Episode 81

                                

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EPISODE 81

Parents'Anniversary PART 1

There is a light in every darkness, you just have to look forward by trusting God and he prevails no matter what.Dukh aur Sukh[sadness and happiness] walk side by side and you can't separate them.Arnav and Khushi both have seen the dark sides of their lives but both of them deal with them in different ways.Khushi is the sunshine for him as she is very independent and knows how to stand in front of any pain by her strong belief system along with action as "God helps those who help themselves"Arnav is the most strong and independent but at the same time the most weak and vulnerable because of his weak belief system in a lot of things but will emerge the strongest of all when Khushi will place these beliefs in his life.

Babuji,"Doodh ka jala chach bhi phoonk phoonk kar piye hai" [after burning first time from the same everyone becomes careful Babuji is here so why we have fear he will get you and outsmart you Slithery  ding dong.

Buaji  you are not enemy of Khushi but definitely enemy of her Khushi[happiness]

Khushi in Mandir with her parents as she can't forget bringing her parents here where her Arnavji held her in his arms and broke her fast . Unintentionally she wants her parents to be with her in this joy.

Pause here:"Hari Nagar ki moorati bohat sunder hai"[Hari nagar's idol is way too beautiful]

Symbolism:Hari Nagar ,Hari parakash ,Name Hari is Lord's name so calling someone by this name is giving someone prestige near to Lord.Some other meanings are bearing, bay [Sahil] ,Lion, Ishq [ love]

This is amazing she is describing her LaadGovernor's virtues to her parents.Delhi mein Hari is only and only Arnavji.

 

Her Hari Arnavji is here and stops with the same "mehsoos"[feeling ]she is here.He always gets it first but this time its stronger than ever with such overwhelming feeling of pain ,anger and relief together .The relief which he always gets after seeing her and the pain which he has associated with his internal turmoil because of his past and anger because of Khushi's Faith and belief system because he is burning  of that internally in between hate and love.

This time it's felt like he is listening her distress wish and concern for her father.Love this transition as her concentration breaks so does his and he dejects himself with that feeling for a while but DM's chunari is still lingering around him another sign as she is here.

 Pause here; Arnav is here as he is receiving her parents' blessings just like she is getting from his parents [in Part 2 epi 82-83].Stars are watching and trailing these two all the time so they don't forget their ways towards each other.They are showing them the right way towards each other.Its like all the forces are determined and adamant in this reunion.

 

She feels the wind of misty breath of him around her and knows HE IS HERE.She is in Mandir hands joined and her innermost wish Rajkumar is here after all ,All super natural forces are united with DM and DM is with Khushi[my strong belief]

Pause here:Today she is alone in Pooja later he will be joining hands with her FOR her with a killing smile for KulDevi pooja.

 

Arnav on his way but Khushi's wish stopped his feet ,the little girl crying for her father's betterment but has no money.He not only wipes her tears with her own handkerchief but also releases her wish by buying all the pigeons .

He couldn't see her without parents .Today he does not want a child crying over a small things connects his childhood suffering for a lot as they were thrown out of the RM and he has to make all the way up where he can help others.There is no doubt he is a man of golden heart as he wants a one wish  for himself a WISH that his mother could be with him.Today he became a protector of this girl and wanted to fullfil her wish like a father which shows his inner desires for his own  father to be like one.My heart goes out for his pain...

Pause here:Hey another thing this broken gullock is reminding me of  Khushi's one right before Holi and her coins were not enough where our Sanka Devi asks for "Udhar"[Loan}.She made me so proud that day...

            

SERIOUS Pause here: Arnav does not hate kids ,he just have anxiety with their attitudes .He loves nice kids as later he will have one without trying anything .Ahem aheM...What ladies I was just talking about Aarav...seriously you guys are too much...

Ok Do you see any similarity here...

                    

AMAZING Pondering Point:

She asks her parents to have "Mannat keh Kabootar"[pigeons for blessings] in Mandir just like "Mannat ki chabi"[key of blessing] in Dargah.How beautifully creators have connected these two.The key is his and she has it as she is his real "Mannat" his "key".Today she wants "Mannat keh Kabootar[her wishes like the betterment of her family,her Babuji, her wish for her Rajkumar to be the one the way she wants and  all]" which he is going to buy all upon her wish along with that little girl will be released in air.The girl is there for the welfare of her father and Khushi's wish is "Humare Babuji ko acha Kar do"[Make my Babuji allright] and who is "waseela"[reason] Arnav who is buying her wish.At the top she is there at the time of releasing pigeons which shows their oneness.just amazing.He will be paying her Babuji's bill later and will take care of every wish of her.This is all so well connected and makes my belief more stronger.

 Khushi,"itni saree manatain sirf eik adami keh liyeh...bada lalchi insaan ho ga jo sab kuch sirf apne liyeh mang raha hai...[all these wishes only for one person...how greedy that guy is as he wants everything for himself] uhhh.sweet heart he is doing it for you but you will know it for sure one day.

Her inner happiness and Faith gets a relief after seeing her Arnavji as a good man which she wishes for him to be as her "Rajkumar"...

This is going to change Khushi's belief system towards him"Jo Dikhta hai woh waisa nahin hai"[it will change her completely]

Pause here:She will tell her Arnavji that she saw him with this little girl with pigeons and all during her KulDevi Pooja

Heartfelt Symbolism and Connection : Pigeons are symbols of love and marital bliss as well as happiness in the home, so you seeing this bird probably indicates some form of good fortune and happiness to come.

COLOR white is for purity and it consumes all colors in it so it also represents all emotions.

  

I think you guys understood the connection .Just remember in the 1^st epi it starts with Khushi's home with two pigeons [at the entrance of the door]story of Arnav and Khushi .Then when Arnav was in Sheesh Mahal doing biggest deal of his life with Chachaji to buy his pains as he was thrown out of his own home and here he is buying that treasured memory from him.Pigeons were around flocking here and there.One pigeon was actually doing this deal along with ASR...just kidding.. Ok even in the Durgah in Lukhnow Khushi bumped into these pigeons just like she bumped with Arnav.Amazing...Today Khushi entered in Mandir they were there , When Arnav entered in the Mandir there were pigeons.When Khushi turned around to see Arnav after feeling his misty presence  pigeons are flocking in the background.Khushi and Arnav standing in between flocking pigeons together with small girl.So Pigeons are the symbol of their treasured oneness which supposed to happen no matter what.

 

Evident Pondering POINT:Khushi always puts others in front of her and cares about them.Today she sees him in Mandir doing selfless act and now seeing him in the pain which she shares with him and knows exactly how is he being going through regardless of his anger.She does not care about that she only knows he needs her in this distress and she will be there for him as he shared his "Dukh" with her in his rage"kaisa mehsoos hota hai] she will share her "Dukh"with him.[apko pata nahin hoga na..hum bata dete hain]He knows her pains and she knows his , he understands her and she does for him.Period.

She comes home all baffled and dumb folded'and as our Khushi is talking to herself as usually.Payal is right Khushi you are Pagal...Khushi is preshan[worried]," Jiji par who waisa hai hi nahin...uska usli roop tou kuch aur hi hai.."[jij he is not what he looks like ,he is a different person]How we supposed to know a person is good or bad.She is addled about everything which happened in couple of hrs and wanted to share with Payal but I LOVE this. the moment she opens her mouth to tell her and couldn't as "everything remains in between them"done by FATE.

Pause here:Khushi's POV is going to change as he is not what he appears .He istaking care of his family and especially his Di and despite the fact he is LG ,Rakshus, Magarmuch etc but behind all of this he is "Rajkumar"The only time she will shatter when he will marry her forcefully"Aap iske lyek hi nahin hain keh koi aap se pyar kare"but she will get that too Later.

 

Time on clock is Six and she is getting late for work.

Symbolism:#6

      According to the Bible, God created the world in six days and rested on the seventh.

      Six represents balance, love, health and also luck, as it is the winning throw at dice.

      The most important influence of the 6 is its loving and caring nature.

      Properly nicknamed the motherhood number, it is all about sacrificing, caring, healing, protecting and teaching others while sometimes becoming doormat in this process

CONNECTION:THIS # represents Khushi she is going to be sacrificing herself for all of the people here and during this process she is going to be treated as a doormat but her loving and caring nature will not change .She will be healing Arnav and Anjali and protecting of their where about from Shyam but in return she will take all the heat .Just marvelous

 In Rm ,Anjali is upset as usually as she can't reach her charlatan hubby.The door bell rings and  Khushi's bright face on the door appears as she is light in this darkness and today on their parents anniversary, their parents ,the stars are helping them to have her. While passing the hall, Khushi finds a hanky on the floor with "S" on it. Anjali tells it her's his hubby's and his name is Shyam. Khushi gets amiable by telling her that their PG's name is Shyam too.Khushi ,Payal is right "you are pagal if you are thinking Shyamji is a good fella'. Didn't like the way she gives respect Slither while calling his name

 Significantly Khushi will return Shyam to Anjali the moment she will find the truth about him.Love this they were holding the hanky together and then Anjali was holding it while thinking about it.

Anjali is mad at him first time and ignores his inquiry about Khushi and wants him here on this propitious day but filthy Slither is busy playing with his slinky games.

 

Babuji is following Shyam's Slithery trails "yeh Rani Sahiba Kuan hain beta"[who is this Rani Sahiba] Why do I have a feeling as he heard his whole convo because he changes his face expressions the moment Shyam does nice move Babuji.Arggg...Buaji's ishaqwa for this slimewa is making me sick ...

Babuji asks him again and his hesitant face tells million things to Babuji,"Is Rani Sahiba from Lukhnow?"and he stammers.Well Done Babuji[teer Nishane peh] Shyam with his shatir recovery,"Babuji wakil hum hain par sawal aap bhi bohat karte hain"[I am a lawyer but you questions like em]You liar my foot

Shyam and his shabby games of pleasing ladies are not going unnoticed but Shyam's observance of his behavior is keenly booked by his sly brain too.

 

 The grand arrangement of the pooja makes Khushi hype.  She astonishes seeing Arnav coming for the pooja as he does not need any trick this time to be in the pooja. Her happiness goes double  to see him as DM can do anything,"eik Nastik bhi pooja mein baith rahe hain" [even Arnav,"The great and  an atheist can sit for the pooja!"] Arnav throws daggers  at her. But her heart sinks with pain when Anjali come with a portrait of their parents and  gives it to Arnav for garlanding Khushi come to know that it was their parent's death anniversary. She feels awful and exceedingly sad for Arnav. Arnav's submergence  watching their parent's picture does not go unnoticed by Khushi but no one sees her restlessness while watching him in pain and at the top he does not accept her apology,"humain pata nahin tha keh..[I didn't know that ...The pain and agony in her voice is way too deep..

 In Rm, Khushi goes to her Arnavji's room to apologize.She goes in after knocking and he gives a very passive look as he wants to hate her after her thinking about him that low.He totally ignores her apology and goes back to his work.Khushi says dotingly,"apki ankhein bilkul apki amma ki tarah hain"[your eyes are just like your mom's]He gulps down the pain and tells her ,"Just leave from here plz"

Khushi turns to leave but then stops to give him her support as she saw him today in another avatar which is giving her strength to change her views no matter what. [she always jump for others to give them relief no matter what"adat se majboor"]She wants to remove his distress as she can't see him in pain the way he can't see hers regardless he gives her and gets it in return.

 

Khushi,"hum samjh sakte hain iss waqt aapko kaisa lag raha hai"[I can understand how are you feeling right now]

ASR is back with his BG score louder than ever.He threw his file and attacks her with harsh words.She steps back frantically,"kya samajh sakti ho tum'bolo kya samajh sakti ho "[What do you understand tell me]

Why am I getting vibes he wanted her to ask him, to console him as he pours his heart today on her in this matter which he didn't with his Di after all we always show anger to those who we love the most.

Voice modulation is evident he wants to share this with her without hesitantly even in anger"pata hai kaisa lagta hai jab apne haathon se apni maa ko agni daite hain 'kaisa lagta hai jab uss ghar mein phir se  kadam rakhte hain jahan who wapas khabi nahin ayengey'kaisa lagta hai jab sab kehtey hain keh who samajhte hainkeh hum kya mehsoos kar rahe hain par koi kuch nahin samajhta"

[do you know how does it feel when you come home after criminating your mom ,do you know how does it feel when you come back to the same house where you won't be able to see them again'do you know how dose it feel when everyone says they know what are we going through but they don't]

 Khushi's pain rolls down with tears but he can't feel it today as his pain is way above all right now.He has no clue he is giving her pain which is adding fuel to fire today for her and is unbearable for her more than him.

Arnav in mortification,"don't waste your tears on me,your simplicity works on Nani,...Don't think by consoling with me ,I will increase your salary...Now get out"

Khushi comes out with heavy heart and he shuts the door relentlessly at her.She is outside with brimming tears as she has no clue of her fault and he is inside in his room flustered as he did something wrong.

Arnav is in his baffled and vulnerable state because of his mom's sudden death and the horror of that night as he mentions his mother's name first to Khushi then parents.

Pause here:Loop is closing here as the other day she was standing outside by knowing its her fault by throwing tea and he closed the door at her in his flustered condition by accepting his fault for all of his wrong doings and today he is perplexed at the same way on the other side of the door but in both cases they both are in the same frame.

 

When he will understand her pain he will remember her words always for not speeding car, for not keeping her in the dark  etc