Episode 64

     

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                                     Episode 64

                                  "SHANTIVAN"

Walk of egoistic and atheistic in the holy garden of serene and temple shrine under the spell casted by Devi Mayan.What I say?

                                              1st Round

     

Symbolism:His shadow on the wall as:

1. Our Shadow is our personal receptacle for all of the things we do not wish to bring into our life. Things we are uncomfortable with: such as our fears and inhibitions. It contains that unknown aspect of ourselves which we are reluctant to venture into and experience.
2. In Psychology, The Shadow represents our alter ego.
3. Two faces of us
4. AccTo some ancient Myths a Shadow represents a man in between two women.

 Connection:That's exactly what are we going to see in ASR's rage towards Khushi in this moment and upcoming epis...He is hiding his feelings and pretending something else.because of his ego.ASR vs Arnav.Every time when he pushed her since the day one ,it was his ego to prove something which is in his subconscious.His Past must have to do with it and the way he brought up in certain circumstances as "tum jessi Larkiyan tou..." must have link to somewhere which makes him antagonized

In Sheeh Mahal he broke those pearls to intimidate her for his satisfaction but those three pearls came back to him to treasure her as her innocence, courage and purity stood up against him.The other day those three  pearls were thrown Out to keep the edge of ASR  as "ASR itna kamzore nahin keh eik larki keh khiyak ko na nikal sake"[ASR is not that weak that he can't forget one girl] because Khushi is as  "eik saye ki tarah cha gyei hai"'[She is around him as a shadow} he just threw her pearls her memories because she threw him in the wilderment of ocean of her memories behind closed door without listening his side.

.Today he wants to throw this pearl "Khushi" Out not only from his home but also from his "Khiyal" which is completely captivated by her just to satisfy his ego that he can do that but can he?...

 

Arnav,Di:"yeh yahan kia kar rahi hai"[Di what is she doing here] Anjali,"Hum inhain yahan laye hain"[ I brought her here] Arnav,"I don't want to see her face"..She came here for resignation, for sweets and god knows for how many other reasons  and today you brought her here.BINGO!

So you are admitting this, her closeness is the cause of your vexation and irritation.She knows exactly what is he saying and why ...as his "Chup" was bothering her as "Hum Khush kyun nahin hain"[Why am I not happy?]I hope now you are happy Khushi...

Arnav,"May be she won your hearts by her innocence but not mine.Yeah right you hmmm... cringing can't do anything coz I love u so much!!

 

"I saw her true face"..."aisi larki joh paise keh liye kuch bhi kar sakti hai"[A gal who can do anything for money]...AND that's what bothering you,isn't it?[Today he completed his sentence.]She came back for the sake of money and not for you but did you give her any reason to come back for you Mr Akhroo.???She is a fighter and doing everything for the sake of her family ,have you ever thought about that.???hmmm

At this point they both can feel[Mehsoos] each other and can talk through eyes without uttering a word.He knows she is aware of his distress before she left for Lukhnow and she knows he can read her eyes whether they are lying or not and they already had this convo at poolside which triggered his anger more.

"Khushi Kumari Gupta mein tumhain apne irade mein kamyab nahin hone doonga'iss ghar mein tumhain apni jhaga nahin banane doonga"[KKG I will not let you win in your purpose or make space in this home]Double meaning words you are warning her for not letting her win or make space into your heart and mind but its too late because she is already there...and don't worry about this materialistic home ,your sister is determined to do so.Just accept your defeat because "Pyar mein Harne mein bohat maza hai Akhroo"...[Its more fun to lose in Love]

Must say BG music was adding  the pain and increasing the intensity... 

 

Pause here:Future is right there in this pic.The alignment of all clearly shows Arnav is in the middle of La and Khushi but he is facing Khushi and family as he will inclined towards her .Khushi is near to family and La is far from them.

Symbolism:Two pickle jars on the table.

If the jar is filled with eating oil, pickles , honey, or milk, it represents a hidden treasure. CONNECTION:Naniji and Anjali's pain at Khushi's humiliation by Arnav

 Khushi's pain has no limit which made Naniji and Anjali embarrassed Anjali's pain with Khushi clearly shows  how much she loves her and this relation is god gifted itself.They both treasure each other starting strongly today.

 "Jis Larki ne meri insult ki hai,meri baat katne ki jurat ki hai ...woh aaj mere ghar mein mere samne khari hai....[ The gal who insulted me,interrupted me and answer me back is standing infront of me in my own home] "nikal Jao mere Ghar se" just get out of my home. "GET OUT"...The bluster and  explosion of ferocity was heard among all.

Khushi,the innocent Pearl is again thrown OUT but her pain and hurt is visible on his face too  and she conveys that with her Last look on his face .He does not lose his gaze by hoping may be she will give him one more look or say something but this time her "Chup" delivered more than he imagined .He turned his face with distress and she left without giving him his HOPE.

 

Anjali,"tum ne khushiji keh saath  nahin hamare saath Bura kia hai...tum ne unhain iss ghar se nikala hai aab tum hi unhain wapas laoge..."[you did not insult her ,you insulted me...you threw out now you will bring her back]

Arnav,"yeh mera ghar hai" [This is my home]

Anjali, "Humain maaf kar do Chote...tum sahi ho yeh tumhara ghar hai"...[forgive me ,you r right this is ur home]

Arnav,'"Di I didn't mean that."...

Anjali locked herself in her room as this is his house not her parents and this is intolerable for her as she feels insecure .Daljeet really did excellent job here .

Naniji and Mamiji made him realize his mistake and reminds him about"RakhshaBandhan".He knows how important this day is for both of them.He leaves without saying anything...

 

Shyam comes and over hears ,sneaks ,and hides during this fiasco.[Wow he is getting ahead of peeping Tom ... ] as Anjali called him earlier to make Chote Calm down .He is flabbergasted by seeing Khushi in RM ,as it is beyond his imagination and near to flop his plan."Sab DM ki kirpa hai...Shyamji"...[Its all DM and her blessings].He comes to make a smooth entry  with his foot story."Jo ghao bahr gya tha woh phir se khul gya hain'[my wound is again open] Double meaning indeed Khushi is ruining your dreams.Love Naniji for clearing him as this is not Anjali's fault.Its Chote's fault.He brushes off everyone for showing concerns for Rani Sahiba.Arggg...

 

Khushi's reflection in the mirror as she is seeing the things apparently and far from the real image over here.Her exasperation has no limit.She is storming about his ruthless attitude towards her as well as Anjali.Khushi starting treasuring Anjali at this point onward."Woh adami such mein bohat bura hai"[He is really bad]Really Khushi then why are so unhappy and bummed out...

Khushi goes with tormented challenge after her Amma's call as her Babuji is getting sick because of the lack of money and resources.My heart goes for this poor soul as she cares for everyone but herself.DM indeed taking their test and yes she will shower her  blessings beyond their imaginations.

 

Another stormy and Rainy night.The night he felt his mistake first time by punishing the red beauty ."kyuon mujhe pheli bar aisa laga keh mein kuch ghalt kar raha hoon"but end up with "Mein sahi hoon aur jo kar raho hoon woh sahi hai"[No I am right and doing the right thing]Today again he made a mistake but ego does not let him accept it.That night Khushi's Khiyal and today Di but in return again attached with Khushi.He looks at DM's Chunari as it is given by Di but reminds him of Khushi's Dupatta.TWO important people in his life.

 

 

Pause here:"Yeh sab kuch uus larki ki wajha se hua hai"[Everything went wrong because of her.Her Di is in pain because of Khushi.hmmm ..same happened later "Yeh Sab tumhari wajha se hua hai..."when Anjali goes for abortion.

 

                                          GUPTA HOUSE

Walk of egoistic and atheistic in the holy garden of serene and temple shrine under the spell casted by Devi Mayan.What I say?

                                             2nd Round

Symbolism: Egyptian myth the eye was not the passive organ of sight but more an agent of action, protection or wrath.One eye as "Horus"

Connection: ASR is a man of action not words.He is here to protect his sister's trust on him and in return Fate is making him protector of Khushi as her Payal is already in his possession .His wrath has ruined the taste of his life towards Khushi as well as Khushi and Anjali's because of him.Just brilliant touch behind this camera trick to enhance the intensity of the situation and to equate the trilogy of this relation among them.

 He is standing right here in the door with full swing of fury, acrimony, and ego but by fate as a benefactor ,savior and a shield. "Arnav Singh Raizada  Kabhi kissi se Maffi nahi mangta"[ASR never said sorry to anyone.]He delivered his judgment "Di does not know this world and ppl but I do" Today he doped in front of my eyes by balancing Khushi with money regardless the love I have for him.He wants to throw this arrow dipped in blood at her " you came for money so here it is..." 

Pause here:You will say sorry to Khushi so many times from La's party night to onward dear and at the top SORRY to Buaji during Khushi Birthday with eating lots of Puris

 

"Kafi hain ya aur rakh doon" [enough or more]...before anyone could think or come out of shock he put more...He challenged her by putting  her own dignity at stake because this time he wants her to fight back just like his "chup" was unbearable for her after resignation.He wants her to suffer the same as he is.She clutches her Duppatta with insult and rage without uttering a word.

"kal subhe mein tumhara intizar karoonga aur janta hoon tum Zaroor aaogi..."[I will wait for you tomorrow morning and know you will come] .He knows she will be there as this is her "Majboori"[family problems] to do the job.Their eye convo expressed and conveyed the message very clearly and firmly by ASR and derived & acknowledged by Khushi but she remained silence for the sake of her family.

Pause here: She remained silent the night of her forced marriage the same way for the sake of her famly.

Love Payal as she always stands up for her sister.Payal,"Khushi nahin aeygi"[Khushi will not come] as we are going to Lukhnow.He knows she will not leave him as she knows it is unbearable for him.This sense of "mehsoos " thorough heart is one step ahead now.Just totally unbelievable.Very few not all Couples develop this in years which they have right now...

BRAVO POINT:TWO SIS TERS FIGHTING FOR THEIR SIBLINGS 

Pause here":Their eyes and hearts delivered and received the meaning of ALL of this but minds  in "NO NO" mode the same way the message was delivered and received before going Lukhnow."Humari Shakal dekhna nahi chate na aap "[you don't want to see my face"and today "Mein iss Larki ki Shakal nahin Dekhna chahta"[I don't want to see her face]

In my language "Hisaab Braber"[we are even]

Khushi  goes through with dejection. Embarrassment ,torment , heart ach , desolation , disgrace and mortification in couple of these minutes by the same person for whom her heart started  developing some perceptions but everything  broke in an instance for her.This is the biggest reason it took her a while to acknowledge and convey her feelings towards him.[until Holi}.Sanaya was brilliant over here.