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EPISODE 97& Part 98
Nainital Trip Part-4
Emotions ,feelings, and reactions are the driving forces which are binding humans in the circle of closeness where they find solace in each other.The pearls of emotions which Arnav and Khushi share since the day one are bringing them closer to this vortex ,the magnetic pull of which is not only getting stronger but also becoming inadmissible for them , especially for Arnav.
As in EPISODE 55 He threw those pearls of emotions and desires of khushi's dress which he kept secretly because these resting in the palm of his hand made him feel her , touch her , hold her , and above all dignify her purity, her beauty, her innocence, her honesty of her heart & smile but yet throwing em away why because the Walls of the great ASR's castle were weakening by the existence of one pure soul known as Khushi...
As ."In jazbaat aur ehsasat ki meri zidagi mein koi jagha nahin hai"[I have no room for these feelings and emotions]."Arnav Singh Raizada itna kamzore nahin keh woh eik larki keh khiyal ko aapne dimagh se na nikal sake"[ASR is not that weak who can't get rid of one girl out of his mind]
Those pearls which represented Khushi's existence for him in his life as a part of hers which came to him that day by destiny are ready to become his destiny now.That destiny which does not run by him or her and is screaming its existence not only around em but around their families too to become a part of this vortex in these epi more than ever.
Scene1-Shyam and Babuji[SS -Rook and Pawn]
[SS-Slouchy Scorpion]
Scorpion's true nature has been revealed but again destiny is holding something different here.Shyam always finds out his caging days through a reflection on a glass[two sides image] and exactly this is happening here.His reflection and Babuji's reflection is facing in the same direction as Babuji knows his direction and intention.
[Sorry guys couldn't bear the pain of a father so that's all I can write can't watch more]
Symbolism and connection:Buaji is forcefully giving 10 rupees to the driver.
Ten implies the completeness of the order of the cycle by nature meaning represents the creator and its creation.Connection is simple as Destiny and Fate is completing its order regardless sometimes it seems painful to humans."Har kam keh peeche uski raza shamil hoti hai" as Shyam is the reason two families will be closer than ever which is important to bring these soul mates together.First creator has sent Babuji's protectors on time to save him from Scorpion's wrath.3-ladies as 3 is # of success.
Scene2-Anjali , Akash &Payal ,and Mamiji[ Rook,Knights,Pawn]
Second to be a protector of Payal as his looks were showing a determination of a promise which he made today with himself before leaving Payal.
Scene 3- Arnav and Khushi[King and Queen]
Arnav's solance his hand on Khushi's forhead is just like destiny is showering her with endowment which is here to alleviate every single pain of hers by replenishing her paths with protection and joy.His distress has no limit as this pearl which he tried to throw so many times is resting in the palm of his handtoday not only feeling his warmth but also giving him warmth of love and intimacy of hers which he wants to hold with both hands and that is a pure call of destiny.
Raba Ve rubs in where Her touch and brushing breath on his hand not only is evoking his desires for her as he touched her sweetness [jalaibi]through her hands with his lips and but also her lips are touching his sweet protectiveness which is always there unintentionally. Her warm touch is making him regret how badly he threw this pearl around last night . He ejaculates at the sight of her tears ,the pearls of love and care she showered at him unintentionally and today He is holding those pearls [tears] unintentionally again in the palm of his hands which have penetrated deep inside the Shell of ASR completely.Hats off to the creators and the original writers and directors especially Ved Raj and Nissar.[Why do I feel he was removing those tears from her face while thinking about it as this is his deep desire to evaporate those for forever]
Today King is bowing down to her queen upon her touch , her request and her unintentional desire which is melting him "lamha ba Lamha" [every sec] and then the pain ,the agony brings him to the edge of closing his eyes as he indeed hurt her again."I'm sorry Khushi...I'm sooo sorry!" as he is saying it for every reason which brims her eye or gives her pain .His indulgence over this innocent beauty was melting him this moment.
PONDERING Connecting Dots: He puts his hand from now on on Khushi to the hospital and to the very end either in love or hate but she is in the Shell of ASR's [Arnav] protection now and forever"Hamesha" , especially in 101 where he wants to rectify his action for not saying "sab theek ho gyega" and then again in Mandir during forced marriage,by putting that Sindoor in hate but he was putting his hand regardless in hate, for his Di but also for his fear of losing her which in return was the protection for her from Shyam and his evilness.
-Today she is getting this warmth of his love and protection unintentionally but will crave and demand it after kidnapping where he will take her out of the pain of the insecurities forever "Hamesha"
-Today he is bowing down without bowing his head in front of this filmy girl for her innocence and her values unintentionally and later he will bow down intentionally in filmy style for all the good she has.
Arnav,"Khushi...Tum ...Theek tou ho na"[Khushi are you ok] She just affirms as her moment is frozen in the mist of last night's events .His regretful voice tells her that car will be here but she is adamant I will go Delhi by myself which irritates him and makes him unfreeze her from the last night but a jeep of 5 goons stops .Love to see Khushi naturally walks beside and little back of ASR for protection and that speaks of her trust, her comfort and belief level with him.
They both look at each other to understand what's going on as one of them with his wavy hair style sends the non-style threatening signals to Arnav.Khushi connects the dots of her Lehnga Choli...Wavy style pushes and punches Arnav and drags Khushi by grabbing her wrist and when she protests , finally slams her head to the jeep.That is the moment which freezes for him as she is touched and physically hurt by someone else and he roars by slaming down all the others in the way to reach his target.He shoves him, punches him, kicks him, slams his head and has no control to stop as she sees it.."Arnavji bas kijye...bas kijye ...mar daleinge kya...."[Arnavji are you going to kill him]
Arnav in his rage ,"hann Mar daloonga ...iski himmat kaise huee tumhain ...and then her pearly controlled touch not only forces him stop right in the air immediately but also makes him to realize what was he doing...Amazingly she does not remove her hand till he comes to his senses completely ..is there any other proof they need that they are divinely touched soul mates ...
Khushi in her deep dazed state,"what happened to you...he just pushed me and you'..." and my my my what a look he gives her by coinciding with Raba Ve.His possessiveness, fondness, devotion and fidelity is written all over this slow turn of his head along with tenderness, attachment, love , affection and pain in his one look.Seriously Barun is "Chalta phirta ASR" how can he say that anyone can be ASR...impossible
Its impossible for her to inhale blazing glares of him filled with intensity which forces her to bring her gazes down but she can feel his daggers right into her skin as he is no mood to look away...The moment he looks away she gauges him to find answers of her million questions .But as I said he is his protector no matter what as this urge to protect her started from the very 1st epi when she fell in his arms and its never ever going to diminish as "Hamesha sanmbhalata rahoonga"
PONDERING Connecting Dots: -His half eye as" eye of Horus " as he is a his protector no matter what in love or hate.
Today he is beating up the goons for her safety and later he will beat but get beaten too for her safety.[Kidnapping ]
While driving back Delhi,the reverbration of events and her words bring him to the reality "Why did I react like that"...
Just like her chup ,her silence bothers him the same is with her as the level of trust and belief has been changed.His three hrs constant "placidity"is unbearable for her.Her blabbering.com is filled with apologies and plea to instigate him to speak whether its filled with scolding and taunting.Wow! ...What a journey "jab se aap humain mile hain tub se humari aukad aur haisiat ki yaad dila rahe hain..."[since you meet me always remind me of my status and class] and today it does not bother her at all and all she wants to just hear his voice no matter what to make sure he is alright.But he is having a war of his heart and brain over here as he tries every time to throw her out of his life but she is always there challenging him stronger than ever before...
Khushi's concerns for his wounds and his health are written on her open book face as "Dekhiyeh aap humain daant lo...."Arnav politely, "just shut up"....and that brings a delightful smile on her face which assured her his safety as he is ok and not that angry that much.Delhi brought her joy as she is here near with her Amma and Babuji [stars] but fate still wants her away from the agony and pain for some more time with her protector away from the filth and slush which can smudge the purity of this pearl...[hey bina Dil keh Dili is Dil wali now][# 3 is the symbol of victory as well as masculine #]
Khushi,"shut up that's good at least you said something after three hrs...you were angry when you were beating those goons , you did good as now they will not see any girl in bridal avatar from now on...
"waise eik baat poochain...unhon ne humain itna sa Dhaka diya aur apne itna mara'agar wo hum par haath uthate tou...[may I ask they just pushed me and you hit them so much if they actually hit me then..]
Arnav clutching his steering while gritting his teeth slams the breaks "get out"
Khushi,"Kya.kyuon...ab hum ne kya kia"[Why what did I do now]
Arnav,"by closing his eyes and calmly "get out"
Khushi,"par hum ghar kaise jayengey".....[how will I go home?]
Arnav by giving her money,"take this and cab and go home"
Khushi in fluster can't open her seat belt when he hastily opens it and throws it on her side.She gets down dissipatedly and he sees her in the viewing mirror by his side eyes but droves away by ignoring her dependence on him...
PONDERING Connected Dots:He threw her out from his car after Janmashtami in the night with hate and today he is doing the same but with the fear of over whelming and uncontrolled emotions & desires for her which are driving him crazy and insane.Today he threw the belt and during Rakshabandhan he stopped the car to put the belt on her by hovering on her to give her Dhak Dhak..
She walks home and as her protection is off and she is very much vulnerable to get hurt as the news of her Babuji which removes ground under her feet as Her Star Babuji got a heart attack .Khushi's pain has no limit...The pearls[tears] which Arnav kept in the palm of his hand and trying to remove by caressing her face are back as these pearls her tears are not going anywhere..
Symbolism and Connection: Khushi's reflection as she is looking at it ,she is misunderstanding him and had no clue of his inner turmoil, while her constant gaze on his car's mirror looking at him shows her dependence and belief in him.[as Egyptian views it shows your inner desire and belief]
Arnav comes home in hasty and clumsy way and Om prakash couldn't convince him otherwise to listen to him .Straight to room ,bag is thrown away in his anger filled with beclouded thoughts ,again reverberated moments of beating up goons and her concerned words bringing Lava out of him as he slams the closet door and moves away along with blazing ASR tone
Then "aagar wo hum pe haath uthate tou"......While on his recliner with closed eyes as not only her touch but her concerned words are sedatives for him,"kal tak mein us se pareshan tha. Tou phir aaj kya ho gaya hai mujhe"[I was annoyed by her until yesterday then what happened today]
PONDERING CONNECTING DOTS:
You were Upset [Pareshan ]with her ---hmmm
You were upset with her ------
-when you were saving her in guest house ,couldn't resist admiring her and losing your heart while marking with her blood
-During Berserahi didn't mind following her to talk and then admiring her during puja and yes being upset why didn't she talk to the Mighty ASR
-During Teej feeling upset by having urge to save her as this is your right
-In office you were upset when she left you to Lukhnow for "Hamesha" and due to that you couldn't sleep or do anything except staring at her door and threw those pearls and then again back to square one you are upset with her ,you must be joking Mighty Yummilicious ! ASR
Lamha-e-Fikeriya[Thinkable moment]:As in EPISODE 55
"Eik saye ki tarah cha gaye hai dimagh peh...Baar baar usi ka khial usi ka chehra...jaise challenge kar rahi ho...nahin mein har man ne walon mein se nahin hoon'
Acceptance of raving emotions in the wilderment of this ocean is blustering with ASR BG tone but each word shows the honesty and depth of the ocean of his raging emotions ,those pearls, which he has thrown out but was he successful with that then or even now by throwing her out of his car ..hmmm...just beautiful yet painful thought
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