Episode 80

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EPISODE 80

Sometimes, we don't get what we want. . . But this is a benevolent universe. And once in a while, we do because of FAITH.This is what describes the best Arnav's state of mind as he does not know what does he want  as La"ASR ko khud bhi pata nahi keh unhain kya chahiye".He wants Khushi but no marriage and  Khushi can't be with him without marriage as her belief system along with her Faith is very persuasive and compelling .This is a fight of his beliefs VS hers.

 

Pause here:She will be convinced with all of his beliefs during remarriage.When he will prove his point by reminding her about all the rituals they did together unintentionally and above all that these rasams have no meaning s if two ppl love each other in a pure way.Khushi gets it as "Hum tou aap hi keh hain...

Arnav furiously threw the water as today he got another sweet defeat by nutkhut Khushi.The trail lead is right here in this pic to boil his blood.Mamiji is just following Arnav bitwas's trail of anger today which will trail her to her makeupia and touchupia.Arnav never complains about Khushi to anyone so does she.

 

La to ASR "Tum Theek tou ho na" and she asked this twice [# 2 is a matter of conflict] ASR ,"enough Khushi" but this is La Mr Ahkroo.hmmm so that's what you are expecting from your Temptalicious.right ...to ask you that you are ok.

He gets befuddled but rectified it quickly,"I mean Lavanya" ...La ignores it for a while...

Pause here: Khushi is taking over his heart and mind in such a way that one day he will surrender to it and completely devoure her in front of La unintentionally." Mein aisa hi hoon Khushi....." [I am just like that Khushi] and La will completely come out of her self imposed fantasy land "Its Lavanya ASR".That day will be memorable in IPK where one girl will sacrifice her LOVE for the other.

Arnav always wants Khushi to have and show concerns for him.During bleeding his hand after knowing her engagement he did not let her touch first but her touch vanished all of his pain and calmed him down.The same is in golgappa scene her touch always melts him.

 

Series of unsuccessful attempts made him furious and he wants to get even with Khushi Kumari Gupta who had guts disconnecting his phone, manipulated him in the kitchen with flour and then misled him with her fake fainting act.You are so done KKG.

He got her the moment she entered having a ball of over joy thoughts of his departure"Jan bachi tou lakhon paye LG bye bye] which turned into the anticlimactic after his sight.Love the glaring end and the receiving end with this exchange of gazes.He slams the door "eik minute"...long pause with ASR BG score increasing the intensity of the scene...and then by stepping forward "Khushi Kumari Gupta"

Khushi totally knows what is coming next, "Lavanyaji I am here".She rushes away hastily and so deos he after her.

ASR," La went to office"...His killing daggers and her scared bafflement was way too intense.

Khushi,"I have some work with Mamiji upstairs"

Her ignorance towards him deliberately  was the final nail which she could ever put in his shell. 

ASR trapped her in their room and poolside"their Eternal heavan".Intensity of this scene is crucial as he trapped her in between two doors and then in between his two arms.

Pause here:significantly as he called her name one time on two occasions and number 1 is the new beginning to cross all the obstacles to reach to their reward and #2 is conflict.so here is the beginning of their relationship which is going to be trapped for him in between Khushi and Di as he is going to trap her in between her sister's love and his love which he was trapped in for not telling Khushi on the terrace. Khushi  will be trapped  in between first her and Shyamji because of  Anjali and Shyamji, and then her sister Payal and Arnav during forced marriage until they will cross all the obstacles to reach to their oneness.

After running back and forth in between these two doors ...Arnav,"tum apni hud se bohot agey bhad chuki ho KKG..."[you have crossed all of your limits]

Khushi by collecting her courage, "humain upar jana hai"[I have to go upstairs]

Arnav,"meri baat abhi khutam nahin huai hai..tum nain mera phone katne ki himmat kaise ki"...[I did not finish yet]

Khushi,"humain janain dijiye"[Let me go]

Akhroo you are asking her or telling her that she has crossed all the limits and had severe damaged on your hard shell where she has entered unintentionally but you cannot throw her out even intentionally besides the fact you did throw her pearls out, throw her out of your house, and throw your daggers on her by throwing money but still PEACE is no where to be found.

Khushi in her frantic and flabbergasted and at the top in uneasiness state because of his close proximity, looks here and there to find someone.

Arnav,"bol lo jitna bolna hai, ...chilla lo jitna chillana hai...jub tak meri baat khutam nahin ho jati tum yahan se hill nahin saktin....[say whatever you want and scream as much as you can but  you can't go anywhere without listening me]

Hmmm ...Akhroo you want her to listen to your heart forcefully but that's how things don't work.Time had been frozenfor these two as I mentioned so many times.She did not let him finish explaining his side over and over and marked him for "Hamesha keh liye" so he wants things at his terms now.Now he will say what he had to say as this is revenge time.

Arnav,"Ghar mein koi dikh nahin raha iss liyeh keh ghar mein koi hai nahin... Samjhi tum[you can't see any one because no one is home]

He barked at her ok its me or it seems he is internally relieved for no one to be home.[my pov] 

Akhroo wants to take the advantage to throw his frustration at her as his views about marriage is clashing with her and her beliefs and FAITH is shaking his atheistic WALLS as his belief system is only ACTION not WORDS and especially given and provided by the society norms as Rasams and Riwage.

Arnav with his BG score intensifying her fears,"tum ho kaun jiss se baat karne keh liyeh itna kuch karna parta hai...[why it is so hard to talk to you]Here we go store room moment---again

Bingo! so you are admitting she is so special and prominent to your heart to approach her unintentionally as you don't wanna hurt her but you still do Akhroo

ASR,"sirf Di ki wajah se mein tumhain bardashat kar raha hoon warna....[I am just tolerating you because of Di or else]She looks at him right in his eyes  with perplexity but did not say a word.

ASR,"apna kaam karo...apne paise lo aur chup chap ghar jao...aur apni shadi keh ideas apne paas rakho..."

[do your work ,take your money and go home and keep your marriage ideas to yourself]

There you go he hit the target with this.No more fear, bafflement just strong Faith which puts her at the edge to stand in front of ASR without thinking about consequences....Khushi,"Shadi ka idea humara banayea huwa nahin hai Mr Arnav Singh Raizada...[marriage is not my idea Me ASR] They both always call each other with with FULL name in anger.Both hands come down and a strong bewitched aberrant grasp on his face.She moves forward with confidence.

"I did not make this ritual,this is God's blessings, the most pure relation of this world ever.When someone wants to spend his whole life with the other..does not want to be separated even after death... Prays to have every distress of his partner..if necessary then he can sacrifice his life for her or vice versa...and your life ends with this promise...but you can't understand this because you make relationships according to your needs.May be this is a new thinking for you but according to me "apka character hi dheela hai"[you don't have a strong character].They both gave each others a serious and intensive look with passiveness and anger.

Pause here:He is the one who will feel and do exactly what is she describing here.During kidnapping...He sacrificed himself by hiding Khushi...He couldn't let her go easily when she sacrificed herself for him'Khushi mein tumhara bina... 

This time she hit the target which he is not ready to accept easily as she is ready to leave...

ASR with clenching teeth and anger hold her wrist as he is no mood to let go off her .He swirled her around ,"kis ne kaha meri baat khatam ho gyei hai... mein tumhain bata hoon character Dheela kise kehtain hain"....[I tell you what is the meaning of low character]...

Khushi frantically by stammering, "Humara matlab woh ...woh  nahin tha" [I did'nt mean that]..

ASR yanking her against his hard core by gripping her wrist firmly," tou kya matlab tha tumhara'[then what do you mean by that]...

Pause here:Again Khushi's face is covering his half eye,[eye of Horus] he is her protector all along.

 

She looked into his deep brown eyes where she can read his swelling burning  desires for her which scares her a bit and her tears delivers her message to him as he is hawking and trailing each and every curve of her expression which melts him internally but he is no mood to let her go today as he never wants to lose this moment of proximity of her.Their breaths were brushing each other without any distance among them physically regardless of their mentally distance .His expressions changes with each and every drop of her tear which is trailing down his  inner turmoil for her.He is burning with it each day ,each moment, with each and every breath of his by thinking, talking and trailing this one name"Khushi" who is becoming his "Khushi" unintentionally but he wants to keep his armored shell intact because of  his past fears no matter what.

Her lowering gazes down as message has been delivered and his changing expressions  is evident of that

Pause here: Khushi is becoming his healer slowly by slowly as "Tumhare saath bitaye huway lamhe yaad rehnai lag gaiye"[ I just remember the moments which I spent with you" ...and Khushi,"Hum nain apke saath  aisa koi lamha bitaya hi nahin jiska humain afsos ho"[I did not  spend any moment with you which I regret]

-Today he swirled her around with anger but it will change into "bharosa nahin hai mujh par"after Haldi[you don't believe in me]after a sequence of long list of anger ones...

They both give each other serious answers of their questions which change both of them and as always she lowers down her gazes down as she is saying "sorry" of what she did and he accepts it to let go of her right before La comes in.His gazes does not leave her until he was ready to do so.La gets scared for her but she excuses herself and comes to aside where she finds his mark on her again right on her wrist.

Pause here:He gave her mark when he broke her bangle in guest house and today with his grip.That day he got marked by the same bangle and today by her tears which put his peace on halt for ever."Hamesha"

If she is unrest by having his mark on her ,he is restless by giving her and again her tears are leaving him wounded anyway .

Pause here: Arnav,"kyuon karta hoon ...hamesha uski ankh mein ansoon..." [why do I always become a reason of her tears]her tears just drop on his skin like a splashing hot oil.

In GH. Slithery moves are so on "Raizada house se tou apko nikal nahin sake par apni zindagi mein lane ka pura intizam kar chuke hain"[I couldn't throw you out of RM but did full prep to make you mine]

"Delhi mein rishtedar and paying guest here" [ relatives in Delhi and paying guest here] good job Babuji this Slither needs someone like you to put on halt.Just wait DM is so on for you...

Babuji started connecting dots from Lukhnow till now because it can't be a coincident.He labeled him "Slither" and I labeled Babuji"Salvager"...he is a true father of Khushi no matter what'because he is finding "gadbad"in "Shyam Maohar Jha"...Too bad I am taking his full name in anger too...

 In RM, Khushi in her distress and tribulation of past moments when La notices her "mark" and asks her"are you ok".Again Khushi is not going to say a word for her prominent majesty after all she is his queen no matter what.During the exchanging of bulb ,fuse becomes a problem for everyone especially for Mamiji because Khushi is a new "Bhoot" in her life and later Payal will be serving the responsibility.

 

"Iss ghar mein har woh cheese jo ghalat hoti hai uskeh peeche KKG kyon hoti hai"[what ever goes wrong in this house why KKG is behind it]He is still on..."iss ghar mein kuch aur kharab karna baki hai ..ya..lavanya keh Dimagh mein khuch aur bharna baki hai...[Is there anything else needs to be out of place in this house or La's mind to fill with your stupidity]Even La's explanation couldn't stop him gazing at Khushi...

 Khushi lights the candle which stops Arnav  as he sees his bewitching beauty which gives light to his dark life as she symbolizes "charta Suraj"'[rising sun] by Khushi and only Khushi, 

Symbolism:Anjali,"hum Jai Parakash ko keh ke karwa dain gey"[Jai Prakash will do it] Jai means victory and Parakash means Light meaning "Victory of Light"

Connection:Arnav is getting victory over Darkness with this light known as Khushi whose nutkhut ways brought Arnav in the light before and will be conquer his darkness too.[Nutkhut BalGopal is playing his role]She is lightening his life all along.

 

His dagger gazes were not unnoticed by Khushi and she couldn't resist giving him baffled and sweet look either as "Her heart skips beats for him even unintentionally".Her heavily breathing were not unnoticed by Arna too. They both are in their stances but as he always "mehsoos" her distress her "Pareshani" and here is the same as she is wondering about his "ajeeb" behavior without noticing candle and hot wax which is inclining to burn her.He rushes at her safety but not La.La couldn't resist unnoticing this either "jub tum nain mujhe girte huwai dekha tou meri help kyuon nahin kari"[ why didn't you save me while I was falling]This gives Khushi a new dimension about Arnav.

Pause here:Later "jaise yeh Saroo dikhte hain waise bilkul bi nahin hain"[He is not as mean as he looks like]during Shyam revelation'

CONNECTION:#1 represents the beginning as La is starting noticing his behavior near Khushi and his concerns before she saw his attention to her but in anger but now his concerns for Khushi will make her think as"mein janti thi ...shayed accept nahin karna chahti thi.. Khud se jhoot bolti rahi ...keh mujhe who jhoot bhi chach lagne laga..[I knew it as I alwaya lying to myself which seems truth to me]

Khushi noticed his attitude towards her and put her in strange stance."Her RajKumar aur Shaitan eik hi insaan hain"

Pause here: He is going to save her from the burnt of Shyam even in his rage by burning her Faith on him in Forced marriage but she will be saved by wondering his "ajeeb" behavior and without knowing the reason behind it

He helped La  for bringing her down where the preparation of their parents's anniversary changes the colors of his face.He comes back to his room on his Laptop with The Past which is excruciating and is making present more unbearable for him .His focus is drained out with that dark wedding which finished with one scream only..."Maa"....and beaming tears just flow by breaking the strong armored shell of ASR as Arnav is always there behind bars hiding in this darkness.His "Maa jaisi behan"[his sis like his mom]puts hand on him the way he does on her in the time of need and distress and loses his control by hugging her.[sorry guys hard to write this for me I feel pain in my core]Anjali is right "Don't say anything" just let it flow...to release the dark memories associated with pain.A bro who is strong for his Di..."mein Theek hoon Di"

 

Pause here:Today he only opens his wounds infront of Anjali but can't releases himself from these bars but one day he will do it infront of Khushi and that day on his wounds of PAST will get "Marham" his medicine