Episode 145-Part 146[Payesh Engagement II]

EPISODE 145-PART146

Payesh Engagement'.PART 2

One side one couple couldn't wait for to be announced as one and other side was waiting to declare their separation .Khushi brings Payal downstairs and there is no doubt ,both gorgeous girls were grabbing everyone's attention especially Akash who couldn't resist holding his girl's hand.Shyam's filthy eyes were roaming around Khushi who was ignoring him completely to enjoy her sister's engagement.

 

A gentle hand on La's shoulder brings her to the realization table and she turns around by wiping her tears.But my grabber is she does not want Arnav to feel guilty and at the top Arnav's care and concerns for her is very much visible to her too but why? She wants him to feel guilty to change his mind or she s being selfless which she is not.They come down together holding arms but today La's gazes and gestures losing her love are not gone unnoticed by him which he was ignoring since from the beginning .That is my point she is grabbing his extra attention today because she really is Feeling the meaning of love who loves someone else.

Naniji teases her for her "character Dheela" dance and pushes her to the dance floor

 

La's frustration over the dance was very visible for Arnav.She pulls Khushi on the dance floor.When Khushi dances ,it seems the whole environment fills with joy.Everbody joins her at this auspicious moment.Arnav couldn't resist admiring his Khushi which didn't go unnoticed either by Khushi or by La.Khushi gets uneasy with his piercing soft gazes while La couldn't stop her tears which made Khushi to go after her.

Arnav's convulsion is very much visible by looking at La and he decides to disclose the truth to the family,which makes everyone worried especially Guptas.

Two parallel scenes side by side'Khushi connects the dots very clearly for La's behavior and her distress.La tells her the truth and it drops a bomb shell on Khushi and the vey same way on the family when Arnav tells them,"Mein aur Lavanya engagement nahin kar rahe"[La and I are not getting engaged]

Naniji's words shakes him a bit but he doesn't stumble as he still needs time to understand the depth and meaning of these relations'..His past has indeed the main cause of this sternness."Jaldbazi mein liya huwa koi bhi faisla sirf aapki zindagi par nahin 'purey parivar peh asar kart hai..[ hasty decision does not effect only yourlife but also effect the family]Anjali's concerns about La shows her own past bitter experience which is reflecting here in her tears.She knows how a woman feels after a breakage of any commitment .Her own experience and her mother's both are speaking with volume here.

Love this man's forthright and candid nature"Di aaj yeh faisla nahin karta dair tum ho jati'tub aap log manzoor karte"[Di if I don't make this decision today'then it would be late and you won't accept it] He made it clear to Akash whatever happens in his life shouldn't effect your life but he is unaware of the future as it is going to effect all of them.He breaks all the Mami's plan flopped by declaring Akash's engagement and Naniji supports him but stumbles him with the question for which he has no answer"What happened in between you and La because of which you are breaking this engagement."

Arnav aversely ,Hum iss bare mein baad baat karain gey"[we will talk about this later]

He comes down alone by gathering himself together and the moment he sees La and Khushi,"His phone becomes his partner"

Khushi sees him and steps forward towards him in rage which stops by La "Chamkili thoda Chill karo na"..Khushi in acerbity,"how can I chill,you are not telling me anything'..but I know it will be his mistake whether you tell me or not"

La in aghast ,"it does not matter who is responsible as Truth will not change by that"La tells her not to tell anyone till Akash and Payal engagement.Meanwhile Arnav looks at both yet Khushi shares her concerns and questions in her frenzy way and takes La with her leaving him confounded.

Payesh engagemnt happens lavishly and the new couple takes blessings of elders yet Guptas do feel virulenceonver some issue in Raizadas faces.Arnav after taking permission from La[love him over here] announces the news of his broken engagement and invites everyone for dinner.

He feels for La today as a friend ,as a companion''.he really did hurt her'He moves to talk to her yet stopped by displeased Khushi.La stops her blaming him.Khushi is touched by her concerns for family "who parivaar keh bare mein itna sochti hai '..by gritting teeth "aur Arnavji.."[She is thinking about family so much and Arnavji'] 

'while Arnav is concerned with Khushi's behavior with him."Khushi tum aise behave kyuon kar rahi ho"[Khushi why are behaving like this]Khushi proceeds with acrimony,"aap hamesha humari nazron mein yeh sabat kar daite hain ke aap Arnav Singh Raizada hain"[You always prove in my eyes that you are ASR]

 

Her ill thinking of him irritates him as always and he drags her to their Eternal Heaven[pool side] by grabbing her arm

"Jiss situation ke bare mein tumhain pata nahin hai uske bare mein bolne ki koi zaroorat nahin hai"[Don't talk of something when you don't know about it]

Khushi non stop in an argument mode,"zaroorat hai''iss bar apne kya bahana bana kar Lavanyaji ka dil toda hai"[it's important '.what excuse do you have this time for breaking her heart]

The string of the music is stringing his heart which beats is not matching up with her words'"Kya bahana"'[What excuse]

He grasps the moment to talk "mein jo keh raha hoon who suno'"[Listen what am I saying..]yet interrupted by her'"nahin sunni aapki baat..[I don't want to hear you]

Why do I feel here she is afraid what might he say as whenever she is convulsive with confused thoughts she talks too much'and that what she is doing here'She is not ready to hear it as she has feeling he might say something involving her'as their mehsoos is up to next level where they can understand each other without words'

Khushi didn't stop there,"theek kaha tha apne'aap bhavnaon ko samjhte hi nahin '.apko sirf paise aur taqat ki bhasha samjh aati hai'..[ you were right ,you only understand money and power language]..Arnav lowers his eyes down[though flaring nostrils with anger]  today as this is what he showed her that this is what he is made of'despite the fact they both know the depth of their feelings but this mortal feeling is what it is at least for her'

Khushi continues,"Tou bataeye Mr Raizada..Lavanyaji ka Dil dukhane keh liye aur iss rishte ko todne mein aapka kya faeyda huwa"[so tell me what benefit you have after breaking up this relationship]

Arnav slowly brings his gazes up with uncertainty,with question'.like he is totally confounded with this thought ,how come she doesn't know that'..

Khushi who couldn't say a word today is opening her heart though it's through La

"Kya aapko pata hai..eik ladki ko kaisa lagta hai jab uska rishta toot jata hai'[Do u know how does it feel to a girl when her relationship breaks'] .Arnav's jerks up with that and there is concerned questions written on his face'.

Khush in her sobs with deep convusion without looking at him"Koi aisa ladka jisse aap apni zindagi and aur apne parivaar ka hissa banane wale hoon ..apni asliya ko apke samne rakhde tou kaisa mehssos hota hai'."Apke Vishwas ko choor choor karde tou hum kaise bharosa kar sakte hain kissi peh"

[ A boy ,who u want to make your life partner and a part of your family, opens up in front of you in such a way which u can't explain'.who breaks your trust then how you can trust any one after that]

Arnav's gulping down her pain with his tears'..as this is totally unbearable for him'Why do I feel it's also reflects double meaning'..One yes she is describing here what her fianc did to her and he can't do anything about that'..SECOND he did the same when he DECLARED his engagement with La and shattered her dreams and trust on Diwali'.He is feeling both [MY POV] 'He knows he broke her heart and now her fianc did something which he is not aware of'is breaking her apart and her each word is piercing his heart to bleed to bear that pain.

Khushi with her painful words with determination by looking at him in acerbity,"nahin samjhainge aap..jab kissi ka rishta toot ta hai tou dil peh kya bitti hai..jab Vishwas aur bharosa tooot ta hai tou kya bitti hai.."[you don't understand'how does it feel when relationship and trust breaks]

Thinkable moment:I wish she knew the reason of his backing down from this engagement which had no meaning in the first place. How ironic is that he declared "shadi kar rahe hain" [we are getting married ] because of Khushi and she pushed herself to the edge of getting engaged with that creep because of her father and family and Arnav was the main reason and today Khushi is the main reason he is breaking up with La and he is the reason she is quiet for his sister and her Jiji for not disclosing Shyam's truth.Arnav and Shyam will use this in future and she will suffer from both sides.

Arnav intervenes to find out the truth attacking Psychologially  in the middle."aur tum samjh Sakti ho" [and u can understand]

Khushi on a roll blurts out the truth of her engagement'"haan hum samjh sakte hai'kyuonke humara rishta toota hai.humare dil ko thais ponchi hai"[yes I can understand because my relationship broke and my heart aches for that]

It freezes the moment for them and they both share an intense gaze with million questions and answers'her realization and his shock along with her relief of sharing her pain with him and his relief to know the reason of her convulsion was so visible here.

She can't say more as she has to quiet for his sake ,after he asks her in such a concerned and soft note by moving forward towards her "Khushi tum ne mujhe bataiya kyuon nahin'"[Khushi why didn't u tell me] same way when she told him about her engagement'..

She looks at him with question by stepping back,"humain iss bare mein koi baat nahin karni.."[I don't want to talk about it]

She leaves him trailing her with name "Khushi"'but with a soft smile on his face'.YES HE GOT HIS KHUSHI BACK''but she left him confounded with to look upon his actions to trail em down to reach her...