Naniji's heart and Khushi will be out because this is her international samaseya "KHUSHI" as she is discussing her with pim and pam...

She loses Lakhmiji because of her extra care and Mamiji wants her "Switch off" as she has to think something to save herself because "why fear when Mami is there" .She found the solution by switching the goat and color it white

Khushi,"yeh tou Lakshami nahin hai"[this is not Lakshami] Lavanyaji aagar aapse koi ghalati ho gye hai tou humain bataiyeh"[If something went wrong just tell me]She is selfless soul ready to help no matter what.Mamiji is shallow here.

Khushi wants to rectify La's wrong actions by her good deed as she is determined to find Lakhmiji.She loves and cares with her pure heart.

Symbolism of white and lakshami

White is a mixture of all colors so it takes all the emotions.It also associated with light, purity,and truth,simplicity,innocence ,marriage in western culture, cold in eastern culture .

Lakshami A Mother of Goddess: The female energy of the Supreme Being. She is the goddess of prosperity, wealth, purity, generosity, and the embodiment of beauty, grace and charm.

Connection:Khushi will find  Lakhmiji as she emotionally attached to it and loves it unconditionally as she is a pure heart.Her lie comes from the her pure heart to alleviate the tension but Naniji knows her and she will regard her more in her heart.She helps La unconditionally which in return changes her towards Khushi because of her purity and simplicity.

AND khushi is Lakshami all along.

Pause here:Naniji sees her in Khushi as Nani herself is same as her very forgiving and chulbuli as "khushi,"aap tou nachiti ho" during Holi and Nani forgives Garima [even though her daughter died] so easily and hugged Khushi in remarriage 

Naniji's concerns for her Lakhmiji are so natural as she is mother and  it symbolizes how someone who is close to heart becomes a part of you thenits hard to let go of the someone and that person is no other than Khushi.

 Khushi comes to rectify her actions which has caused for her Arnavji her protector her Rakshus her laadGovernor a deep pain which is so excruciating for her that she can't breath without see him in relief.He looks at her,"Tum yahan kia karne ayei ho"[ why did you come here] words are not with khushi who has answer for everything and was not gone unnoticed by him .Before she could speak her tears tore him apart as his anger washed away with these tears.Khushi,"Who hum aapko jalana nahin chahte thai humnain aaj tak kissi ko bhi nahin jalaea"[I did not want to burn you as I never burned anyone before.It seems like she is saying"I never meant to hurt you that much" as she saw his pain just couple of hours ago when he was delivering his complaints in rage holding her hand and she also witnessed that he never wanted to degrade her in front of others as he did not let her disclose the reason of his burns.

Pause here:It seems she is saying she never want to make him go through with this burning sensation by leaving him to lukhnow or by not listening him during resignation or during Teej and all that.

Khushi while crying bitterly,"woh humain laga tha apnain humara Dupatta pakra tha"[I thought you caught my Duppata]Like she is telling him I thought you are deliberately disrespecting me as her Duppata is her respect meaning Her.

Arnav asks with bafflement and innocently,"tou kia pakrna chahiye tha"[Should I have to catch your Dupatta,]like he is asking and seeking her permission to move forward for her to make her his.

Bitter batter is on...

Khushi,"Hum nain hi apki ghari mein Mishari ki goli dali thi aur apke shoes mein juiceee"

Arnav,"mango juice"

Khushi innocently and cutely,"woh sangtare ka nahin mila na iss liyeh"[because i did not get orange juice thats why]

Arnav just literally smiled at her innocent answer.Yummilicious smile!Seriously people this haircut and this beauty never came back the same way.Loved him in this haircut.

She bitterly cried for her every action and he smiled at her chastity and purity.ASR completely dived in this river of innocent adorableness and artistry of her today as she soothed his pain out for everything she did and for every pain she caused by saying "Sorry" 

He offered her tissues and our Sanka Devi just used her multipurpose Dupatta which he wants to hold.How can he hold it like that parmeshwari. He felt icky with this  strange act.He is right UNBELIEVABLE!!!Khushi Kumari Gupta...

I must say Barun and Sanaya was SUPERB here:fantabulous!

Pause here:Khushi,"aap bohat ajeeb ho"[you are strange]asArnav," ajeeb hai yeh "[she is strange] and will turn into" hum dono kitnain ajeeb hain.[we both are strange] 

Symbolically and metaphorically

Mishari ki goli in the car meaning...Khushi's thoughts stuck in his brain 

Mango Juice in shoes not orange ...  means  seeding love in him with sexual tension ,an urge to get her

[as The orange symbolically in chinese is a prayer or wish for good fortune and luck  Orange trees are a symbol of love just like mango but mangoes for sexual desires]

Hot tea ... meaning  Ghusa and burning desires

Anger "Ghusa"from both sides as love is burning and why?Love and hate from both sides as one is throwing and other is getting the burn ...as tom and jerry game No body is winner and no one is loser.