IPKKND-EPISODE 188

EPISODE 188

Rise of Phoenix ...

"Love means exposing yourself to the pain of being hurt, deeply hurt by someone you trust."[author unknown]

You can't experience the importance of love if you don't know the pain of a broken heart. It is one of the most important experience in building trust and love in any relation. On Diwali night it was Khushi who realized the pain of betrayal. Her Rajkumar had played with her innocent heart on his own terms. His hurtful words to her--- " Mere liye uss baat ki ya tumhari koi ehmiyaat nehin hain; [it doesn't mean a thing"] dropped her to the ground with broken heart into million pieces. He did not even think of the consequences before doing so and played with a girl's heart as a toy and pushed her out because he wasn't ready yet?What goes around comes around Mr Raizada. The tables have turned today and We see the same Rajkumar breaking down in the middle of the road today ...Enervated, Heart Broken, immobilized, attenuated to the ground. He cried in the middle of the road under the open sky, the place where he  left Khushi alone so many times to fight for herself. Today he is at the same place, alone, trying to gain some strength to visualize the path ahead of struggle. PAYBACK Time .Loop closed.[I had detail in my write up "Devastated Souls"] How can he love her immensely unconditionally if he doesn't realize she is the one who never stopped loving him despite of his torture, humiliating and degrading behavior towards her? She always wished and prayed the best for him and his family. He will be with her fully by his heart and soul but before that happens there is a final barrier they both have to achieve in this relationship  and that is "Trust". That day is also going to come for sure and that day will be his "last breaking down".That day ASR will have to understand that It's all because of his impulsive and hasty actions and decisions which are bringing him and His love to this state.

 

Arnav Singh Raizada has brought into his feet by the supreme power to pay for his BIG egoistic words."Main apni kismet khud banata hoon aur auron ki kismet bhi main hi likhta hoon"...main bhagwan peh vishwas nahin larta...agar iss keh liye tumhara bhagwan mujh peh akar bijli bhi girana chahey tou main intizar karoonga..."

Translation:I write mine and others' Fate...I don't believe in God...If your God wants to strike light on me ,I will be waiting for that...

Devi Maya's game plan to make her favorite stubborn child to go through with pain so he can really understand the words of his Khushi..."Eik di aisa ayega jab aap ko lage ga keh aap ne jo kuch bhi likha hai who DM ne aap ka haath pakad keh likhwaya hai...par uss din hum aapke saath nahin hongey.."

Translation:One day you will realize,DM has hold your hand to make you write what ever you have written but I won't be there...

 Indeed DM is using his hand to write her script for both of them and today he realized it or not but Khushi is not with him as what he thinks,and his Di is standing again at the verge of destruction...What a cruel Fate as it seems but future is written with golden ink for this brave heart to embrace his Khushi , his happiness by shedding all the fears and pains of his life after this convulsive night.But the key is, he has to understand the depth of the pain and the suffering of LOVE first as NK said Mombati Ka Din...Valentine...But Arnav is one who has brought all the misery on this poor soul just because he couldn't embrace her for his past fears of breaking his armored shell but he did play with an innocent heart and threw her in the dungeon of darkness on one luminous night, a night of Diwali...Payback time ASR ,indeed it is payback time.

Anjali's pregnancy is the Fate ,Kismat which is not his writing, or he has any control on and that made him dismayed.He had to lick his own wounds seeing  her musical joy and dance over her long wished desires to be a mother.Her words were acting as arrows dipped in poison aiming at his heart,"Humain sab se ziyada pyar karne wali humare pati...aur humari har saans main jaan daine waley humare bhai ...aura b eik nanha sa dost...jo humain mama keh ke bulaye ga..."[I have The most loving husband , the most protective brother and now a new angel who will call me Mama]

Arnav's words have no voice under this melodious joy of her which has volume reaching its hike under loathing, disgusting, malicious ,vengeful and spiteful acts of Shyam who is celebrating his implacable victory as it's payback time of the cruel  Fate.Must say Abhaas and Barun both are fantabulous in this scene.

Love seeing Shyam gulping down his fears and grabbing his defence cloak after seeing Anjali in tears and the stern look of Arnav,but his feet float in the air knowing the firm grip over the matter after the kicking news of this unexpected yet victorious announcement for him. His overconfident smile of exultation and humiliating arrogance at Arnav was unbearable to watch for me. How can any respectable brother bear that...must say the clashing emotions of anger ,and rage with excruciating pain of Arnav was felt to my core .But one thing he assured ,he will protect his Di in all conditions,no matter what.

Arnav closes his eyes to bear this all for the sake of his sister yet the overflowing , uncontrollable ,and unbearable emotions makes him stride away.

He drives away to stifle this build up pressure and agony and halts in the middle of the road ,clutching the steering wheel firmly as Arnav wants to hold on to this situation which  going out of his control.All the deceit and chicanery is pulling him towards restlessness and ferment agitation.He walks back and forth and the bitter reverberating events with sourness are just haunting him by sparking the transition of Arnav /ASR.

 

His blurred mind roars out the severe affliction and agony in a stricken voice full of pain into a silent dark night and a 14 years old boy blends with a young man ,just like Magma roars out the surface as Lava...with same agony with different name and feeling.A misery without words comes out as a scream of melancholy.That night he screamed at the loss of his mother.Today at the loss of his Love, Trust,and the grace on any one.But mother wants him to face it before embracing his tender feelings for her.He is under the stars , under his mother supervision who is channeling his heart to embrace all the tender memories

The cinders of burning memories are berating his existence and he is changing into ashes every second.He bangs the bonnet with is brutal slap and that slap takes the hit right on his face by gripping his heart with the haunting excruciating past which mingles with his present and that is my grabber.His pain is changing avenues from Past to present.His first Love, his mother who is in his heart is helping him channeling him through his new Love ,Khushi .It shows that Arnav remembered his Mom and the moment when she left him but the very next moment he remembered his moments with Khushi. 

 

That's the moment he broke down on the ground enervated. His heart had accepted the tiny steps of Khushi . Arnav might have taken this as Khushi too left him like his Mom but what he didn't realize is Khushi has taken a place where his Mom wanted her daughter-in-law to be.[Dil main bohat sara pyar...] She is there where Anjali even couldn't make place. 

 

All of those treasured moments  of love reels in front of his brimming eyes with the betrayal of this unmasked time and excruciating agony because of his letting his shell break by his love. A love who taught this heart broken mighty ASR to meet with his heartbeat with her colorful visage is sending him back to the darkness where he is standing now. His agony, dejection, frustration, forsaken, ditched tears were perfect.

 

A king has lost his kingdom, his precious territory ,his border without which his own existence becomes a question for him.Wow that is a mere power of love , that low aukad girl has indeed shaken the walls of graet ASR and shattered in such a way that he can't put it together even if he wants to... But my grabber is the moment Khushi's soft visage with those beautiful moments fly in front of him..the  helpless The Mighty brave heart  king bows down in front of these exquisite and beautiful feelings which freeze the Lava and put halt to it.He gives in for these feelings for someone who he can't let go this time...He couldn't stop his mother but he will do what ever it takes to stop his Love and will make her his...You are mine no matter what...A birth of Pheonix happens from ashes and today birth of a different ASR is happening. ASR rises again..yes !!! ASR ,a shaitan under the cloak of Rajkumar is out to claim his territory either by hook or crook.The EGO of this King makes him what he is...A brave heart who has the power to eradicate the evil with all the designed tools and mind which no one can matches regardless he is beaten in the middle of the road.RISE of Phoenix with new beginning..Bravo to ASR!!!Barun ...just too good...out of words for you

The deceit is holding its trophy when the whole family joins them in this party.Mamiji doesn't want to be called Nani...hmmm...interesting touch as she remains Mami no matter what. ASR returns with composed yet  with revulsion in his eyes along with seeping sadness. His molten eyes spit fire at Khushi while an uncertain and bewildered Khushi makes another poor choice and decision based on her good heart.NK provides an opportunity for Khushi to talk to Arnav and come clean but Khushi relinquishes it...and she lost that last chance too and this decision of hers will bring more devastation to all later no doubt. If Khushi is telling The Great ASR it's Fate written by Supreme power then Arnav is telling her not everything can be done alone.Again both are same in many ways. 

                                         

                           

ASR observes  keenly the staring between Khushi and Shyam which Shyam purposely creates to provoke more guilt and treachery from his side so the seed of misunderstanding can grow in Arnav's brain..Arnav's lips curl in contempt  while his eyes can only emit hate at a girl who was his world few mins ago.If Arnav took a hasty decision witnessing the terrace acts then Khushi also made a wrong decision by thinking all will be well, ,"lagta hai ab sab theek ho jayega..". If Arnav will pay the price for not trusting his love then Khushi will also have to pay the price for trusting people on their face value.

Shyam who thinks the pregnancy's game card  has saved him from Arnav but at the same Khushi is taken away from him for his lifetime and he got enemy like Arnav ...  Wow! What a PAYBACK for Shyaam. The present may look austere but the future is definitely bright.

Payesh wedding rituals are about to start.Payal and Khushi both descend and grab everyone's heart and attention.Rituals start with blessings yet one soul is missing to make this wedding proceed...

EPISODE 187

EPISODE 187

Payback Time...

"Hisaab tou hota rahega"...[Pay back time]Shyam's words are reflecting this whole epi.Arnav got outsmart by him yet these words are also reflecting fire for Khushi as he wants to get even with her too and very much evident when he faces her first time after the terrace scene.Indeed What she did hiding his reality is now going to pay her back full time.

 Shyam is misrepresenting Khushi's image in front of Arnav by his horseplay mouth showing his obsession and love for her. This face off between these two shows extremely a wicked side of Shyam and destitute side of Arnav but in a subtle way. The intensity of the scene delivered insolent and derisive side of Shyam in the reply of Arnav's threat.Shyam really did use all of his cards against the great Arnav Singh Raizada to impart his feelings towards Anjali by daring him to disclose this truth to her.He has woven the net in such a way against this soul that Arnav seems helpless at this point.My grabber is  Shyam says, " Hisaab tou hota rahega " which  reveals it will be hard to knock him down which is very well portrayed by Arnav's fist in the air symbolically.Good job CVs. Shyam's impudeness and brashness over mighty ASR was really making me sick to watch.

 

ASR who is just starting to learn the abc of this game field of Shyaam where he is already an established player. Shyaam has been playing this mind game since the day one with Raizadas and Guptas and is very successful.This Mind game of him is making him a victorious player in the case of Anjali and he is confident in it fully.He shares all the similarities with ASR as He is determined and cunning with presence of mind just like ASR. The only difference they both have is - Shyaam is manipulative but ASR is honest. Which is a BIG Thing. This one difference will make ASR earn Khushi's amnesty while Anjali will wil throw that filth of Shyaam from her life .

The Moment the Bluff master comes out to seek Anjali, a fear runs through his spine and he begins to wonder whether Arnav will make good on his threat  or not...His  agony increases after knowing that Arnav is still with Anjali.as he comes to know that Arnav is with Anjali but his confidence and coolness with others remains intact.

Arnav VS ASR as I mentioned the mirror reflection and angles are telling a different story for each move of Him and Shyam.Him especially as Arnav is fighting the war of love and hate in between Brain and heart yet ASR is buckling up for some serious damage to control the ongoing situation as "har cheese mere control main hai aur hamesha rahegi.."[Everythinhg is in my control and will be]

Shyam had an upper hand over Arnav who lost his temper for a micro second.Shyam knows he screwed him tight with Khushi and Anjali as a Bait. Now, the pregnancy news will help him gloat a bit. He is not afraid of Arnav but is afraid of Anjali. He knows  she is Arnav's life and his weakness. As when you look at Hawk's nest, he snatches you in his paws and takes you at certain height and throw you down and you come down in pieces and that tremors Shyam to his spine. Now Shyaam is going to plan while keeping Anjali under his confident umberrela, even his fate is supporting him. But for how long? This Anjali card will be his death warrent. The higher you rise , the deeper the fall is .Good always wins at the end.

On the other hand, Arnav has to plan to make Shyam frustrate to make mistake and his first victory will be seen after his marriage to Khushi."Ab Khushi meri Patni hai aura b tum khuch nahin kar sakte".[NOW Khushi is my wife and you can't do anything about it]And That's when he will start to lose his temper and make mistakes.Shyam's trump card and Bait Khushi will be Arnav's helping hand and that is his biggest defeat ever which shows his frustration"kyuon Shaadi ki apne Arnav se...aapko humara eik baaar bhi Khiyal nahin ayea..".[whu did u marry to Arnav , you didn't even think about me]

Though ASR didn't get the true reflection yet Shyaam and Khushi will know exactly what they both are playing. Arnav eventually will learn the truth about himself anf Khushi because of Khushi's innocence and extreme Love for him as he is honest and that will make her to stick around with Arnav.

Nk comes to Payal's room to give her Akash's valentine gift. Payal doesn't get what valentine's day is and NK explains her this mombati day instead of Mohabbat day... as the meaning of valentine's day.Akash confessed his forever love for Payal and she does the same.Indeed trust has a different side aming this pair.

Khushi and Her search for Arnav is captured by NK's camera.I found it bizarre and quite unnatural for a girl who has  just experienced and faced a Psychopath and his intentions and she has no tremor on her face or in her act.There is no panic, fear , agony or anxiety. She sees Arnav while taking her Babuji on the Mandap and rushes through him without knowing her fate has set a game for her to play with her destiny by pulling dangerous strings.She smiles at him but Arnav enrages seeing her.

The scene is delivering parallel message when Arnav climbs down and sees Khushi for the first time after the terrace disaster... peaceful and soothing memories start floating in front of him till the point his heart starts aching  with the betrayal.

He notices her straight beaming eyes hiding truth in its layers and her quivering lips which are lusting and loathing with lies.Her trembling hands are joing the lead of her deception.Arnav's nostril flare with disgust and abhorrence and he clenches his hands in rage .while Khushi looks at him with trust and hope along with fear of giving pain to him in them, her lips are trembling because she knows her words will descend desolation in him,her hands trembling because of her inner war with herself to prepare for letting him know.But he is unaware of it just like she is unaware of his state.She took time to come to light  but Arnav was standing in the light and he will pull her in this by force not by love.

An ignorant Khushi steps towards him .On the other side An enraged Arnav rushes towards her but is halted by the voice of Anjali and that is my grabber He looked at Anjali with the painful truth that he just learnt and then he looked at Khushi with the bothersome look thinking Anjali has no clue about Khushi and her betray and then just before moving towards Anjali, he gives her  fulminating glare. This scene was perfectly portrayed by Barun. His helplessness, hatred, irritation, pain , troublesome ,struggle everything that "hum main jo khuch bhi tha who khatam ho gaya" epi 88 he told her while taking La as a shield but today he is telling her again by shielding his sister.That day he was numb seeing her innocent tears ,today he is fulminating seeing her innocence.He walks past Khushi, ignoring her  completelyArnav follows Anjali to her room to talk to her. Anjali asks him what he wants to say? Arnav is in deterrent with tear teary and heavy heart. Anjali gets scared seeing him in this state. Arnav turns around as He can't reveal the ugly truth by facing her as always. 

Jijaji is cheating on you. Shyam and Khushi together are deceiving you...

But the moment He turns and sees that Anjali is lying on the floor unconscious. He carried her on the bed.He brings her to senses and apologizes to her for telling the truth. He thinks she couldn't handle Shyam's truth but she didn't hear him at all the very next moment a bitter truth hits him to the core of his existence as Anjali gets back in her senses and finds out She is pregnant...