Episode Part 146-Part 147

EPISODE PART 146-PART147

La's departure..

"Khuch rishte meant to be nahin hote 'usmein kissi ki koi ghalati nahin hoti" [some relations are not meant to be and its no one's fault] La's words are ringing bell in my head as this is a true reality.It's not only true for La but also for Anjali indirectly.

In GH Family was discussing the shame which Shyam is prevailing around everyone without realizing his mistakes and how Anjali has no clue about his evil deeds.Love Buaji as she is true to her character as always.She will be a biggest obstacle for Scorpion from now on.

In RM ,Khushi tries to convince La for not going back to London yet she refused to listen to her.La thnx her for teaching the values which she was not aware of.There is no question their friendship grew over time into inseparable one.Khushi asks her the reason to fix but she does not disclose anything to her.

Khushi inquires "why did he fight for you for bringing home,why did he agrees to engage with you and then why right before engagement he refused..he did wong with you Lavanyaji.."

La disappointedly," May be'and during their convo Khushi reveals her broken engagement news as a same pinch'..which surprises La and she apologize to Khushi over this..

Khushi by keeping her chin up,"There is someone for me and you and we have to see I find my Rajkumar first or you"'.

With Khushi's words ,La's mind reverberates moments of Arnav's concern ,realization and attraction for Khushi'.which brings tears in her eyes'."mein nahin aa paoongi"[I won't be able to come']

She holds Khushi's hands and asks her a favor'

"Tumhain mera eik kamm karna hoga'ASR'.tumhain ASR ka khiyal rakhna hoga'[you have to do something for me'ASR 'You have to take care of ASR]Which puts Khushi in dilemma'. And she pulls her hands off..

La continues to make her realize,"sirf tum hi jo usse who sab keh paati ho jo who nahin sunna chahte'[you are the only one who can say things to him which he doesn't want to hear]

Kushi in bafflement and confined state'.yet listening'"ASR ko kya chaiye yeh unhain khud hi nahin pata'par tum tou samjhdar ho na Khushi[ ASR does no know what does he want..but you are wiser']

Disconcerted Khushi'."jee"[what]

La holds her softly,"aaj nahin tou kal yum samajh jaogi ..chahe ASR samjhe ya na samjhe[you will understand either today or tomorrow whether ASR gets it or not]

Pause here:La's words did come true 'there is no doubt Arnav fell in love first but realization seeped deeply in Khushi first and she was the first one who put this Fadak aside to accept it at the airport'"kyuonke baat aapki hai '" Arnav was still in dilemma'

They both hug for their friendship for forever pinch'

La is setting a divine relation in between these two as her words later came true for both of them.

 Other parallel scene as drilling questions are being asked to Arnav and he can't give any straight answer because of his confused state which La just described.He doesn't know himself either what is happening to him and What does he want?'it's the realization that he can't commit to La and definitely because of Khushi but he is not sure as he said"jis rishte ke bar  mein khud hi sure nahin hoon '."[ The relation  about which I am not sure ']

Anjali is refusing to accept that and Arnav rages out when she presses the issue,"bata daita agar'."[ I would tell you if.]

Ans turns around as always when he does not want to show his vulnerability and has no straight answer'."mujhe force mat karo Di'"[Don't force me Di]

Nani is drilling him the same way as Khushi was doing in front of La and she is right about one thing "iske peeche bohat badi wajhe hogi'"[There must be a big reason behind all of this]

She wants answers and he just have flaring nostrils as he is baffling about his feelings and had no solid answer here.

Mamaji  and Akash tries too but in vain.

Anjali asks Shyam 's help who couple of minutes ago gulped down the bitter truth'when she said"youn  itni asani se rishte tod daite hain kya"[ it's so easy to break the relation like that"''.]

He just jumps up from his own stance as someone caught him on a wrong foot'.hunnn'.."Salesahib ki apni zindagi hai ..aur unhain yahi theek lagta hai tou"[It's his life if he thinks this is right for him]

Everyone gets shocked with their favorite Damadji's answer'No one knows he is saying for himself'..Jerk...but one thing is my grabber, he is saying it right it's his life to make decisions for himself...

Arnav's convulsion mixed with rage is so visible.Jijaji's words are helpful here to sooth him though with courage.He turns around trying clearing his point of view ,"La did so much for this family and that's why it wasn't fair to lie to her'.so I told her the truth.."

 

Anjali requests Arnav for making an effort with La and Naniji forces him to accept his mistakes but La intervenes'.."there is no need for that Naniji'I love that scene'she comes with Lakhmiji '.."This is our mutual decision so don't just blame him "'Arnav's concerns and embarrassment  is very much visible but Khushi is not satisfied with that'..but I couldn't figure out the reason of annoyance of Shyam here '.What the heck is his problem?...Anjali tires to ask her the reason but La answers with hurtful voice,"Kuch Rishte meant to be nahin hote.kissi ki koi ghalati nahin hoti 'bas who ho nahin pate'[ some relationships are not meant to be..it's no one's fault '.these just don't happen]

Love the way Arnav looks at Khushi ''His eyes are reflecting so many feelings here for her'.His decision is painful yet shows his will power and honesty at every step.

He really does have a lot of respect for La mixed with concerns''.while Khushi's tears have no limits which are another concern for Arnav's look'

La says good bye to family and stops at Anjali,"Plz Di trust me and don't blame ASR'" and that makes Arnav to lower his eyes as he can't take this any more'.

But He jerks up by her next statement,"woh shaadi karainge unhain jab lage ga keh unhain kar laini chahiye"[HE will marry when he will feel like it]..That makes him think what did she say just now'.and how is so sure'She knows you  more than you know yourself ASR'

Her cab comes and She bids good bye with heavy heart'..

He comes out and apologizes to her one more time sincerely.But La's words here have deep impact for the future'

"But agar tumhari life mein khabi pyar aajae tou hold on to it ASR 'kyuonke pyar nafrat se bohat bada hote hai'sab se bada hota hai'.make sure keh tum usey apni life se khabi jane naa do"

Translation:But if you find love in your life ,then hold on to it'because Love is greater than hate..make sure you never let it go out of your life'

Love her dialogues are following Khushi ''as these are trade mark of IPK for future.

Pause here: "Make sure tum khabi usey apni zindagi se jane na doo" Arnav from now on will never let Khushi out of his life'.from forced marriage till the very end''he keeps her always besides him ..love or hate ..whatever''.even when Khushi leaves him he brought her back either hook or by crook

Above all La's words play really big time during revelation of Garima on his wedding day'along with all the flash backs her words play big role including her mom's "  agar tumhari zindagi mein pyar aajaye tou hold on to it ..kyuonke pyar nafrat se bada hota hai" played that day'..

 

Music changes with their exchange of looks..as new day is waiting for him'..

 In GH Payal tells Khushi her concerns for her about Shyam while she was in RM'Khushi intervenes with annoyance ,"I don't want to talk about him ,he is the person of the family where you are going to be married'.That's why I want to forget that I had ever any relation with him 'for me he is just Anjali's husband"

Payal diverts her attention to La but her words here have really deep meaning'..

"Rishton ki dor bohat nazuk hoti hai..do logon keh beech kya huwa ,kyuon huwa ..koi nahin bata sakta

{Relationships stand on a thin line .what ever happens in between two people ,no one tell..}

Payal agrees with Khushi about La's goodness.The moment Payal takes Arnav's name..Khushi jumps at pickes her words.."Rakshus'..uss Rakshus ko to aisi ladki milni chahiye jo unko seedha kar de..unki ache se khabar lai'wohi sunnai jo who sunna nahin chahte'.unhain itna bhi nahin pata kiss sai kaise baat karni chahiye"[Rakshus'he should get a girl who corrects him ..tells him what he does not want to hear''.he does not know how to talk to anyone.].Payal hits her to stop and Khushi just plays along with her Jiji'

 Unintentionally Khushi is describing herself with inner happiness and Haq...as La said the same to stamp on her feelings for her LG as her smile is expressing her inner feelings with different angle.

In RM Arnav calls La to make sure she landed safely and then after her answer tells her in stern voice,"take care Lavanya"'

Closes his eyes for a while and when open ''..Life maintenance manual..I mean car maintenance manual [with chamkile cover] catches his eyes'.as his Khushi is waiting for him like a shining and a direction star who canto direct the way of love and happiness besides the odds.He reads her letter and can't read the manual as he has no idea what to do and how to direct his way towards this path of thorns yet Khushi is the one who changed the tire so she is the one who will bring approximately this whole 360 degree change[round tre=360 degrees] in him.Each word of her letter has a deep meaning'..

"ye pustaak, humari taraf se eik bhent hai, taakeh  jeevan mei apko gadhi ka paiyah badalne mein takleef na ho, Khushi Kumai Gupta."

Translation: this book is a gift from me so you will not face any difficulty to change the tire of your car, Khushi Kumari Gupta

 

Anjali comes and agrees with his decision which brings a soothing satisfaction in him as always his Di knows the best yet he is not ready for another lecture of "sansain ruk jana " but he is a heading towards it with new "neuta" [wedding card].hmmm ..interesting he is taking the card himself to Khushi as this is future indication of their union though this is the first step'.Anjali's comparison to his Scorpion was a bit too much to digest at this point as the huge commitment by her towards him is unbearable to watch'..

Other side Khushi is busy with her Jiji in playful mood.The whole towel scene is hilarious yet meaningful.Arnav gives her the towel because he thinks she really needs it yet she screams as he saw her without clothes'..but point is she is without Dupatta''.

 Arnav is asking her to stop because she has clothes on and later telling her to change towel with Dupatta''He is providing her shade of respect as he will be defending her all the time during forced marriage no matter what ,regardless in his extreme hate.They both will cover each other during that time as they always do.

Evil is settling his games with new angles by using the weakness of Anjali''as she is a bait here as always.Lets see how far he can go this time'..

Episode 145-Part 146[Payesh Engagement II]

EPISODE 145-PART146

Payesh Engagement'.PART 2

One side one couple couldn't wait for to be announced as one and other side was waiting to declare their separation .Khushi brings Payal downstairs and there is no doubt ,both gorgeous girls were grabbing everyone's attention especially Akash who couldn't resist holding his girl's hand.Shyam's filthy eyes were roaming around Khushi who was ignoring him completely to enjoy her sister's engagement.

 

A gentle hand on La's shoulder brings her to the realization table and she turns around by wiping her tears.But my grabber is she does not want Arnav to feel guilty and at the top Arnav's care and concerns for her is very much visible to her too but why? She wants him to feel guilty to change his mind or she s being selfless which she is not.They come down together holding arms but today La's gazes and gestures losing her love are not gone unnoticed by him which he was ignoring since from the beginning .That is my point she is grabbing his extra attention today because she really is Feeling the meaning of love who loves someone else.

Naniji teases her for her "character Dheela" dance and pushes her to the dance floor

 

La's frustration over the dance was very visible for Arnav.She pulls Khushi on the dance floor.When Khushi dances ,it seems the whole environment fills with joy.Everbody joins her at this auspicious moment.Arnav couldn't resist admiring his Khushi which didn't go unnoticed either by Khushi or by La.Khushi gets uneasy with his piercing soft gazes while La couldn't stop her tears which made Khushi to go after her.

Arnav's convulsion is very much visible by looking at La and he decides to disclose the truth to the family,which makes everyone worried especially Guptas.

Two parallel scenes side by side'Khushi connects the dots very clearly for La's behavior and her distress.La tells her the truth and it drops a bomb shell on Khushi and the vey same way on the family when Arnav tells them,"Mein aur Lavanya engagement nahin kar rahe"[La and I are not getting engaged]

Naniji's words shakes him a bit but he doesn't stumble as he still needs time to understand the depth and meaning of these relations'..His past has indeed the main cause of this sternness."Jaldbazi mein liya huwa koi bhi faisla sirf aapki zindagi par nahin 'purey parivar peh asar kart hai..[ hasty decision does not effect only yourlife but also effect the family]Anjali's concerns about La shows her own past bitter experience which is reflecting here in her tears.She knows how a woman feels after a breakage of any commitment .Her own experience and her mother's both are speaking with volume here.

Love this man's forthright and candid nature"Di aaj yeh faisla nahin karta dair tum ho jati'tub aap log manzoor karte"[Di if I don't make this decision today'then it would be late and you won't accept it] He made it clear to Akash whatever happens in his life shouldn't effect your life but he is unaware of the future as it is going to effect all of them.He breaks all the Mami's plan flopped by declaring Akash's engagement and Naniji supports him but stumbles him with the question for which he has no answer"What happened in between you and La because of which you are breaking this engagement."

Arnav aversely ,Hum iss bare mein baad baat karain gey"[we will talk about this later]

He comes down alone by gathering himself together and the moment he sees La and Khushi,"His phone becomes his partner"

Khushi sees him and steps forward towards him in rage which stops by La "Chamkili thoda Chill karo na"..Khushi in acerbity,"how can I chill,you are not telling me anything'..but I know it will be his mistake whether you tell me or not"

La in aghast ,"it does not matter who is responsible as Truth will not change by that"La tells her not to tell anyone till Akash and Payal engagement.Meanwhile Arnav looks at both yet Khushi shares her concerns and questions in her frenzy way and takes La with her leaving him confounded.

Payesh engagemnt happens lavishly and the new couple takes blessings of elders yet Guptas do feel virulenceonver some issue in Raizadas faces.Arnav after taking permission from La[love him over here] announces the news of his broken engagement and invites everyone for dinner.

He feels for La today as a friend ,as a companion''.he really did hurt her'He moves to talk to her yet stopped by displeased Khushi.La stops her blaming him.Khushi is touched by her concerns for family "who parivaar keh bare mein itna sochti hai '..by gritting teeth "aur Arnavji.."[She is thinking about family so much and Arnavji'] 

'while Arnav is concerned with Khushi's behavior with him."Khushi tum aise behave kyuon kar rahi ho"[Khushi why are behaving like this]Khushi proceeds with acrimony,"aap hamesha humari nazron mein yeh sabat kar daite hain ke aap Arnav Singh Raizada hain"[You always prove in my eyes that you are ASR]

 

Her ill thinking of him irritates him as always and he drags her to their Eternal Heaven[pool side] by grabbing her arm

"Jiss situation ke bare mein tumhain pata nahin hai uske bare mein bolne ki koi zaroorat nahin hai"[Don't talk of something when you don't know about it]

Khushi non stop in an argument mode,"zaroorat hai''iss bar apne kya bahana bana kar Lavanyaji ka dil toda hai"[it's important '.what excuse do you have this time for breaking her heart]

The string of the music is stringing his heart which beats is not matching up with her words'"Kya bahana"'[What excuse]

He grasps the moment to talk "mein jo keh raha hoon who suno'"[Listen what am I saying..]yet interrupted by her'"nahin sunni aapki baat..[I don't want to hear you]

Why do I feel here she is afraid what might he say as whenever she is convulsive with confused thoughts she talks too much'and that what she is doing here'She is not ready to hear it as she has feeling he might say something involving her'as their mehsoos is up to next level where they can understand each other without words'

Khushi didn't stop there,"theek kaha tha apne'aap bhavnaon ko samjhte hi nahin '.apko sirf paise aur taqat ki bhasha samjh aati hai'..[ you were right ,you only understand money and power language]..Arnav lowers his eyes down[though flaring nostrils with anger]  today as this is what he showed her that this is what he is made of'despite the fact they both know the depth of their feelings but this mortal feeling is what it is at least for her'

Khushi continues,"Tou bataeye Mr Raizada..Lavanyaji ka Dil dukhane keh liye aur iss rishte ko todne mein aapka kya faeyda huwa"[so tell me what benefit you have after breaking up this relationship]

Arnav slowly brings his gazes up with uncertainty,with question'.like he is totally confounded with this thought ,how come she doesn't know that'..

Khushi who couldn't say a word today is opening her heart though it's through La

"Kya aapko pata hai..eik ladki ko kaisa lagta hai jab uska rishta toot jata hai'[Do u know how does it feel to a girl when her relationship breaks'] .Arnav's jerks up with that and there is concerned questions written on his face'.

Khush in her sobs with deep convusion without looking at him"Koi aisa ladka jisse aap apni zindagi and aur apne parivaar ka hissa banane wale hoon ..apni asliya ko apke samne rakhde tou kaisa mehssos hota hai'."Apke Vishwas ko choor choor karde tou hum kaise bharosa kar sakte hain kissi peh"

[ A boy ,who u want to make your life partner and a part of your family, opens up in front of you in such a way which u can't explain'.who breaks your trust then how you can trust any one after that]

Arnav's gulping down her pain with his tears'..as this is totally unbearable for him'Why do I feel it's also reflects double meaning'..One yes she is describing here what her fianc did to her and he can't do anything about that'..SECOND he did the same when he DECLARED his engagement with La and shattered her dreams and trust on Diwali'.He is feeling both [MY POV] 'He knows he broke her heart and now her fianc did something which he is not aware of'is breaking her apart and her each word is piercing his heart to bleed to bear that pain.

Khushi with her painful words with determination by looking at him in acerbity,"nahin samjhainge aap..jab kissi ka rishta toot ta hai tou dil peh kya bitti hai..jab Vishwas aur bharosa tooot ta hai tou kya bitti hai.."[you don't understand'how does it feel when relationship and trust breaks]

Thinkable moment:I wish she knew the reason of his backing down from this engagement which had no meaning in the first place. How ironic is that he declared "shadi kar rahe hain" [we are getting married ] because of Khushi and she pushed herself to the edge of getting engaged with that creep because of her father and family and Arnav was the main reason and today Khushi is the main reason he is breaking up with La and he is the reason she is quiet for his sister and her Jiji for not disclosing Shyam's truth.Arnav and Shyam will use this in future and she will suffer from both sides.

Arnav intervenes to find out the truth attacking Psychologially  in the middle."aur tum samjh Sakti ho" [and u can understand]

Khushi on a roll blurts out the truth of her engagement'"haan hum samjh sakte hai'kyuonke humara rishta toota hai.humare dil ko thais ponchi hai"[yes I can understand because my relationship broke and my heart aches for that]

It freezes the moment for them and they both share an intense gaze with million questions and answers'her realization and his shock along with her relief of sharing her pain with him and his relief to know the reason of her convulsion was so visible here.

She can't say more as she has to quiet for his sake ,after he asks her in such a concerned and soft note by moving forward towards her "Khushi tum ne mujhe bataiya kyuon nahin'"[Khushi why didn't u tell me] same way when she told him about her engagement'..

She looks at him with question by stepping back,"humain iss bare mein koi baat nahin karni.."[I don't want to talk about it]

She leaves him trailing her with name "Khushi"'but with a soft smile on his face'.YES HE GOT HIS KHUSHI BACK''but she left him confounded with to look upon his actions to trail em down to reach her...

EPISODE PART143-144[Payal's engagement

EPISODE PART143-144

Payesh engagement PART-!

"To err is human ,to forgive divine'.."  but if mistakes are forgivable for those who admit them ,what about those who take it as their winning points and Shyam is one of them.Khushi's idea to give him chance will show results in future...'.right now she is starting the new beginning of relations for her Jiji and Anjali's sake by putting her pain aside.She is wiping her tears for others and bringing a big smile on her Jiji's face by keeping her chin up.Akash calls Payal and gets flummoxed by Khushi's pagal pan but Khushi in return gets the same treatment from her LG.Love Akash here though.

My grabber here is His expressions showing annoyance thinking she is talking with her fianc as he does not know the truth yet, was so much visible.When he finds out she thinks he is Akash he gets on his toes to remind her how come she couldn't figure out ,it's him not Akash.He didn't like his praises from her mouth and he never did.It hurts him if she thinks ill about him.

New morning with new hope for both houses.The preparation of engagement is at its peak .If one side Nanij is enjoying teasing her grandson then other side Buaji is adoring her niece along with her brother's happiness.

The other side, parents are seeing their daughter dressed like a bride, a moment which always makes emotional to everyone.

Payal was looking beautiful, simple and shy..Khushi is sharing her hopes with DM and wants her to take care of her decision for not exposing Shyam in front ofAnjali.She wants her mother to give blessings to her Jiji and Jijaji but her wishful face goes down when she wants the same for Arnav and La'She can't see her LG with anyone else either just like her LG.

 

They reached to RM where Anjali and Naniji welcome them while Anajli forgets the rice after Aarti and calls Shyam to bring it.

Anjali took Aarti of both new brides,Payal and Khushi

  

Guptas' rage goes over the limit seeing him but they remain calm.Scorpion's fearful eyes and walk measures their strength and then an internal smile spreads on his evil's face.The BG music,Evil's slow poisonous walk , and patience of Guptas was showing really dramatic effect of venomous act.CVs did excellent showing slow walk as his slow yet steady planning towards his next act after diffusing this moment.That is exactly a Scorpion does according to its nature by keeping its rear antenna up and alert ,stop,steps back and slow down before its attack and that's what Shyam is doing right now.

Naniji's pointer at Khushi's fianc was really a nice touch.Anjali handles the situation which gives Scorpion a complete belief whatever will happen Khushi will never reveal his TRUE color and that provides a new angle to him to work on his next move"ache kiladi jhat se nya plan bana laite hain" [good player makes new move quickly] fits here which he is going to say later.

Khushi thanks Anjali for taking care of the situation.She touches Khushi's soft cheeks ,"apke mangaiter job hi thai ..unhain nahin pata unhon ne kya khoya hai'.badkismat tou who hain jinhon ne apse mangni tod di"

Translation:hoever was your fianc ,he has no idea what is he missing and he is the one who is unlucky who broke engagement with you

Love this scene as three of them standing in such an angle and all these words of hers making scorpion twitches and gulps the temporarily defeat but his next attempt will be nastier as he can't get her now in his nice guy avatar.

The way she turns and says to Khushi chalain with her stubborn and firm zidi expressions ,She stands ,waits thinks ,rolls her eyes with immense intensity and then voice modulation says a lot to me.why do I feel there is a lot cooking in her head and CVs couldn't get hold over this part later.May be it was in the original story but changed with time'He thanks Khushi after measuring the surroundings but She warns him about future by telling him the truth "She did all for Anjaliji" which he will exploit later.His abominable and cloyed featured nature makes me puke'

Naniji's praises over Khushi and Payal makes him nervous especially when she balances his character with a trust worthy and legit one.His fear was so worth watching when Buaji was ready to slash him.Khushi made a mistake stopping her.

Buaji's Nandkishore wants mamji to say goodbye to hello hi 'and that triggered her in a mode to get control of the situation but she did like when ladies were praising her DIL and her beauty.She was showing her fake ignorance though.

Love Creatives thiking and showing the confidence about her own class and the pride with it which Mamiji thinks is running away with the choice of her bride.

If this side Khushi along with her family is dealing with the Raizadas by lying ,other side Arnav and La is ready for revealing the truth to Raizadas .His perturbation is very much visible knowing the pain he caused to La and La knows it.She stops him and appeases him t tell the family after Payesh engagement.Here is the man of honor ,"we will go together and you don't have to bear it alone..we'll do this together".This says a lot about his words and actions.

Khushi goes to her LG to give him gift and this time she practice to speak,how ironic''. 

he practiced to say "sorry" to her and she is practicing to say "congratulations". Arnav was right ,how come she needs reasons to speak'..hmmm'

   

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Khushi,"kitni ajeeb baat hai na jab hum apse pehli baar mile thay tou aap shadi bhiya peh yaqeen nahin karte thay.aur aaj daikhain'."

Translation:How strange is it ,when I met you first time ,you did believe in marriage and look today'

She hardly finishes her sentence and He opens the door,"What the.."

Her smile vanishes first and he sees her and her extended hand with gift.Arnav with his arrogance,"Kya"[What] She does not give him answer and he goes on"tum mere liye gift lai ho"[you brought a gift for me]Yes indeed Arnavji she don't want to add La in this gift and she has separate gift for her.can't mix her with you...with anyone else...this is in her subconscious..

She gets flustered ,"Nahin'Lavanyaji keh liye bhi"[No ..I brought for La too] and then a surprising point which didn't go unnoticed by him either.."aapki sagai hai na '.mera matlab hai dono ki"[it's your engagement ''.I mean both of them]She still can't finish her sentence with his engagement just like the other day near the poolside'.."humain koi fadak nahin padta"[Iy doesn't matter to me]

Khushi diverts it by saying "congra.." bhadai ho"and he takes the gift unwillingly as he was expecting something else .Khushi continues,"Not only for your engagement but also for a man who never believes in relations ,he not only brought my Jiji and Akashiji but also he himself is going to get entangled with one relation.

"Hum aapke liye aur Lavanyaji keh liye bohat khush hain"I am really happy for you and La]They both exchange a meaningful look.She turns around and he keeps staring at her as he is waiting for her to say something else because he definitely wanted to say something yet she was being called.I must say Arnav delivered all those expressions here are applaud able.BUT after the call Khushi's expression shows she was expecting a lot more than him as her anxiousness in front of Devi maiya is also reflecting here'even she says Hum chalet hain'her feet refuse to move'she turns and still waits and he does the same as his eye balls are roaming at her really showing his state of mind'.

His determination reflects on his face when he looks at the gift and then trails her down as he wants to get her and he will'..there is a hope and light and that brings a slightest smile later when she tells him abouthis broken engagement'..Good one CVs and Barun'way to go!

Love siblings love and care here.Khushi makes sure her Di looks perfect when La comes to call them downstairs.Khushi gives her the gift'"Jhumkas"'She tells her these aren't of gold.La's eyes fills with tears and she answers her" these are way expensive than imagine"

Episode 142-Part 143 [La Knows Arnav's feelings 4 Khushi/Khushi holds Manglasutre]

Episode 142-Part 143

Revelations and Realizations

Goodness from heart and forgiving nature is a virtue and not everyone has it.Its a quality of courageous ones .Evil always seems invincible but at the end it always falls and goodness always takes over.Khushi is the only one with big heart and Shyam seems a winner here but she is the one who will take him down always with all the goodness she has.La is also showing some traits here in this epi.

Love parallel scenes here for bringing realizations at different level

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS: Arnav will bow down to Khushi's goodness in her mother's garden...

Shyam always underestimates Khushi by measuring her goodness with weakness.

 Symbolism and connection:16th the day of engagement

16 means destruction of the old and birth of the new. It is about the fall of the ego. This can be a painful process, because it usually comes after much ego inflation. The struggle between the ego and the divine will present challenges to your grand plans, which can be resented and struggled against. It is a lost battle, and you will likely feel humbled in the face of the collapse that follows. This humility is the key to later success. In the destruction of the old, rebirth takesplace with an entirely new awareness. This rebirth affects every area of your life. It is a life much the better for the fall.CONNECTION IS SIMPLE I don't need to explain a lot '.Arnav will go through all andwill transform'though a painful process for all under this # as La will go through with pain for letting Arnav have his way of happiness.

 Arnav's mind is preoccupied with convulsive Khushi who just poured her heart out on his shoulder.Her distracted state is distorting his mind while talking to Aman and he tells Aman to fix a meeting on 16th, the day of his engagement which becomes a question for La."how could you forget that ASR'Our engagement is on 16th'"

Arnav turns around with his flummoxed mode'.but La is not done yet,"you are the one who was in rush ..tell me the truth "Did you forget it or it really doesn't matter to you?...Arnav with puzzled and apologetic way''"No it's not that '."mein itni saree cheezain handle karta hoon 'khabi khabi kuch pata nahin chalta..[I handle so many things and can't figure things out] and the internal true realization of ASR comes to his lips today,

"Mein jata hoon keh jane anjane mein main ne tumhain bohat chot pohnchaye hai'par who isliyeh keh mujhe khabi pata hi nahin chalta..phir jab realize karta hoon ..I really regret that..i really do..bohat bura lagta hai mujhe..par main kuch bhi jan kar nahin karta Khushi'main bas aisa hi hoon shayed'."

Translation:I know I hurt you intentionally

and unintentionally because I don't realize it that moment but when I do realize it,I feel really bad..I really do..but I don't do anything purposely Khushi..I am just like that'

Today Arnav is released from the Armored shell of ASR.His remorseful actions from Sheesh Mahal till now  are making him realize how much pain he caused Khushi just because he knows her fianc caused her that much distortion in her as she was totally devastated yesterday then how much she would be devastated by his actions and words all this time.

This is man in love'..without realizing it though this deep feeling has indeed sep into his cracked shell and today he has no control over it.He is expressing his love with intensity and with honesty but without realizing his surroundings..This is the biggest effect ever which he admits it later"mere aur tumhare elawa is duniya mein aur koi nahin"[There is no one else in this world besides you and me]

La by holding Arnav's shoulder,"ASR,It's Lavanya".. and he turned around realizing his mistake.I don't think there is much you need to explain here after that.La conveyed while getting the message and now it's an eye opening moment for Arnav...

They both share really intense meaningful look.Arnav,"nahin who mein'.by closing his fist.La leaves him wondering about his own acts.Reality just knocks the door of Arnav Singh Raizada,"yeh kya kar raha hoon mein"and he starts connecting the dots willingly which he was putting aside in his ego and then realization just hits his hard core"mein ne La keh saath sahi nahin kya 'shayed khabi bhi nahin"'..

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:In Epi 48  he brought La against everyone's wish and when he said to Jijaji how come without marriage La does not deserve respect but that day he did not know the depth of it'and when Jijaji told him "kaman se nikla huwa teer aur zaban se nikla huwa shabd khabi wapas nahin liya ja sakta'Zindagi koi video player tou hai nahin keh rewind button dabaya aur ghalati sudhar li"

Translation:you can't take ur words back and yiu can't rewind your life back like a video player

Today again he is standing at the same spot to redeem himself from both ends.Khushi and La.

 He comes down and distracted by pensive Khushi  who stops his feet ,he scans her face and regardless does not want to leave her but moves away from there for redeeming his act towards La like it's now or never...He has to mend it'...Why do I feel in his look to Khushi that his determination becomes more strong to end up with La with honesty putting his ego and all the Fadak aside'...but at the same time does not want to show Khushi his worries and concerns about her which he couldn't hide from La'...

Anjali gets worried with Khushi's sadness and shows her concerns.Khushi Sees Anjali struggling with her Mangalsutre while greeting her. It breaks right and falls right in Khushi's hands'...This is called Fate'...BG scores intensifies the situation..Anjali's pensive state looking at broken Manglasutre takes her in Mandir where she prays for long life of her hubby.Khushi witnessed Anajli's devastated condition and her "attot Vishwas"[Faith] in her marriage and her husband'...She looks at her mother [DM} and puts aside her motive for coming here'...being honest is not worthy here in her eyes so lying and hiding is the way for the sake of Anjaliji..

She assured her by giving promise"Anjaliji don't cry everything is fine'...your husband and your marriage..and nothing will happen'...I promise you"..She is leaving it up to her mother,DM '...

Anjali is arranging Puja for his safety which makes Khushi exasperate more.Anjali asks her the reason of her worrisome  face.Khushi clutches her Dupatta which reveals her bare finger to Anjali with the news of broken engagement.

PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS: She always keep Slither's intensions hidden from her'and even brings Scorpion back for her sake against Arnav's wish.

Anjali is the one who will break this mangalsutre after his confession to release from  this EVIL.

If this side being honest is hard and lying by hiding truth is the solution then other side only truth is the way out

    

He ends up in La's room who wants to keep running from her inner fears of that reality which she knew for a long time but did not want to accept it'...an known fear hits her core when Arnav puts his hand on her shoulder to make her face it along with him.Arnav holding her cheek by comforting her."La,Tum jo mere liye feel karti ho '...shayed who mein tumhare liye feel nahin karta ..aur shayed khabi kia bhi nahin..par ab aur jhoot nahin bol sakta'...infact ab aur jhoot bol kar tumhain aur insult nahi kar sakta'...La yum aur mein'...yeh shayed'..."

Translation: La whatever u feel for me ,I don't do it for u'...and I think never did'but now I can't insult you by lying.. 

These are the words of an honest man no matter what his actions are'...and La knows this man ,"mujhe laga hi tha tum mujh se yehi kahoge"[I knew you will say that to me]

"Kahin na kahin mujhe dart ha humare rishte ka yehi end hoga..you know ...'without a name.."[I was afraid our relationship would end without a name]

They both turn their faces as it's hard to face the antagonism  and wrath of this blow is too much to handle.

La while sobbing,"I knew it but did not want to accept it...'was lying to myself all the time '.."

"itna jhoot bolti rahi keh mujhe woh jhoot bhi sach lane laga"

[I lied up to the exten that it seems truth to me]

She requested him to hug her last time.and oh boy his hug says it all ,no words are required to convey all of his pain which he is going through now...'by looking at her state which he caused her.He is right "mujhe khabi pata hi nahin chalta but when I do ,I regret it"

La is right sometimes you don't have answers of arising questions.I must say girl like La is hard to find as it's against the nature of a woman'...but if you find one that is the best thin ever happened to you and that happened to Arnav as he found Khushi who was above all of this'...

If the other side one relation ended so did here and that is Fate as it closes one door and opens the other with welcome sign.If one side wants to keep their matters aside for the sake of family so is the other side.

Khushi wants Anjali to keep it as a secret from the family"Sab ko dukh pohncha keh humain kya milega"[What will I gain by hurting everyone?]She does not want anyone feel bad or stop enjoying their own happiness..She is a selfless cookie.

Anjali by feeling her pain,"aur aap ke dukh ka kya'aap janti hain aap humain kya keh rahi hain"[and what about your pain'...do u know what are asking me to do?] and the other side Arnav wants to tell the whole family together but La wants to put hold on it ,La,"I know what am I saying...'everyone is so happy..this is not the right time"

She wants to keep it till Payesh engagement because it can get affected and it increases her respect more in his eyes.Arnav"I really respect you for this"

La by hugging him ,"You respect me but love'..."She still leaves it incomplete as she knows he is not sure yet'...

La's big words,"I don't want you to ever feel guilty for this..I mean it"

And they decide not to reveal anything yet and the same is on the other side..Anjali agrees upon not telling anyone about her broken engagement.Anjali asks very meaningful question with deep conerns as her guts telling something else'"Khushiji you want to talk about something else too. Right!"Khushi diverts her question but it didn't sit with Anjali.She strokes her cheek with love and ask her to take care of yourself and Khushi leaves with heavy heart.

Khushi comes home and tells everyone the reason that she can't break Anjali's marriage and Payel's relations .It doesn't sit with Payal but Amma becomes selfish in this process.Buaji is right though it is important to break the blind spell of Anjali.She hugs her Sanka Devi for takig such a big decision.I am with Buaji ,truth always saves you from hell. 

Symbolism and connection"9:30 on the clock as 9 represents the world of spirit,soul and matter where 30 represents a cycle of nature.Connection Khushi with her divine spirit along with DM is going to touch souls of Arnav and Anjali by going through unfinished matters

[Bible]In Mark9:30 means is this

Mark 9:30-32, "And going forth from there they were journeying through Galilee, and he was not wishing that any should get to know it, for he was teaching his disciples and saying to them, 'The Son of Man is being delivered up into the hands of men and they will slay him, and being slain after three days he will arise.' But they were not understanding the declaration and feared to question him."

Connection is easy here as Khushi is putting herself in a plate to sacrifice and she will rise but after paying big price.

Other side whom Khushi just saved being jerkasaurus as this is small thing for him.Buaji is right you can't get your loose grip on these kind of people.Anjali with sobbing,"yeh rishte rait ki tarah kyuon hote hain ,inhain jitna muthi mein band karne ki koshish karo utna hi phisal jate hain"   [Why these relations are like sand ,the more you hold it the more it slips through your hand ] Why do I feel strongly she knew all this and CVs couldn't connect it later'...Her dialogues are clearly reflecting here and while she was talking with Khushi'...She was smart and she figured it out but writers did not figure it out later..What a pitty.

Why do I feel she is killing two birds with one stone...with love and softness she is keeping him around as she thinks and making Khushi feel guilty as according to her "aap ho tou itne se par baatein bohat achi karte ho"[You r so young yet talk like adults] on her anniversary...point is Anjali thinks she is just a young woman...but she does not know Khushi is way mature than her...