Episode PART 111-112

                                 

Episode PART 111-112

Continue Diwali PART 4

 What a night!? a girl who felt the amorous touch of her beloved  first time and got an annulment as well on the same night but not the first time [as he is being doing that for a while].,the night for which she dressed up in red saree and prepared sweets ,lit brightness around but her own "choti si Duniya"[her small life] couldn't get a glimpse of it and became more darker.

What a night?When he knows he is wrong"galat" as his eyes are quivering ,cursing and blaspheming him each time by her shattering sight.But Arnav Singh Raiada ko kissi larki se koi fadak nahin padta …nahin… main galat nahin hoon…..to keep his control intact.

Translation:Not a single girl matters to me…I am not wrong.

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:

He left her that night in the rain for punishing her making him lose himself against red beauty and first time felt he was wrong"galat".

He left her in the middle of the road by splashing muddy water because she was successful dodging ASR for Aarti ,and being"galat" [wrong] roamed around by calling her name.He threw her in the middle of the road for pushing her out of his Dimag[mind] where she stirred his strings to make him "kamzore" [weak]to beat up those goons and being wrong ended up putting his protective hand on her.Tonight there is no difference he is shoving her aside by crushing hearts hers and himself too as she completely tranquilized and weaken Arnav Singh Raizada's Dimag[mind] and shattered into pieces his Armored shell which took years to build.How can she do that?"Nahin Arnav Singh Raizada ko kissi larki se koi fadak nahin padta"[No ,not a single girl matters to me]

 

Is that so then why you can't look away ?Why her tears are still making you "kamzore"[weak] Why this time you want to become weak to hold her desperately as you can't see her shattered but no"itna kamzore nahin hai Arnav Singh Raizada…..Keh eik Larki keh khiyal ko na nikal sake"[No ASR isn't weak that he can't stop thinking about one girl]

But she is not just a thought anymore She is REALITY…which Arnav Singh Raizada does not want to face as he is weak in my eyes…..as this journey of his towards regaining control is going no where….. So a pure "PEARL' is thrown away again……. 

Lets take two steps back Arnav Singh Raizada ,from inveigle state to frightened one ,you were ready to take those scrumptious ,luscious, heavenly, quivering lips in yours with command and you wanted her to look at you while doing that as you stroke her hair and she was ready to give in as she looks back at yours in your response ,in her innocence without even realizing it but you both came back to REALITY for say but you were still in that stance as you took steps back keeping your gazes at her as it was the moment you wanted to show her "tum se fadak padta hai mujhe"[you matters to me] as in evidence you stayed there in that delusional state and then gave her back that intense look after seeing her state as your heart says "you do matter to me ..but I'm sorry [I know tumhain yeh sab shaadi se phele" is reflecting here some where] because Arnav Singh Raizada can't be weak in Love.

Pondering connected Dots:But his heart beat will stop when she will be someone's else just like the Rangoli day and that day "mujhe fadak padta hai kyuonkeh.."[It matters to me] is not far away…

[The same way he will realize "yeh kya kar raha hoon mein "….with La]

Love of Khushi will be his biggest strength of all as she will be standing right besides his mother where he couldn't place anyone else not even Di.Mother's garden.

 

What a night? where his eyes never left her in passion or in abhorrence ,If ASR is back so is Khushi with tears...which always make him "Kamzor" weak!...Unbearable pains for both of them,If its hard for her to leave so is impossible for him to watch her going away.If her steps are refusing to leave him ,his pondering eyes are doing the same.Seriously iss pyar ko kya naam doon……..

Khushi in gripping agony says to  La,"Aap ne jaisa chaha…jise chaha aapko mila" in return of her asking twice.."tum mere liyeh Khush tou ho na".Khushi as usually hiding her pain behind her strength "smile" but today even smile is not getting any light from this night "I am so happy for you" ….."Bas yeh soch kar ajeeb lag raha hai keh ab aap ko humari zaroorat nahin padegi" [Its strange you won't need me anymore] How beautifully she declared her success in La' win but La can't get this as its Khushi not her he is announcing to be with…..Khushi gives her assurance by hug and with a broken smile for herself behind tears…..which are shedding on someone's heart.But I love this girl here as her cold attitude and ignorance now making him to seek the real Khushi behind this mask as no one can fool The Mighty ASR.Love the taste of your own meds now.

Pause here:"yeh tou Khushi keh aansoo hain Lavanya keh aansoo tou Lavanya ki ankhon mein honge".[yes these are Khushi's tears because La's tears will in la's eyes] Future indication …

Earlier gloated behavior changes into regret now.He just gulps down her unanswered painful questions which are flowing through her tears but there is a hint of surprise …"kiss mitti ki bani hai yeh"[what kind of girl is that]as she is delivering sweets under smilely mask of vivacious and chirpy KKG.He was seeking he real Khushi behind the mask.His astonishment changes into perplexity when Mamiji indicates Khushi's last day at work.She will not be here anymore….hmmm

Love mamiji here ,her salvo hits him badly…

Khushi keeping her chin up,"hum apne kam mein safal huwe…ab humain yahan se….[I am successful in my task and now from here…] ends up in front of him as she wants answers as "nahin understand"….but…..got a long pause as million questions and answers were explored in this stance facing each other bidding goodbye…..and now its unbearable for her to be "kamzore" [weak] in front of this …Rakshus…LaadGoverner….her Arnavji….and she leaves giving him the taste of her "meve ka halwa" which she made only for Arnavji….[not for Rakshus or LG] but through Anjali regardless of the reminder by La "ASR does not eat sweets". 

Pause here: Khushi did fool everyone but Arnav while freezing in front of him and he wanted so alone time with her at that moment…..and at the top she gets more chirpier when Arnav found out she made special sweets only for him which showed him the extent of Khushi's concerns and care for him.[at this point he knows she loves him]The expression on Arnav's face  when Khushi leaves without even looking at him ..closing the door of paradise on his face!

 

And that makes Arnav to leave for her to seek answers now and of coarse for her safety but with ASR BG score..But time and tides waits for none.as when answers were needed he was mum…and when he wanted to give answers permission was not granted…..[love her for that]

 ……from The thrill and happiness  which brings Anjali to her Slouchy Rajkumar whose stingy back is waving with slickness to attack as "Khushiji will not come in RM anymore"

from the Family who wants to arrange the marriage as quick as possible but how can he ?its just a decoy ,no one can understand just like Khushi"nahin understand"

Pause here:Our Slouchy Scorpion is being cupid here as he calms the family one more time by favoring Arnav and buying time for him.I wanted him punished so badly by man handling two important assets of ASR…Anjali and Khushi……but my wish never came true.

 

Khushi with her tiny steps with distance of mileage in her mind with "nahin undrstand" to connect the dots [as she knows he has fallen for her and now is behind the mask]…and here he joins in to increase these distances more.

Pause here:Love the exchange of looks here as she asks him what the heck you are doing here and he is saying how can I leave you like that….So hubby and wifey look…

Khushi with agony behind smile," aap yahan kya kar rahe hain..aapko tou ghar pe….[What are you doing here.you should be at home…..]

Arnav by cutting her in a firm tone ,"sit in the car ….I'll drop you home"

ASR BG score with higher notes mingling intensity along with their yearning and pain by pushing each others away.

Khushi avoidingly,"nahin ….hum chale gyenge"[No I will go by myself]

Arnav imperviously and unyielding practicing his right ,"Shut up and sit in the car…"

Tonight he wants to push her way far by breaking her completely but her safety is still upmost duty for him as this is his right too….what a night and what a man?He opens the door and waits for her and she listens and follows.From Nainital he owns her and she obeys.BG score changes in their meeting notes….

Both of em stealing gazes in this awkwardness .Khushi with perplexity,"I forgot to congratulate you…..Congratulations for your engagement with La"

Khushi by keeping chin up"hum bohat khush hain….[I am very happy]

Arnav with taunting notes,"tou tum khush ho.."[so you are happy]

Khushi with enigma, "are hum khush kyuon nahin honge .hum bhi tou yahi chate thay"[why shouldn't I be happy?

I always wanted that..]

Arnav mockingly and sarcastically , "oh really so you wanted this…..

Khushi trying diverting the subject,"Why wouldn't be I happy….and its good you are leaving me home…Amma and Bauji will be happy to hear that too…." He can feel the complexity of her pain as she wants to be with her parents and it brings one layer on his face but he is on mission to gain control of ASR over Arnav so he does not stop there.

Arnav pinning her down to find the answers ,"Todi dair phele tum Khuch pooch rahi theen…..apni payal keh bare mein"[you were asking me about your payal ]

Khushi with affliction and throes and trying hiding the severity of it,"Oh ! that ..that is nothing]

How could a man be like this cold and shrewd on a mission to shatter a girl like this.He knows it matters to her as he has seen this in her eyes ,he has felt that in her every move and even her heart beat says that but he is adamant to make her realize that it matters to me or not but it does matter to you , because she is the one who could break the shell of ASR and because she has guts to ask and corner him with "nahin understand…samjhaeye humain"[I don't understand .make me understand] the MIGHTY ASR had no answer…..hmmm…..not so shatir in my eyes...

Arnav by taking and digging daggers in hearts,"tout um apni payal keh bare nahi janna chahti"[so you don't want to know about your payal] 

Khushi in abhorrence avoiding and diverting his questions purposely being deaf about the matter,"Naniji ne tou kaha keh roca hoga aur bohat jaldi shaadi hogyegi…..Lavanyaji tou bohat khush hongi..aur waise bhi aap dono ki jori kitni aachi lagati hai….

Translation: Naniji said your wedding rituals will be soon with marriage and above all you and La look so good together]

Arnav by halts the car vehemently ,"Get out"

Khushi silently in perplexed state keeps staring at him…..

Arnav commandingly," dekh kya rahi ho….I said get out"[What are you looking at I said get out]

Khushi looks at him helplessly which provides him power as he thinks regardless internally he is shattering more than her but his blatant actions are helping him in this mission to keep her away .

She looks out side and realized her destination has arrived during the web of deception she was weaving,He did bring her home unlike last times ,[loop is closing here he will never leave her abandoned] He helps her removing her belt but not her saree"s palu and she steps down crying bitterly as she can't be strong anymore ,the mask slips away showing aching and broken Khushi,and her "kamzori" is making him strong.He with his coldness just keeps watching her un grappling her Dupatta[sarees palu] which always wants his proximity.As Khushi tugs to free herself  , Arnav watches Khushi's raw face, A denuded face of deception, A face reflecting her love for him, A face reflecting her despair, her affliction at the news of his hovering engagement with La ...He had come in search of answers.. and he got one !!

She runs her home with her choti si duniya filled with tears and she knows more is awaiting for her at home too…….but his eyes are not willing to leave her yet …. [This Tycoon does not deserve her but he is in the same pain as she is or may be more .my heart goes for both but today Khushi's tears are making me to punish him]

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:Today he is furious to return her wallet but he will be glad to have an opportunity to see Khushi and tell "haq hai .tumhara.mujh par"[You have full right on me]

What a night? where his eyes never left her in passion or in abhorrence ,If ASR is back so is Khushi with tears...which always make him "Kamzor" weak!..Just like now he was gulping the pain while watching her coldly and shrewdly...

Pause here: His cold attitude and her tearing apart needs a standing ovation….Barun and Sanaya..hats off to you guys along with entire team.