Episode 296

Episode 296

Kya Kar Rahi Ho?

What are you doing?

The happiness of di was always important and this is why he married Khushi.didn't he?When he was ready to confess the word which was not meant for him..."I love you"

He said those when he was abducted and now he is looking for reasons to say it again making all changes in that contract...will and all but after a big mess.

But now again he is ready to break her brutally...

Next words make me cry...

"It is all your fault, Khushi...because if you hadn't come, Shyam would not have done what he did and di remained happy in her world..."

How cruel he is here...He is unforgivable beyond imagination...

Khushi looks up, a small world of her again is shattered,A silence, no words, just lonely tears...

"You are the biggest mistake of my life, Khushi Kumari Gupta,

I wish I'd never met you..."

He leaves without even looking at her.How can he? He can't face the truth, can't stand her tears...Arnav has just dug himself a big hole and practically buried himself in it in my eyes.Yes, he is upset and feels helpless but that does not give him any excuse to go blame the one person who practically saved the family and his own life. I am shocked that he still has not learned from his past mistakes.

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Khushi sits down by the pool side, completely baffled, dazed trying making sense of it...and he goes driving in the dark. in the SUV,and the memories start roaming.

di in that hospital, her wedding and the gunshot.nani's words, mami's accusations about Khushi near Anjali

But now heart picks up her closed eyes and tears, that mehsoos are way strong now...

His own words circle him... Khushi, Stop crying.. a beautiful beat of the heart reminds him ... Khushi, I love you.[ I love this part]

Khushi runs and hugs him that very first time in that room among boxes, she gets hurt saving him from thorns, from goons and started falling before his eyes as he struggles to free himself...and then his struggle to revive her.

This brings him to a point that she is a woman who is equally important as his di, didn't he say to her,"you have to walk with me as an equal partner..." then how come he forgot that?

Now realization seeps in, She is a girl without whom he can't live. and today again he broke her with his bitterness

A sanity dwells in after all of his yelling and driving.Apeace which makes him realize what he has done?

Halting his car in the middle of road, one word comes to his remorse lips

dammit!

"What have I done?"

This scene sets the stage for Arnav's ultimate redemption. He's going to have to prove himself big time in order for her to forgive him. If I were Khushi: Make this Khadoos beg. This just may be his biggest lesson to date, that's it.Me angry with him big time...

No one can make me at peace today...me in ASR mode bas...

The night, the sky, the stars, the poolside, every element had witnessed every moment of their lives so far.They both met here the first time and he saved her from falling into this pool which she dropped his typewriter.Their first kiss to their heartbreak.Their fights to their patch up moments.He always says things and regrets later.She knows and never gets angry of his scolding yet its been days she was getting dragged into a filth by the very same person Shyam just to save Arnav's life and today he himself insulted her over Shyam again.She was shocked and hurt beyond repair.Both were visibly hurt. Arnav was hurt too, no doubt yet he was beyond brutal but he was feeling hurt more than ever after realizing what has he done. "Khushi!..." He entered in a rush, knowing he has done wrong, moved a little closer with a fear, very much visible on his face.He looks at her.Eyes met and say many things but she averts.

sitting there packing her clothes, she was encircled by her own walls today, busy with her bag. Absolutely not giving in...maybe pain and hurt, when reached to a certain point makes you cold-hearted or numb..quite natural... He knew this would not be easy to set right at this time,a calculated mind but a needy heart was begging through eyes... Kya kar rahi ho What are you doing? .

There is a visible need for her, his Khushi, the very same way, in episode 124 when he found out that she was engaged and in anger he said it matters to me because ... But he never completed the reason of his need.He did when he was abducted. That day, she was not his.He has to let her go because she was wearing someone else ring. Today, she is his.His woman, his wife, with his sindoor and manglsutre.How can he let her go...

But she is hurt, flowing tears have no control but somehow she is not warm, she is not letting him in.I found it so natural and I strongly believe that distance is necessary among couples in such cases, Don't take me wrong.Not splitting apart, just away from each other's eyes when both are hot-headed and angry and hurt have no limit then it is better to take time out and let it go.It does make you realize the importance of many things and makes you act better and wiser in many ways. When Khushi leaves him later and says to him that change was inevitable, yes this change sometimes is important. "Khushi, whatever I said, I didn't mean it.Please don't do this right now..." He pleads as he is tired and torn in between his sister and Khushi.His desperation is so its peak. But she is not ready to reconcile, torn herself. as usually takes the blame... "You were right, if I were not there, nothing like this would ever have happened.." He had enough, admonished her..."Khushi!...

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 She is persistent and that grows his desperation more than ever.A man who never pleaded never showed his emotions with this thought that he would look like a desperate one today had all out open in front of her. Holding her hand, he turned her around, begs but her saying that she can't see anyone hurt because of her especially him. "Khushi, you can't go like this..." His voice gets thicker and a bit stern.So ASR gets angry when the pain gets to him. "Let me go, I can't see Anjali di in this mess because of me.." Here the first time he had found peace in her, a girl who brought a sunshine in his life, how could he let that darkness back in which he was in after his mother. He answered," and me??? aur main???

These words show clearly, ASR has changed into a man in love.A man who used to be in his own shell where no one could reach but Khushi.He wanted to be happy having his Khushi but she made him release her hand with one question, a question which he had no answer yet "If your di is unhappy, will you be happy???" She turns but he won't let her...nostril flare and Arnav takes the cloak of ASR.He resorts to the only thing he can, threatening her.

 He reminds her that she cannot leave as their contract marriage is not up yet and she can only leave after. Khushi is shocked hearing him calling their marriage still a contract, after everything that has happened. He says that if she leaves, he promises to do what he said on their wedding day making Payal's life hell. She agrees to stay but also lets him know one more thing, that he has not changed. He is still Arnav Singh Raizada, the monster, who cares about no one other than himself and he can't change no matter what. Standing there, turning his face, being unable to take her tears, unable to face her, he pretended he didn't care as he threatened dire things. and when she had left the room.

A sheer pain covers his face,words poured through him. " sorry Khushi, I had to do this, but how can I let you go... The feeling is brimming within his voice...when he confessed and takes an oath... "I will get you back before the end of this contract.." 

Khushi needed solace and finds in his di, Payal.That shows how strong their bond is. Utterly a beautiful scene in between two sisters. Later in their room, Khushi reflects on how Arnav stopped her from leaving. She remembers how he married her... He notices that she's looking at the stars and feels immense guilt. He again consciously apologizes for what he said and admits that he caused her a lot of grief and sadness. He vows to win her back and make her a part of his life forever. "I am sorry, Khushi,I" ve hurt you so much, but, I will win you back and make you a part of my life forever and ever..."

He abides by this promise and fights with every demon...to get her back The next day, Arnav wakes up to find Khushi missing. As he searches the house for her, he accidentally ends up asking Anjali if she had seen her. Nani tells Arnav not to worry about Anjali and informs him that Khushi went to Buaji's house early in the morning, Oh, that causes an angry Arnav to storm off to get her back. At Buaji's house, Buaji is wondering if everything is ok as Arnav did not come with her. Khushi informs her that he had some work and was busy. Khushi jokes around that she ran away from RM. She then prays to Devi Mayya asking for forgiveness to the fact that she did not inform her parents or Buaji of what happened at the Raizada house. As she prays, Arnav walks in and begins to question her as to how she dare defy him.Doesn't she know what he can do..." again a feel of Kya kar rahi ho...what are you doing?

As he questions her, Buaji and her parents walk in to see him. Buaji informs him that every year on her birthday, she comes running to her house to eat jalebi and rabri made specially by Buaji's hands. Hearing that today is Khushi's birthday leaves Arnav shocked and speechless. Eyes met with many questions, Why didn't you say so... the answer came across, you never care, busy hurting me around??? Eyes never rest all this time filled with anguish, complaints but hearts were always looking for each other... His guilt sets the stage for his redemption. The fact that he felt sorry for not only blaming her but for also forcing her to stay back by bringing up the contract marriage. No doubt, he is at a tight spot.Right now,...

Episode 295

Episode 295

Crestfallen

Arnav ceased his life with her smile but his di needs him.There is always a shouting of his heart which accompanied him everywhere, disturbed him and distracted him from time to time, from the care of this injured and wounded soul who has hurt so much. That made him kept his love locked outside of his heart and had occupied him in his shell...keeping His di along with him, for whom he can do anything...

Today it happened again.When Khushi made a big point here when she talked to Anjali, a fact of life in a woman's life that her child is her strength no matter.A mother in any woman is the strongest form ever.She can fight the whole world for a child and Anjali did the opposite.

Anjali's decision to abort her child shows what kind of a mental state she is going through. These impulsive decisions of hers show that she is still suffering from the shock and at the same time, show that part of her refuses to believe any of it. This is a woman who just had her happy world shattered and does not understand why it happened. She had no explanation from her husband and won't take any explanation from anyone else. She has become a cocoon and has resorted to taking impulsive steps like this.

The family's concern for Anjali's well-being definitely shows one thing: how much they sheltered her from the real world. The fact that they always kept her happy and let her live in her perfect world is now coming to back to bite them.It's time for the family members to understand what happened and be strong for Anjali. Instead of bringing her out of this they are making it worse.

Being honest, I didn't like Anjali's words here, "as my child's father has no respect how come this child will have respect and my child will be alone."

I can understand this is the past speaking as her father did the same yet, it is you who will make the future for your child as a mother.Sorry if I hurt someone as this is how I feel.My POV.

Later that night, Mami tells Arnav what happened that afternoon. She informs him that Khushi had gone into Anjali's room to speak with her regardless Nani had forbidden her to do so... An angry Arnav searches for Khushi as he remembers how Anjali was trying to hurt herself. He drags Khushi back to their room ignoring all of her questions .where he yells at her for going into Anjali's room. Without giving her a chance to explain herself Arnav blames her for Anjali's current condition.

"if I were late by even one minute..." he was implying to say that she could've done the damage.

and without giving her a chance he turns around over her face

" what did you say to her that she was forced to do this?.."

Khushi starts to answer... just wanted to tell him that she had said nothing which could have made Anjali do such thing.I agree with this.Her words were for making Anjali feel for her child, smile for her, live for her and stop being moppy like this.I can understand Anjali is going through the most hardest time of her life yet Asha ki kiran, as Khushi said...a ray of hope is her child and trust me it is.

Arnav, as usual, is not listening, he snaps at her with the next question

"what was the need to go to her?" Kya zaroorat...???

This triggers Khushi's mind like a challenger

"Because I care for her well being as much as you do and

I also feel bad that all this happened because of me... "

For me, these two dialogues of her stood tall...

Yes, she loves her and cares for her as she herself is a selfless person and she is at guilty because of her Anjali is in this mess. Which I don't get agree as this is Shyam's fault not her. Our society blames only the other way around. I know.

Oh, but these words unleash a beast in him... it makes him throw all of his frustration at her but in the most destructive and unethical manner that even he practices sorry for this whole life this time won't be enough in my eyes...

"Haan, hua hai..."

Yes, it is because of you...

she looks up, sensing a change in his demeanor instantly.

His wild scream unleashed an animalistic tone reverberating the words as a tremor.

." Since the day you came into life..."

He turns his face away, typical of ASR when can't face the truth and love and pain in her eyes.But his words , his lies, just to find peace in him for that moment by blaming her..uff..

Why did you come in my life?Why did I even meet you? Everything was perfect, and above all di was happy..."

You will chew and bite your words Mister

You will say one day in the farmhouse, 'When you were not there my life was empty..." yes you will but right now you had broken her beyond imagination Mr.Khadoos.

That 14 years old child, the life from whom has been snatched by his loved ones, a scream of one night is still echoing in him...He never believed in love in happiness and since the day she is around him, he is looking for these two, started enjoying her smiles, wants to see her smiling because of him.

Episode 294-295

Episode 294-295

Episode 294 -Part 295 

Rapturous Moments...  By ArshiHamesha

The King ceased in his life , the circle of  galloping bridges  defending  his heart  continually by incessant and rapturous acclamations  which he evidently endured each and every second within these past hours .It was impossible to forbid the mounting desires  to express  his love for his lady whose smile is the only mission he had in his mind to conquer .The other side, there was the  shouting  of his heart  which accompanied him everywhere, disturbed him and distracted him from time to time , from the care of this injured and wounded soul  who has hurt so much. That made him kept  his love locked outside of his heart and had occupied him in his shell...His di , for whom he can do anything...

Episode starts with ...

Arnav and Khushi in their  eternal heaven, by the poolside where a wife comes to take care of her hubby needs, his meds...yes a high time to bring contract out in the light and that  must be done immediately...yes! the changes in  the deed's paper a connection to contract.[.which never came to the light because of TRP Daadi track] 

Arnav keeps flirting with Khushi. and deliberately blocks her  way for sometimes.He glances at her with amusement over her innocent moves...and finally she looks up with her hazel eyes and meets with his brown orbs, flickering with a lazy smolder in the depth of each shade.They are so close tht she has to change the direction of her tray,but he could easily swim in her hazel shades creating waves of desires with his warm breath over her.What can I say if a guy with this smirk ,lopsided smile, killing body awareness with open intentions showing his girl what does he want...it is impossible for any girl to be on her feet ...even Khsuhi...

"Wow! Khushi Kumari gupta ko sharmana bhi aata hai..."  he makes her acknowledge the presence of his desires with a condescending sneer by raising his eyebrows behind his caramel eyes with humor   making her face suffuses with rosy color...shyness makes her lower her gazes...At this point ,she is very much aware of her charms on her and he knows the color of his effect on her...He sighs, and glances at flushed and rapturous, yet shy radiant , childlike face with his tender look . 

"khushi, it's high time ki main tumhari taraf aoon, to tum peeche jana band kar do... in fact, tumhain mere saath aagey badna seekhna hoga..."[It's high time you stopped walking backward ,in fact u have to move  forwards with me ] He quips with his witty and naughty look..., as he wants to stop their  signature backward forward steps thing as she did not see his pausing look  and kept walking backward according to the rule of their game ...over this Maha poolside... who has captured many moments like this in it's layers.Either in anger or in love ...utter romantic and drool worthy including kisses of hearts.

Interesting fact is ,he wants his woman be his equal...not less than anything...This is ASR and his character which speaks volume as always..."Main nahin Chahta ,ke Khushi ki identity mere empire ke neeche dab jaye...:]I don't want her identity to be shadowed by my name and all]

This will come later,but he was always stood tall in projecting this matter for all women.He never forced Khsuhi to change her style,and if u ask her pom poms were his strength...Ajeeb hain dono[strange ,both of them]..."Main apni Zindagi ka har lamha tumhare saath bitana chahta hoon..[ I want to spend every moment of my life with you] will come later.but he wants her to be by his side...shoulder to shoulder ...just a sense of be sansain ek moment again and forever...

Khushi looks at his eyes with shyness,but His eyes glimmer with playfulness. His smile remains steadfast at his lips with a slight angle of his head.Today, he is not shy or angry while looking into those eyes which always mesmerize him.During Holi, under Bhang's spell he mentioned three things, hair , eyes and smile,but he always smiled  seeing her smiling even in his anger...except when her safety is a major concern,"Muskura kyuon rahi ho.."[why are u smiling ] during kidnap,and from her [muskuraiye mat]  don't smile...in his building before throwing papers and all in his office.

 She smiles shyly as the familiar magnetism of his presence pulls her towards him . She tries to leave, but again he blocks her. She looks at him with quizzical  eyes. "Ok! Now ..."Finally he lets her go. She stops in her track with baffled eyes,yet happy  and  looks back at him.Her smile grows bigger seeing him relaxed. He also smiles with satisfaction and their smiles mingle as always...just like he smiled at her during Payesh wedding dy and after that their smile mingled after falling down from the ladder... The last one when he comes out after beating goons and she was in Shyam's clutch...

Arnav stares at her back till she disappears and a little monologue mutters in his head...,

"Yahi to main chata tha..."[That's what I wanted, ] and his  smile goes down with his di in his mind... 

Khushi is his love, she endured immense grief and agony since she met him and gave so much in this relationship, now when finally they are together, he will always try to make her happy.

Barun and Sanaya are perfect here .

Now the part of epi which is utterly strange,and out of Anjali's character.Khushi's words are golden here

Asha ki kiran...Khushhal zindagi ki taraf...yeh bachi [a ray of hope for a better life and that is ur daughter...]

Yes her Rajkumari...a mother's strength and wall for all

This is the biggest strength for any broken woman because her focus of life after changing from a girl to a woman after marriage changes its focal point  and that is her kids and at this point Anjali fails, and her character seems out of place.A person,who worships ,fasts, and all can't think to do what she was going to do.

Khushi tried to make her realize that your brother gets hurt...and Whatever he did to Shyam[Shyamji ke saath jo kuch bhi huwa ...usey bhool jaye] [Whatever happened to Shyam forget it ] 

Because she knows Anjali is upset with Arnav because of that...[Sab humari ghalati hai ...gussa karna hai to hum par [ if u want to be angry then be with me]

All this Anjali takes it to next level...an she said this to Arnav..'ye bacha nahin chaiye ...uss gahr main jahan usske shymji ki respect nahin...and she ignores big time 

"Main hoon na"  I am here as always...which will change into chote tum badal gaye ho"

This is what I always disliked in her character ...in the theme of IPK.never fits...AND that lonely soul ,his brother is trying to bring smile over his di's face with Khatti meethi kahani...who might think about him once in a while...his di for whom he made one innocent soul go through hell...Yes his di who is world to him...,but  now I am forced to think...really

As he went through hell finding her and she tells him "Sab khuch kitta acha tha...sab kite khush thai] everything was so right and every one was happy..

Really that shows, she never was or has the ability to understand her chote.A woman whose world was ,is and will be her blindness..till this child..asha...a hope will be snatched away from her.

Arnav went through a hell in these two days

Rapturous moments of life shook him the very same way when his mother's scream got frozen in his life

A boy whose soul found a strange , ajeeb soulmate..who is the only one can see, feel and dies at her each sigh with him and tries to make him understand...tries to make him meet to himself..."di ka khiyal rakhne ke liye aapko apna khiyal rakhna hoga.." [ u have to take care of yourself if u want to take care of ur di]