Episode 47

 Emotions full of ecstatic, emotive, impetuous , impulsive, nervous , poignant, tender and zealous moves were displayed in this heart warming episode.

"Aur tum apne aap ko samjhtai ho"(do you undererstand yourself).. A cogitable question asked by His Di is giving him a conceivable notion which is bringing ASR at a comprehendible edge and Arnav at a realm of possibility that there is something wrong going on and he is oblivious about it.A game of hide and seek is not only going on in between ASR and Arnav but Arnav himself is a prey of this game unwillingly.ASR or Arnav both are fighting this unknown war constantly in which they both got defeated today and by only one person aka KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA as they both are in incognizant state as"Who ja rahi hai tou mujhe kyuon FARAK par raha hai"(why do I care if she is going?...)'.a bit angry and a bit stubborn concern but full of desire to stop her as THE MAN IN LOVE but denial kicks in as " mein aise kaise honain dai sakta hoon "...[how can I let this happen]... 

  

SYMBOLISM: Running water meanings , Transformation ,Subconscious, Purification, Reflection, Intuition,Blessing and Life.Connection ASR will be transformed to Arnav, will be blessed by all especially DM and by his mother,will reflect back his mistakes to redeem ,will  get his life back which is kind a lost after his mother's death.

 

Before Di brought him into the reality he was recalling Khushi's words as ...   humain aapki koi baat nahin sunni... nafrat hai na aap ko hum sai hamari aukat ssai... hamari shakal dekhna nahin chahte hain na aap... toh khush ho jaaiye... kyunki hum aapki nazron sai hamesha ke liye door ja rahein hain... lucknow ja rahein hain hum... hamesha ke liye. 

This hamesha ke liye. has hit  him whether he accept it or not.He just can't let her go but couldn't stop her either.The tragedy in his childhood is aching him again as he can't just let his loved ones leave for hamesha ke liye.

Pause here: He felt the same when Khushi has last day at RM and he was aching his heart off looking her going away from poolside and again at the top of the cliff when he thought he lost her during kidnap."Khushi mein tumhare bhaghair ..."[Khushi without you...]He can't live without her but that day he left this incomplete in his fear as she was not breathing and today he is breathing but every breath of him has her name on it...and His heart is  aware of it as he jerked up last night  in his sleep while screaming  her name while brain is stopped at "Mujhe Farak nahin parta"

As,...sochna nahin chahta bhoolna chahta hoon phir baar baar ussika khayal kyun aa raha hai?"...[ I don't want to think about her but why her thoughts are bothering me over and over...]You are in LOVE , Arnav but as DI said you always make hasty decision in your anger...

Anjali, "Tum khush to ho na" ' [are you happy?] Arnav, "kis sai" What a confused double meaning and confused  answer.He is thinking and answering about Khushi without realizing what is he saying...

Anjali,"Jo bhi ho raha hai uss sai" '"Aagar tumhain koi challenge kare tou tumhain bilkul pasand nahin hai"'"Tum ghuse mein josh mein aakai hamesha ghalat faisla laitai ho'aur baad mein pachtatai ho"'[Whatever is happening I hope you are happy with that...I know you don't like challenges and the person who challenges you and you always make wrong decision in your anger...]

Anajli sure knows her Chote very well .

 

"Pyar to aise hi hota hai..keh ..jab who tumharai samnai aiye tou uss keh chehrai sai nazar hi na hutai'.jab woh udaas ho tou khuch bhi acha na lagai'uss sai door jane kah khiyal bhi aap ko pareshaan kare.."

(Love always happen like this , you can't take your eyes off of her,her distress makes you sad , and thought of losing her makes you in sane)

Each and every word of his Di was drilling him into Khushi's thoughts... 

- His eyes couldn't resist Beauty in red staring at him with complaint of his rage in her eyes.

 

Her distress and teary eyes make him restless and bother him.

 

At the top her " kyunki hum aapki nazron se hamesha ke liye door ja rahein hain." is realy hurting him already..

                              

Pause here:Di,"I don't want to waste time in these things'"...Di is right ,you will love to waste time in these things dear'...

Arnav,"Yeah Di one day a girl will come and I will forget everything after seeing her"'..hmm ..Arnav Babu are you telling Di that this happened already or is going to happen soon.Either way we are happy to see that'....dreamland...

"Aagar meri Zindagi mein who larki aa bhi gayie naa tou mein uss sai door hi rahoonga'"(If such gal is going to come in my life I would rather stay away from her.)'SO it means you are accepting it that girl has indeed enter in your life uninformed and now you can't to keep a distance from her unacquaintly but she is and that is creating a predicament around your castle.uhhh .."Farak nahin parta tou ghusa kis baat par Chote'."(If it doesn't matter to you then why bother'.).."Baat karta hai'''

 

"Who Larki Khushi hai Di.....,jiske bina mujhe lagta hai meri Sansain ruk jaeyngi",'.(That girl is Khushi without whom I won't be able to breath) Admittance happened later but realization occurred today when Di said "aagar tum uss sai door gaiye naa tou tumhari sansain ruknai lagain gi"(If you will stay away from dream girl of yours then you won't be able to breath.)..Even he shook it off that feeling in front of Di but in reality Khushi has reached where no one has ever be able to...Arnav Singh Raizada has lost a bet which he made with him for not letting anyone in his NO ENTRY zone.

Pause here: Look at this pic emergence of Arnav is so clear from the ashes of ASR as "Dimag"(brain) is planning how to stay away from her but "Dil"(heart) is playing with smile.Smile which is impossible for Laad Governor'Khushi indeed has reached to Arnav (Dil) and ASR (Dimag),only the second is rebuffing. You are "Unbelievable" '...

Love this parallel scene if he is confounding about her thoughts she is boggling about him too.If he is understanding and acknowledging her distress, She is ardoring his changed behavior towards her too.

                        

If he is in denial as "sochna nahin chahta..Bhoolna chata hoon"'(I don't want to remember any more just want to forget it)''

Then She is trying to escape all of this palpability of hers towards him as"jiji ticket ho gyayi hai'sham ki train hai naa'"(Ticket is ready for the evening train..)...Khushi what happened to,"Hum bhi har manane walon mein sai nahin..."[ I never accept defeat...]

If he is "Phir bar bar usi ka khiyal kyoun"(Then why can'I get away from her thoughts)'She can't  get away from his thoughts either regardless she thinks she is ready to ...

Pause here:She is ready to move on and so is he according to their schedules but both trains are not ready to leave the station.

 

"Kia sach mein tum wahi kar rahi ho jo tumhain karna chaiye"..(Tell me the truth , are you doing the right thing to go to Luknow') .A convincing question is being asked by Jiji which is creating a comprehensible moment for Khushi and bringing her to the edge of presumable notion that something is wrong with this picture and obviously she is not unobservant any more but blundering'YES'.Khushi got in this Trap unwillingly and unintentionally and She got victory over mighty Arnav Singh Raizada today but still standing defeated.

"haan Jiji"' (Yes Jiji my decision is right)' Khushi is so preoccupied and negligent at this point.

 

Just like Arnav she is in compelling thoughts of ASR as his so close proximity ,his brushing breath , his melting touch and his constant gaze today is blazing her core and creating havoc inside of her and making it impossible to think straight ...

         

He was yelling and screaming to listen to him first...but again his closeness was way too much in that closed room...

                         

But the most unbelievable thought  that he returned her Dupatta with unpretentious respect and did restore her dignity which he took away in Sheesh Mahal, is making her breathing difficult as she is leaving ALL of this for good...

                                          

As Khushi is discombobulated in her thoughts over ASR but filled her eyes with tears as their parents lost their sweet shop in Lucknow.[bohot ghum hain zamane mein eik mohabat ke siva]' Now the sisters are determined to go back to Lucknow. Buaji was insisting them to stay back as she will be alone. Buaji, "tou mun ko thora manao samjhao'"(so make your heart to understand and accept') these words are creating more discomfort in Khushi's heart as she is refusing to accept already that she is feeling bad towards her Rakshus'..uhhh..Love Payal she is sensible as compared to Buaji,Shyam is definitely not going to do anything but Buaji''uhhh

Symbolism:"Hamari Dukan(sweet Shop) ko kuch nahin ho sakta hum khuch hone nahin dainge"( will not let happen anything to our shop)..In Chinese sweets represent safety, good fortune and 'sweeten' the new year so THINK

 Indeed Khushi you will not let happen anything to your future as its written by DM sweet and tangy.

 

La is ready for RM.Arnav was so dispassionate towards La.He didn't even hug her back. She is so naive to see the stoical nature in Arnav's behavior towards her.La,"ASR ..tum mujh sai sach mein pyar karte ho na"'(ASR do u really love me?)'La 's question and phelgmatic look says it all ,they both are heading towards an uncertain and insusceptible situation.

"Agar mein tum sai pyar nahin karta tou tumhain laine nahin aata'"[Then I shouldn't be here if I didn't love you..]'He answered La but indirectly it is for Khushi as he was there for her each and every moment of her distress take her out of it''Just beautiful

 But instantly he outraged when La moved from him to get her bag.His mind emulates to khushi whenever La brings out the question of LOVE and concerns for her.Khushi's feeling are wrapped around him in such a way he does not want to get out of it but at the same time does not want to keep it and that what will make him atrocious and beasty from now on...

"jab main baat kar raha hota hoon toh poori baat sune bina beech mein muhn mat morda karo... mein tumse kuch keh raha tha."[don't turn your ace as I was saying something to you..]He is saying this to La but meant for Khushi as she did not let him FINISH his BAAT.

As Khushi's leaving him for "Hamesha keh Liye" is way too much distracting and disturbing for this poor guy today...

Pause here: Khushi is always remain in between them as he will be doing the rest of thinking all the time for Khushi but to La supposedly... I always felt for La at the end because she really loved this man and understood him today."Unhain khud bhi nahin pata keh woh kia chahtain hain"[he does not knoe what does he want...] So true here...

   

Shyam is spreading his venom through his sweetness around Anjali his Rani Sahiba.He was almost there to get caught talking with KHUSHI over the phone but Anjali's reflection on the plate resolved this sticky situation in his favor.

 

Symbolism:Shyam says,"aloo dhai inch ki chorai keh hain ya nahin"(Potato is 2 inches wide or not)

*Halves: The earth is half grass and half water, say Tibetans.  It is used to remind someone whose partner has left for many other opportunities and #2 means discriminating wisdom.

Connection Shyam is sly and clever and he is involved in someone other than her wife.

Again Anjali's reflection on the plate and two cups around it.Reflection as things are not what they are appearing in front of her and she is having discrimination wisdom over Shyam as she never refuse to trust him.